But who was he kidding? He’d never get there in time. And he’d probably collapse of exhaustion before he even reached his car.
Besides, there was another part of the puzzle he needed. The real story.
And it was inside that house.
When the Town Car was gone, he crossed to the steps and went in through the front door.
Mr. Blister had doused the lights, but Vargas could see the dark shapes of the bodies in the moonlight, laid out in a neat row, all three of the men well beyond help.
Looking down at Ainsworth and Junior, he thought about what they’d done to him, and despite this, he felt sorry for them. They’d gotten caught up in something over their heads and he’d been the unfortunate victim of it. Junior, most of all, hadn’t deserved to die this way. He’d been little more than a child in a man’s body.
Harmon, however, was another story altogether. In Vargas’s view, there was nothing worse than a corrupt cop-especially a border cop-and Harmon had obviously been a willing accessory to drug smugglers. Still, that didn’t mean the punishment he’d received was justified.
Crouching next to Junior, Vargas unbuttoned the kid’s shirt and found a thin rawhide string tied loosely around his neck.
I got her necklace, he’d said. I’m wearin’ it right now.
Hanging from the string was a small, cheap ring. The kind you’d find at one of the street-side jewelry stands down in Juarez or at various tourist spots around Mexico. This one was a crude black and silver carving of a hooded skull.
La Santisima.
Holy Death.
Vargas untied the string and moved to a lamp, flicking it on. He studied the ring more closely, but there was no sign of engraving. Nothing that might clue him in to the identity of the American woman.
Pocketing the ring, he turned off the light, then found the stairs and climbed to the second floor. At the top of the landing were three open doorways.
Moving from one to the next, he flicked on the overhead light in each.
Two bedrooms and a TV room.
Figuring the one with posters of Elvis on the wall must be Junior’s, he went inside.
I got her picture, too. I keep it in my drawer.
There was a three-drawer dresser in the corner, Jailhouse Rock Elvis pinned to the wall above it.
Vargas pulled open the top drawer. Socks and underwear.
He dug around a bit but found nothing else.
He closed it, then moved on to the second drawer. T-shirts and jeans. Digging around again, he found a small metal box near the back.
Bingo.
He pulled it out, lifted the lid.
There wasn’t much inside. Just a few childhood treasures: a small, sand-worn stone, a faded Elvis Aaron Presley baseball card, a wooden, dirt-encrusted baby rattle, several Mexican coins, a tarnished silver bracelet — and a photo of a young white woman.
Vargas removed the photo from the box, studied it more closely, and realized it had been torn from a passport. No name, just an official seal and the image: a strikingly beautiful woman in her mid-to-late twenties.
Was she the one? The one they’d found?
Angie?
If Vargas were a betting man, he’d put money on it. It was her, all right. But what had she been doing in that abandoned desert house? And how was she related to the people who had threatened him?
There was only one way to find out. He’d have to return to Juarez and talk to the Mexican homicide investigator, Rojas. The one who had sanitized the murder file.
Ainsworth may have been right, that they were simply avoiding an international headache, but that didn’t keep Vargas from wanting to know what had happened to this woman. If she was alive when they found her, had she survived?
And if she had, where was she now?
Confronting Rojas might be risky. For all Vargas knew, he could be part of all this.
But things were different now.
Too many people were dead.
A couple hours ago, Vargas had almost turned tail and run. But now, this was more than an itch. More than curiosity. More than an attempt to suppress his shame.
And the only way you’d stop him from seeking out the truth…
…was with a well-placed bullet.
45
He spent the rest of the night in his car.
After leaving Ainsworth’s ranch, he’d started to feel a little woozy, so he drove out of Montoya and found a nearly deserted Walmart parking lot in a neighboring suburb.
He pulled into a spot near a brick wall, put his suitcase in the trunk (hesitating only slightly before lifting the lid), then curled up in the Toyota’s backseat and shut his eyes.
By the time he opened them again, the sun was shining and the lot was full.
Vargas went into Walmart and bought himself an Egg McMuffin at the McDonald’s inside. Around about his third bite, however, he started thinking about eggs and Ainsworth and the bodies in that living room, and felt a little queasy.
Before leaving Ainsworth’s house, he had picked up the phone, dialed 911, then left the receiver off the hook.
He knew he should have done more, but that would only have resulted in a lot of questions from a lot of angry cops, and that wasn’t a battle he could afford to get into. At least the bodies would be found a lot sooner than Mr. Blister and his buddies had planned.
Tossing the McMuffin in the trash can, Vargas went into the restroom and washed his face. The bandage on his head was getting bloody, so he removed it, soaked up some of the remaining blood with a few paper towels, then found the health and beauty section of the store and picked up some gauze and tape.
Before he hit the register, he searched the sporting-goods section for a hat to cover the wound and settled on a gray and red Texas Rangers baseball cap.
Back in his car, he did his best to tape himself up again, including a fresh new bandage on his hand, then pulled the Rangers cap down tight, started the engine, and drove.
Heading back up to Las Cruces, he took the 10, driving 270 miles to Tucson, Arizona, before cutting down through Green Valley and rolling on into Nogales.
He could probably have entered Mexico through El Paso again but figured the farther away he stayed from that particular border station, the better off he’d be. There was no telling who might be working for Mr. Blister’s friends, and-assuming they were still alive-Vargas figured it was better to be safe than sorry.
He was, after all, the scared little bunny. And the longer Mr. Blister believed that, the better off Vargas would be.
He was just about five miles out of Nogales when he heard a news report on his radio:
“Sources say a high-ranking Border Patrol agent and two unidentified men were found dead on a ranch in El Paso, Texas, this morning. Police are investigating, and the source tells Eyewitness News that a motive for the crime has yet to be established.”
Vargas felt another wave of nausea as he listened. If he didn’t know before just how lucky he was that they’d let him go, he certainly knew it now.
Getting through the border station in Nogales was an effortless enterprise. Nobody cares if you go into Mexico. The more money you spend, the more they’ll love you. It’s the reverse trip that creates all the headaches. America’s racist paranoia clearly broadcast 24/7.
Once he was across, he found a motel and checked in for the rest of the day. He was feeling woozy again and needed to sleep. He bought a couple of quesadillas at a lunch wagon parked outside the motel and washed them down with a bottle of lime Jarritos.
Then he crawled into bed, staring up at the rotating blades of the ceiling fan. Today was even hotter than yesterday, and he wondered if this heat wave would ever pass.
As he lay there, thinking about the house in the desert, he took the passport photo from his back pocket and studied it.