She had stopped breathing long before he was through, though the blood continued to pump from her gashed head.
Afterward, the daughter sat on his lap and rode him as he impaled her, tore her apart. His satisfaction came at the precise moment of her death, and he leaped to his feet as he gave a cry and around him the carnage began. Screams of pleasure and screams of pain blended, harmonized, created a music beautiful to his ears. He breathed in the blood and sex and death, looking proudly down at the broken, used, and twisted bodies of the mother and her daughter, bathed in liquid red and white.
They were dead, but the life force had not yet fled entirely, and their legs were still twitching in remembrance of ecstasy.
Dion awoke suddenly, his head jerking up from the pillow. The final image was still in his mind, the young girl and her mother covered in blood and semen, twitching. He was disgusted by the image, nauseated, frightened by it. He closed his eyes, breathed deeply, opened his eyes.
His room seemed far too dark, its night shadows much more threatening than usual, and he was sweating, drenched with the aftermath of fear.
He also had an erection.
"So did you feed her some sausage?"
Dion slammed shut his locker, ignoring the question.
Kevin grinned. "Come on, man. You can tell me. I'd tell you."
"I wish you wouldn't talk about Penelope like that."
"Whoa, it's love and not just lust!" Kevin reached out to grab a passerby and make some crude remark about the situation, but Dion stopped his hand.
"Hey, I'm serious."
Kevin's smile faded. "I'm sorry. I was just joking."
"No," Dion apologized. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be so defensive."
"You must be pretty serious about her, huh?"
Dion shrugged. "I don't know." He shifted the books uncomfortably in his hand.
"You are. I can tell."
"Bell's going to ring," Dion said, changing the subject.
The two of them started walking. "You coming with us Friday?" Kevin asked. "We're going to cruise up to Lake Berryessa, see if we can't scare-us some campers."
"Sorry. I hope to have a date that night."
"Hope to? You mean you don't know? You haven't asked yet?"
"No," Dion admitted.
"Don't be such a wimp. Use your balls. You do have balls, right?"
Dion laughed. "Your sister says I do."
"Ask her out, then. I mean, shit, how much more encouragement do you need? You expect her to come out and say she's madly in love with you before you ask her out on a simple date? Be serious. No offense, but if Pussy-Eating Penelope invites you over to her damn winery and introduces you to her mom, that would seem to be a pretty good indication that she likes you. As far as I know, you're the only guy who's ever made it past those gates."
Dion raised his eyebrows. " 'Pussy-Eating Penelope?' "
Kevin held up his hands in an expression of innocence. "I didn't make it up."
The two of them turned toward the east wing.
"So are you going to make your move?" Kevin asked.
"We'll see."
"So that means you'll be coming out with us Friday?"
"Hopefully not."
" 'Hopefully'?"
"Probably."
"Have some guts, dude."
"Okay, I'm not coming with you. I'm going out on a date."
"That's the way it always is," Kevin complained. "A guy finds himself a girl, forgets about his buddies--"
Dion laughed. "I could set you up with her friend Vella."
"J could get a rubber woman with more life."
Around them, the crowd suddenly thinned as students hurried into classes. "I guess that means it's time." Kevin hurried down the hall.
"See you in Mythology."
"I'll be there."
Kevin laughed. "I know you will."
Dion and Penelope walked slowly through the vineyard, the late summer sun streaming down on their heads. Penelope talked about grapes as they walked, about hybrids and planting techniques. Dion listened to what she had to say, looked at the examples she showed him. Close up, the vines looked different than he'd thought they would. The plants were not as leafy as he'd expected, and the stalks seemed dry and twisted, strangely grizzled. Even the grapes did not match the image in his mind. The bunches were full and plentiful, outnumbering the leaves on some of the vines, but the grapes themselves were much smaller than ordinary table grapes.
They continued to walk. The picking had stopped for a few days, until some of the remaining grapes had ripened, and they had the field entirely to themselves. They strode side by side as they moved farther away from the drive. The ground here was rough, furrowed, and it was impossible to step in a straight line. More than once the backs of their hands accidentally brushed, and Dion felt tingles of anticipatory excitement pass through him. He wanted desperately to breach the inches between them and hold her hand. It seemed natural, right, and though he thought he sensed a similar desire on her part, he was not experienced enough at these things to know for sure. He might be misreading the signs, and he did not have the courage to act on his instincts. He needed more than a hint, more than a promise; he needed assurance that she felt the same way he did before he attempted to make a move.
They stopped for a moment at the end of a row. Dion leaned his foot against a long, wheeled pipe sprinkler and wiped the sweat from his forehead as he looked around. "What's there?" he asked. "Behind the wall?" He pointed toward the stone fence which ran the length of the field, disappearing in back of the house and winery buildings.
"I don't know," she said quickly.
"You don't know?"
She shook her head.
"Come on, you can tell me." He grinned mischievously. "I won't sell your family secrets."
Penelope did not smile. "I'm forbidden to go back there."
"Forbidden? Why?"
She turned toward him. "Do you want to see how it's done?" she asked.
"Do you want to see how we make the wine?"
"Uh, sure," he said, frowning.
"Let's go, then." Without waiting for an answer, she began hiking back down the row the way they'd come, her arms swinging in a carefree manner that was too studied and too perfect to be real.
He looked toward the fence and wondered what it was about the forbidden area, behind it that had triggered this reaction. She was obviously afraid of the place and didn't want to talk about it, but her unexpectedly strong response had intensified what had before been only idle curiosity. He would definitely have to ask her about. the place sometime when he knew her a little better, when she wasn't so freaked.
She stopped, turned around, motioned him forward. "Come on!"
He hurried down the row toward her, and she began to run. Laughing, they raced over the rough ground all the way to the drive. Dion stopped first. "I give up," he said, breathing heavily. He bent down, putting his hands on his knees. "Whoo!"
"I take it you're not used to exercising?"
"I walk to school and back."
"A whole three blocks!"
"More like six."
Penelope laughed. "Another Arnold Schwartzenegger."
Dion stood, straightened, catching his breath. He smiled at her, acknowledging the joke, but he couldn't help feeling a little hurt by it. She hadn't meant it to be insulting--her tone of voice was light and completely innocent--but he vowed nonetheless to start exercising.
She looked toward him. "Ready?" she asked.
He nodded.
"Let's go, then."
They walked together up the drive and entered the main building through a tinted glass side door. Dion had expected the inside of the winery to be dark and rustic, filled with floor to ceiling oak casks, dimly lit by bare bulbs, the Hollywood conception of a winery. But the long room outside the small glass-walled office into which they'd entered was antiseptically white, with a checkerboard tile floor and a row of gleaming stainless steel tanks along the north wall. He could see a curled hose lying next to one of the tanks, and a drain in the center of the floor.