“All our previous readings are wrong,” Karl says, and that’s when I look. He gives me his handheld.
Previous specs showed the station to be one-quarter to one-half the size of this station.
“Are we in the right place?” Roderick asks.
I nod. The coordinates are right. The middle of the station is right as well.
But I don’t trust it. I do my own scan.
The readings on the exterior of the station are correct except for the station’s size. The strange metal, the age of the station itself, its unusual structure match the past specs.
“What the hell?” Roderick mutters.
Karl has frozen beside me. The hair on the back of my neck has risen.
“There are a million explanations,” Bria says, oblivious to our reaction. “You said no one explored the whole thing. Maybe no one mapped it either. You’re relying on stuff you’ve found in databases, which could be corrupted or tampered with of just plain wrong.”
“True,” Hurst says. “I’ve run into this all over the sector. Particularly in the lesser-known parts. No one really cares how big something is unless they need to. Most people aren’t that accurate.”
But this is a place that ships have come to on pilgrimages. This is a place that has been studied.
And my own sense as we approached was that it has become bigger.
I swallow hard, but I don’t say anything.
Instead, I get out of the pilot’s chair and sweep my hand toward it, looking at Karl’s angular face.
“It’s your mission now,” I say.
He hesitates. Then he takes a deep breath and slides into the pilot’s chair. Of the five of us in the cockpit, he is, by far, the weakest pilot, but he knows what I’m doing.
I’m symbolically relinquishing command.
I have to.
I’m already not thinking rationally. I’m making things up based on my past experience.
And that terrifies me.
I leave them to mapping. I go to my quarters and log onto my dedicated computer. I call up files I haven’t looked at in years.
Files that I stored after the Dignity Vessel.
Files on stealth technology.
Our weak stealth technology is hard-won. We’ve been working on it for generations, always seeking to improve it and never doing so.
True stealth technology—the kind that actually makes a ship invisible (and, in some cases, impossible not just to see but to hear and touch)—is extremely dangerous. The kind of stealth that the ancients had actually changed the ship itself (or whatever the stealth was applied to). Some believe that the ship dissolved and re-formed at a particular point. Others think it went out of phase with everything else in the universe. And still others believe that it actually leaves this dimension.
My experience in that Dignity Vessel showed me that it’s possible to open small windows in other dimensions. Only in practice those windows don’t work the way they do in theory. They explode or get stuck or ships get lost.
People get lost.
Is that what we’re facing here? Yet another version of ancient stealth tech?
My skin is crawling.
That would be too simple, and too much of a coincidence.
And it wouldn’t explain the voices.
This is why I have given over the controls to Karl earlier than I planned. Although I’m beginning to doubt the wisdom of that. Karl is as familiar with ancient stealth tech as I am and is scarred by it too.
I hope it won’t affect his judgment here.
I stand and pace my small quarters, and as I do I remember the other reasons I hired Karl to run things.
Riya.
My father.
My mother.
Those voices.
No preconceptions, that’s my motto. And I need to wait until mine are under control before I face the team all over again.
By the time I come out, the station is mapped. It is definitely larger than our research told us it would be. Karl wants to bring in my father, and I can’t contradict him even though I don’t want to use my father for anything.
We meet in the lounge. Fortunately, Karl has kept Riya out of this meeting. Most of the dive team is here and all of the pilots. The Business, safely docked, has its automatic alarms on in case something happens.
Still, this close to a dive, I hate leaving the cockpit unattended.
Karl reminds everyone that he is in charge now. Then he introduces my father—using all of my father’s very impressive credentials—and says, “I invited him into this meeting because he’s been here before. He knows a lot about the station and even more about the Room.”
Karl looks at me. My father is standing next to him, dwarfing Karl. My father, with his planet-bound height and muscle, looks almost superhuman compared to the divers. And even though he’s older than everyone except perhaps Odette, he seems much more powerful.
I don’t like the contrast.
“The changes in what we’re expecting are enough to make me reassess the mission,” Karl says.
I turn toward him, shocked. This isn’t the man I hired all those years ago. This isn’t Karl the Fearless.
He sees my look and holds up his hand to silence me. “I’ve learned over the years that it’s best to talk about the unexpected, and even better to get the dive team’s read on it. We’re here to take extreme risks, but not unnecessary risks.”
I dig my teeth into my lower lip so that I don’t contradict him—at least not yet. At least not this early in the very first meeting he’s called.
Karl explains our findings, and he uses some impressive graphs and charts and diagrams that he’s clearly worked on in the short time since he called the meeting. Then he turns to my father.
“What do you make of this?” Karl asks.
My father walks in front of the displays, his hands clasped behind his back like a professor grading a student’s work. I get the sense that he likes the attention and is milking it.
“Your worry isn’t necessary,” he says after a minute. He addresses Karl like the rest of us aren’t here. “I’ve seen this before.”
I remain still in the back of the lounge. Odette crosses her arms. Karl tilts his head, obviously intrigued.
“Every time I come here, the station is bigger.” My father does not pause, even though he should have. The sentence sends a ripple of interest through the group and would have given him the attention he obviously craves. “I think it’s programmed to build new units, which is why the habitable ones are on the outer layers, not in the middle.”
It’s a plausible explanation, and no one asks him for his proof. I would have. My father is not a scientist, and he doesn’t back up what he just said with any statistics or experimentation. Just observation and a supposition.
“So it’s normal,” says Bria with something like relief.
“There’s nothing normal about this place,” my father says.
“How do we test the growing theory?” asks Jennifer. She’s one of my hires, and she looks at me as she asks this, all wide eyes and innocence. But I’ve known her for a while, and Jennifer isn’t innocent. She’s annoyed that I’ve been forgotten, and she’s pointing me out to the others on purpose.
I’m glad for the opening. “We test all theories. That’s why it’s best to go slow. The more we learn before we go to the Room, the better off we’ll be.”
“You actually think we’ll learn something new about the Room?” Davida asks. She’s sitting by Jennifer and Roderick on the couch. They glance at her in surprise.
“Why else come on this mission if you can’t learn something new?” Roderick asks.