Three said quietly, “You keep your mouth shut, or they’ll all have to die. Or is Violet Mosala worth a dozen farmers to you?”
I stared at him, light-headed. Would the rest of the ACs think like that! How many real deaths would they have to confront, before they admitted that they might be mistaken? Or had they surrendered completely to a moral calculus where even the smallest chance of the unraveling outweighed any crime, any atrocity?
The voices grew nearer, then the engine stopped; it sounded as if the fishing boat had pulled up right beside us. But I could already hear another one in the distance.
I caught snatches of a conversation: “But I leased you this boat, so it’s my responsibility. The emergency system should not have malfunctioned.” It was a deep voice, a woman’s, puzzled, reasonable, persistent. I glanced at Kuwale; vis eyes were shut, vis teeth clenched tight. The sight of ver in pain cut me up badly; I didn’t trust what I was beginning to feel for ver, but that wasn’t the point. Ve needed treatment, we had to get away.
But if I called out… how many people would I endanger?
I heard a third ship approaching. Mayday… false-alarm code… mayday… flares. The whole local fleet seemed to think that was strange enough to be worth looking into. Even if all these people were unarmed, the ACs were now completely outnumbered.
I raised my head and bellowed, “In here!”
Three tensed, as if preparing to move. I fired the gun into the floor near his head, and he froze. A wave of vertigo swept over me—and I waited for a barrage of automatic fire. I was insane—what had I done?
There were heavy footfalls on the deck, more shouting.
Twenty—and a tall Polynesian woman in blue coveralls—approached the edge of the hold.
The farmer glanced down at us, frowning. She said, “If they’ve threatened violence, gather your evidence and take it to an adjudicator back on the island. But whatever’s gone on here—don’t you think both sides would be better off separated?”
Twenty faked outrage. “They hide on board, they intimidate us with firearms, they take a man hostage! And you expect us to hand them over to you, so you can let them go free!”
The farmer looked straight at me. I couldn’t speak, but I met her gaze, and I let my right hand drop to my side. She addressed Twenty again, deadpan. “I'm happy to testify for you, about what I’ve seen here. So if they’re willing to give up their hostage and come with us—you have my word, justice won’t be compromised.”
Four other farmers appeared at the edge of the hold. Kuwale, still sitting by the wall, raised a hand in greeting, and called out something in a Polynesian language. One of the farmers laughed raucously, and replied. I felt a surge of hope. The ship was swarming with people—and when it came down to the prospect of a massacre, face-to-face, the ACs had buckled.
I put the gun in my back pocket. I shouted up, “He’s free to go!”
Three rose to his feet, looking surly. I said quietly, “She’s dead anyway. You said so yourself. You’re already savior of the universe.” I tapped my stomach. “Think of your place in history. Don’t tarnish your image now.” He exchanged glances with Twenty, then started climbing the rope ladder.
I threw the gun into a corner of the hold, then went to help Kuwale. Ve took the ladder slowly; I followed close behind, hoping I’d be able to catch ver if ve lost vis grip.
There must have been thirty farmers on deck—and eight ACs, most of them with guns, who seemed far more tense than the unarmed anarchists. I felt a reprise of horror at the thought of what might have happened. I looked around for Helen Wu, but she was nowhere in sight. Had she returned to the island during the night, to oversee Mosala’s death? I’d heard no boat… but she might have donned scuba gear, and ridden the harvester.
As we started making our way toward the edge of the deck, where a concertina bridge linked the two ships, Twenty called out, “Don’t think you’re going to walk away with stolen property.”
The farmer was losing patience; she turned to me. “Do you want to empty out your pockets, and save us all some time? Your friend needs a doctor.”
“I know.”
Twenty approached me. She looked around the deck, meaningfully, and my blood froze. It wasn’t over yet. They hoped that whatever they’d done to Mosala was irreversible by now… but they weren’t certain, and they were ready to start shooting rather than turn me loose with footage which proved that the danger was real.
They knew Mosala too well. I had no idea how I’d convince her, without it; she already believed that I’d cried wolf, once.
I had no choice, though. I invoked Witness, and wiped everything. “Okay. It’s done. It’s erased.”
“I don’t believe you.”
I gestured at the protruding fiber. “Plug in a notepad, do an inventory. See for yourself.”
“That’s no proof. You could fake that.”
“Then… what do you want? Do you want to put me in a tuned microwave field, and fry all the RAM?”
She shook her head solemnly. “We don’t have that kind of equipment here.”
I glanced at the bridge, which was sighing with the shifting pressure as the boats bobbed and swayed in the gentle swell. “Okay. Let Kuwale go. I’ll stay.”
Kuwale groaned. “Don’t. You can’t trust—”
Twenty cut ver off. “It’s the only way. And you have my word that you’ll be returned to Stateless, unharmed, once this is over.”
She gazed at me calmly; so far as I could tell, she was perfectly sincere. Once Mosala was dead, I’d be free.
But if she survived, and completed her TOE—proving that these people were nothing but failed homicidal conspirators? How would they feel about their chosen messenger then?
I sank to my knees. I thought, among other things: The sooner I start, the sooner it’s over.
I wrapped the fiber around my hand and started hauling the memory chips out of my gut. The wound left by the optical port was too small— but the chips’ capsule-shaped protective casings forced it open, and they emerged into the light one by one, like the gleaming segments of some strange cybernetic parasite which was fighting hard to stay inside its host. The farmers backed away, alarmed and confused. The louder I bellowed, the more it dulled the pain.
The processor emerged last, the buried head of the worm, trailing a fine gold cable which lead to my spinal cord, and the nerve taps in my brain. I snapped it off where it vanished into the chip, then rose to my feet, bent double, a fist pressed against the ragged hole.
I pushed the bloody offering toward Twenty with my foot. I couldn’t stand up straight enough to look her in the eye.
“You can go.” She sounded shaken, but unrepentant. I wondered what kind of death she’d chosen for Mosala. Clean and painless, no doubt: straight into a fairytale coma, without a speck of blood or shit or vomit.
I said, “Mail it back to me, once you’re finished with it. Or you’ll be hearing from my bank manager.”
24
In the cramped sick bay, a scan of Kuwale’s leg revealed ruptured blood vessels and broken ligaments, a trail of damage like an aircraft’s crash path leading to the bullet buried at the back of vis thigh. Ve watched the screen with grim amusement, sweat dripping from vis face as the ancient software ground away at a detailed assessment; the final line read: Probable gunshot injury. “Oh, I was hit!” One of the farmers, Prasad Jwala, cleaned and dressed our wounds, and pumped us full of (off-the-shelf) drugs to limit bleeding, infection, and shock. The only strong painkillers on board were crude synthetic opiates which left me so high that I couldn’t have given a coherent account of the ACs’ plans to anyone if the fate of the universe had depended on it. Kuwale lost consciousness completely; I sat beside ver, fantasizing about gathering my thoughts. It was just as well that my stomach was tightly bandaged; I had a strong urge to reach through the portal I’d made and probe the machinery which remained inside me: the tight smooth coil of the intestines, the demon snake which Kuwale’s magic bullet had tamed; the warm, blood-drenched liver, ten billion microscopic enzyme factories plugged straight into the circulation, a bootleg pharm dispensing whatever its chemical intuition desired. I wanted to drag every dark mysterious organ out into the daylight one by one, and arrange them all in front of me in their proper positions, until I was nothing but a shell of skin and muscle, face-to-face at last with my inner twin.