“You don’t think we change?” Driver had asked as they walked out of the restaurant.
“Change? No. What we do is adapt. Get by. Time you’re ten, twelve years old, it’s pretty much set in you, what you’re going to be like, what your life’s going to be.”
Moments before he had to put Bernie down.
So maybe Bernie was right.
Driver pulled into the parking lot just as the storm abated. People would be sneezing wee mudballs and wiping dirt out of every crease and crack in themselves, their houses, cars, and property for a week.
Not a Motel 6, but its kissing cousin. Spiderwebbed asphalt patched with tar, roof drooping above the second-floor walkway, blinds cockeyed in windows. Three cars in the lot, two of them questionably mobile. A cafe and bar sat to other side, back a bit. Take a brave man to hit that cafe, but Driver guessed the bar did good business. Run-down apartments all around, bus stop across the street.
Room 109 was at the end, abutting a slump block wall with grout that looked like poorly healed scars and, past that, an abandoned convenience store, every possible surface scribbled over with tags.
Guy has money to burn, he winds up here? Driver thought.
But not his idea, most likely.
Slats in the blinds fell back into place as Driver approached. Felix opened the door without speaking.
Inside, a man in his late sixties sat watching CNN, a news report about upcoming democratic elections somewhere halfway across the world. Driver tried to remember the last time he’d seen a seersucker suit. The man was sipping whiskey from a plastic cup, not cheap stuff from the smell of it. So was Felix.
“Doyle.” Felix nodded toward the corner. Doyle had light blue eyes, an expression that could be a wide smile or pain. Looked younger than Driver knew he must be. Mom’s favorite, a good all-American boy.
Doyle nodded.
The older man glanced away from the TV. “You’re the driver.” Then to Doyle: “He doesn’t look quite dead.”
“No sir. I suppose I did stretch the truth just a little.”
Felix poured more for himself, then for the man in the chair. “Doyle persuaded Mr. Dunaway, by way of an anonymous phone call, that those pursuing you had finally been successful, and that you’d left behind something in which he might well be interested. ‘Something to do with Blanche?’ Mr. Dunaway asked.
“Doyle followed him, picked him up here at Sky Harbor. Too many walls and fences back in New Orleans, the need was to get him away.”
“And out here to the golden west,” Doyle said. “He came along without protest. At the airport.”
The man said, “Rabbits that survive know when to go to ground.”
Driver moved around to meet his eyes. “You’re a rabbit, Mr. Dunaway?”
“A survivor. And surrounded by foxes. Like him.” Dunaway pointed to the TV. Driver turned to look. An elderly man with his arms in the air, circled by others, all young, wearing rags and tatters of uniforms and carrying automatic weapons. “Strange missions. We’re all chockful of strange missions. Often we don’t even know what they are. But they push us, they ride us.”
“You’re saying you didn’t choose to pursue me?”
“Not at all. That was one thing I understood. But the rest…”
“Who was Blanche, sir?”
“Only a sweet, troubled girl. They’re everywhere. All around us.”
He said nothing more. They listened to a car pull into the lot outside, sit with speakers blasting, and pull away.
“Why are you trying to kill me, Mr. Dunaway?”
The screen showed hundreds of birds rising from a lake. It was as though the surface of the lake itself were drifting skyward. Dunaway glanced there, then back.
“Kill you? Not at all. Quite the contrary.”
He finished his Scotch and set the cup on the floor.
“The story’s not much different from what you hear from parents everywhere, We did what we could. We could see her getting wilder every year, every day. Small things at first, stealing from friends, shoplifting, then gone for days at a time. One night she’s passed out in bed with all her clothes on and I’m looking in her purse hoping I won’t find drugs, and I don’t. I find a gun. Not long after that, she was gone for good.”
“Blanche was your daughter.”
Dunaway nodded. “We knew she was bad, just a lost person, hurtful, destructive. But that made no difference.”
“I’m sorry.”
“You were with her.”
“When she was killed. Yes sir, I was.”
“Wasn’t likely to play out any other way. Her life.”
“No.”
“We did what we could. Once my wife was gone…” Dunaway broke off eye contact to look back at the screen. “Blanche was my only child. You took her from me.”
“No sir, the man who did that died moments after she did.”
“I’d been searching for her. One of the private detectives I hired came to my house to tell me he’d found her. Bubble of hope, for a moment there. I remember he was wearing jeans-pressed jeans with a sport coat. And a shiny shirt, like satin. Blanche had died two weeks before.”
No one said anything. Doyle watched the door and window, Felix watched the old man. Felix had no expression on his face. Dunaway’s sadness filled the room like an unseen gas.
“I wasn’t trying to kill you, young man. Quite the contrary. I wanted you alive, to go on feeling what it’s like to have the person most important to you taken away, to carry that around for the rest of your life.”
“Elsa? Those two men came for Elsa, not for me?”
“That was the plan. I don’t think they realized who, or what, you are. Few apparently do. And the plan…”
All became quiet again. Two or three rooms away, a telephone rang.
“Never mind the plan,” Dunaway said. “Things got complicated, the way things do. Might I have one last drink? I assume you brought me here to kill me.”
Felix poured and the old man drank. Onscreen, cameras panned across acre after acre of drifting dunes.
“Understand,” Dunaway said, “that this would come as a great relief.”
“He’s back in New Orleans.” Where, in a moment of strangeness Doyle had said, the magnolia blossoms smell like sweet human flesh.
“Cruelty or compassion?” Bill asked.
Driver shrugged.
Bill and Nate Sanderson had met him at a Filiberto’s on Indian School, and now they were walking along the canal, dodging crazed bikers and dogwalkers as evening settled about them. Bill was playing hooky again.
“So that part is over,” Bill said.
“For some time, really.”
“The world’s never what we think it is.”
They stopped to look down into the canaclass="underline" three shopping carts had been neatly stacked like auditorium chairs, a worn blanket rolled, tied with strings into a facsimile human, and set atop them. Water flowed through the carts, up to the blanketman’s bent knees.
“Beautify your city,” Bill said. Then, “Nate and I had another talk with Bennie Capel. But this time at home, with his wife there. Bennie at home’s not the Bennie you see elsewhere. Janis and I go back a ways too.”
It took him a while, and it wasn’t in the neighborhood of smooth, but Bill stepped off the path and sat on the graveled side of the canal, legs down along the curve of the bank. Driver sat beside him. They looked back at Sanderson, who shook his head. “Bad knees.”
“It was a favor among old friends, from Dunaway’s life back in Brooklyn. A simple take-down, they’re in, they’re done, they’re out. But when it didn’t go that way, the bigger fish had to wonder what the hell happened. They dispatch two of their wing men and some guy in Bumfuck, Arizona wiped the street with them? That does not happen.”
“It was Elsa they were sent after.”