“My name is Aunn,” he said aloud. “I am Aunn. No, just Aunn.”
Like Gaven-no family name. But Gaven was excoriate-he’d lost the right to use his name.
“I am Aunn,” he said again. “And don’t be fooled by my handsome face-I’m actually a changeling.”
He didn’t think he could be that honest.
CHAPTER 34
It was better than the prison of the dragon-king in Rav Magar, but Gaven was no less a prisoner in Kelas’s camp. The shackles never came off his wrists, and his legs were chained to a stake in the ground as well as each other. He might have been able to pull up the stake, but Haldren had spoken some ritual over it to root it in the ground. He got some food and ample water, but he remained out in the open, day and night, and the midday heat was nearly unbearable. He tried once to shade the sun with clouds, but any time clouds began to form in the sky, his guards beat him savagely. His head felt like more bump than bone.
He barely slept, and when he did nightmares plagued him. Looking for meaning, he sifted through the scraps of dreams, but found only horror and despair. He dreamed of Rienne-he saw her killed in terrible ways, wrenched from his grasp by demonic figures, and transformed into a hideous aberration or a demonic creature. He always woke with tears in his eyes, facing the Dragon Forge and feeling the evil presence at its heart. It filled him with loathing, and he was certain that it was responsible for the nightmares.
With every passing day, the Dragon Forge grew. He caught some glimpses of the apparatus the artificers were constructing at its heart-a strange thing with moving arms and long levers-but the walls going up around it soon shielded it from his view. Upon a framework of arching beams, the workers built a structure that vaguely resembled a crouching dragon. They shaped a sort of dome to resemble a dragon’s folded wings, open at the back around the blue crystal and the cylindrical receptacles, with enough space for the dragon-king to enter there. At the end of a long hall stretching forward into the canyon, they built a dragon’s head, its mouth open in a small archway leading into the heart of the forge.
From time to time, a new caravan of parts and supplies arrived in the camp, sparking a flurry of activity and some confusion. Each time, Gaven watched for an opportunity to escape, some kind of opening, but his guards remained as vigilant and brutal as ever. Wagons passed right by him, sometimes sending him scrambling to avoid their turning wheels, but only his guards seemed to notice him at all.
The days and nights blurred together. Weeks might have passed, but he could not track the time. As the Dragon Forge neared completion, Gaven started piecing together the fragments of his dreams. He was quite certain now that he had seen this forge-completed, burning with dragonfire-more than once in all his visions. He remembered looking down into the canyon, being led down an iron hall, the heat and bursts of fire-and when he followed the memories too far, excruciating pain. The memory of the pain was so vivid that it made his flesh tingle, particularly on his neck and chest, around his dragonmark.
He dreamed of that hall again, entering through the arch of the dragon’s mouth. He descended amid clouds of smoke billowing up from the heart of the Dragon Forge. Chains bound his hands and feet, clanking against the iron floor as he walked, then stumbled. A hand on his shoulder steadied him. Then it was shaking him gently, and he woke to a dark night.
“Gaven?” It was Cart.
Gaven tried to sit up, starting his chains rattling, but Cart gripped his shoulder again to stop him. “Quiet,” Cart whispered.
“What do you want?” Gaven asked, too loudly.
Cart looked around nervously at the sound. “Gaven, please. If Haldren sees me talking to you-”
“He can’t make it any worse for me. The rest is your problem.”
Cart looked down. “We parted on good terms, Gaven.”
“I think that changed when I found you in league with the people who captured me, the ones who’ve been starving me and beating my head in.”
“I had nothing to do with your capture.”
“But here you are. What’s happening, Cart?”
“Haldren only just told me, this evening. I swear, if I had known before, I wouldn’t have let them-”
“If you’d known what?”
“What the Dragon Forge is for.”
Gaven’s breath caught in his chest as a vague memory of dreams full of fire and pain stirred in his mind. “And what’s that?” he asked.
“They intend to harness the power of your dragonmark. To strip it from you-”
“They’re siphoning the power of the things imprisoned here in order to harness the power of my mark? Then what? Use it to get power from something else?” Cart’s words finally caught up with Gaven. “Strip it from me?”
“I told you, if I’d known-”
“Cut it from my skin, like they used to do with excoriates?” Gaven shuddered with the memory of pain, the excruciating pain of his dream. “And then use it…”
“As a weapon of war.”
“When?”
“I’m not certain. I don’t think Kelas is either. They’ll use the weapon as leverage with the queen-”
“I mean when are they taking my mark?”
Cart hesitated. “Tomorrow.”
“So we have to get out of here tonight.” Gaven’s chains rattled again.
“I’m sorry, Gaven.”
“What?”
“I told you before, my place is with Haldren.”
The pang of disappointment Gaven had felt when he first saw Cart returned, accompanied by a sick feeling in his stomach. “You could be so much more than Haldren’s aide.”
“Why do people keep telling me that?”
“Because it’s true. Once you stood on the threshold of godhood-”
“And like you, I turned away.”
“Yes, and now you need to take your destiny into your own hands. As I did.”
“I have.” Cart’s voice was quiet and low. “I’ve chosen to do my duty.”
Gaven’s disappointment soured into disgust. “Duty? Duty is a soldier’s excuse for his crimes, a coward’s excuse-”
“You call me a coward?” Cart’s voice was more incredulous than offended.
“-for not doing what he’s too afraid to do. It’s the master’s hold on the slave, the father’s claim on his son.” His father’s face flashed into his mind, the forced smile he wore after Gaven’s failed Test of Siberys. Gaven had always failed to live up to his duty.
“Duty is what holds society together,” Cart said.
“That’s what the generals, queens, and fathers want you to think. Duty’s what keeps you from protesting when they enslave you.”
“The words of a true fugitive from Dreadhold.”
Gaven bit back a retort about Haldren and shook his head. He was making no progress, and he wasn’t sure why he was trying. “Why did you come here, Cart? Why warn me? Is that part of your duty?”
“You were never a soldier,” Cart said. “Let me tell you something. Sometimes in the war we fought the Brelish, sometimes we marched beside them to fight the Thranes. Once I met a war-forged soldier from Breland, Dodge was his name. We fought the Thranes together at Harrow’s Pass in the Blackcaps-not too far from here, actually. We talked in the camp while the others slept.”
The Blackcaps were not too far-that was Gaven’s first hint of where they were.
Cart’s voice grew hard. “A month later, the tides of war shifted and Breland was our enemy again. At the battle of Silver Lake, I met him on the field. Now, we were enemies. That didn’t mean we hated each other. We saluted each other with the greatest respect. He had been my friend. But duty demanded that we fight, because the victory of one of us could mean victory for his nation. So I killed him.”
“And did Aundair win the battle?”
Cart stood and looked down at Gaven where he lay, still in chains.
“You completely miss my point,” the warforged said. “But yes, we did.”