Perhaps old-world Robert — the one who had to worry only about himself — would have done nothing.
But, like the changing world, he wasn’t the same anymore, either.
5
Since my last entry yesterday evening, three more people have been added to our waiting area. This is the fewest new arrivals since I got here. I’m not sure if that means there’s just no one else alive or what. Still, three more adds to our strain. There are already too many survivors here for the bunks we’ve been given. Noah pointed this out to one of the guards, but they basically told him to shut up.
I don’t know how many additional arrivals may have been added to the other area. I tried to get a count, but since most everyone over there seems to be sick, they pretty much go straight inside their dormitory and only a few come back out. There were at least four, though. Could have been double that, I guess.
It’s strange listening to the new people. They’re all excited and relieved. They can’t believe they made it. I remember feeling that way just a few days ago. How quickly things change, huh?
The question they all ask is how long until they get vaccinated? They can’t believe it when we tell them that none of us has received the shot. They make up the same excuses we all have — that the vaccine hasn’t arrived at the station yet, or the supply is limited so the UN wants to make sure we’re healthy first to prevent wasting any on someone it won’t help.
I still want to believe it’s one of these things, but it’s becoming harder and harder. Those who have been here longer than me have completely given up hope.
This morning we had something new thrown into our usually dull days. As we were given our breakfast, we were each handed a packet. Inside were about twenty sheets of paper stapled together, a pencil, and a Scantron card like something one of my college professors would use for tests. Printed at the top of each page of the packet was SURVIVOR SURVEY, and below were several multiple-choice questions.
The questions seem to be aimed at finding out about our backgrounds and skills. The multiple-choice aspect makes it a bit limiting, though, not letting you explain or elaborate on anything.
For example, here’s one that annoys me. The question is, Which of the following do you consider best describes you? The choices (we’re only allowed to pick one) are: A. Broad technical knowledge, B. Focused technical knowledge, C. Non-technical. I mean, come on. There’s a whole range of possibilities between B and C. And then there are follow-ups, very specific questions, like if you answered A, please answer questions 14–19, if you answered B, please answer questions 20–27, and if you answered C, continue on to question 28. The specific questions are clearly meant to zero in on the exact nature of the test taker’s knowledge.
There are more questions like that, all focusing on tangible skills like engineering and science and medicine. I get it. The world’s a different place now, and people with those kinds of abilities are going to be in high demand, but the rest of us are still useful. My writing skills are useful, for God’s sake. Someone has to record what’s going on, don’t they?
Be right back.
Okay, this is not good. I heard some raised voices outside and went to check what was going on. It seems another five people were just put in with us. Noah and two other guys tried to block the gate so they couldn’t get in. The shouting I heard was them yelling at the guards that until we got some more beds, the UN needed to find some other place for the survivors.
What happened next took us all by surprise. While the new survivors were held back, seven guards moved into our holding area and knocked Noah and the other two men to the ground. And by knocked to the ground, I mean they smacked the butts of their rifles into the men. The guy who hit Noah knocked him on the side of the head. Noah wasn’t exactly unconscious but he was dazed for sure, and there was blood all over his face.
I was too far away to do anything, but a few of those closer rushed over to try to help him up. Before they could reach him, though, the guard flipped his rifle around and pointed it at them, telling them to get back.
The guards then picked up the three men and carried them out the gate. I’m assuming they’re taking them to get medical attention but I’m worried that they aren’t. Needless to say, the new survivors were ushered in before the gates were closed again.
I can’t lie and say no part of me wishes I had stayed back in Madison. I guess I could write everything off as tension created by the pandemic. I mean, how can anyone be expected to act normal?
But as much as I’d like not to believe it, something feels wrong. Very, very wrong.
Noreen drove her motorcycle slowly down Moonstone Beach Drive, looking into the motel parking lots that lined the right side of the road. To her left, she could hear the waves crashing on the beach just below the short bluff.
Noreen, Riley, and Craig had been searching for Martina for three days now. When their friend had sped off in pursuit of the red Jeep, Noreen, the closest one to Martina at the time, had immediately followed. For over an hour, she was able to keep Martina in view, but ten miles north of Paso Robles, her bike began to sputter as it used up the last of her gas. Rolling to a stop, she had watched her best friend disappear around a bend a half mile south.
When Riley and Craig showed up ten minutes later, she sent Craig after Martina while she and Riley refueled Noreen’s bike. They found Craig on the bridge just north of Santa Maria waiting for them. He had never even caught a glimpse of Martina and wasn’t sure she had come that way. They had continued south, though, thinking that staying on the 101 made the most sense.
When they reached Santa Barbara, they finally stopped. Any farther south and they would be encroaching on Los Angeles, where there would be a near infinite amount of routes Martina could have taken, and an equal amount of odds against them finding her. They decided their best course would be to check everywhere between Santa Barbara and where they had lost sight of her. That was what they had been doing.
“Noreen?” It was Riley, her voice coming over the CB radio they had installed on their bikes the day before. Each came complete with a new helmet that had an embedded microphone and speaker.
Noreen keyed the talk button. “I’ve got nothing over here.”
“East end of town is clear, too,” Riley said.
“Let’s check out the west end, then.”
“Meet you there.”
Cambria was a quaint tourist town along Highway 1 on the California coast. It was divided into several different areas, with most businesses either in east village or west village. Noreen entered west village from the ocean end and slowed again. Stores and restaurants occupied both sides of the street — gift shops and candy shops and antique marts and a barbecue place and a bar and grill. As she passed them, she had the sudden memory of being on this street before. It had been with her parents, some weekend trip God only knew how long ago, before high school, for sure, maybe even back when she went to Faller Elementary. They’d been in a magic shop, and she remembered being in awe of everything. But the shop seemed to be gone now.
She pushed the mic button, not wanting to think about the past. “Where are you guys? I don’t see you.”
“Not there yet,” Riley whispered back.
Noreen stopped in the middle of the road. “Something wrong?”