“Now, dear, don’t do anything drastic.”
“What’s happened to us has been drastic.” Nell knew there was no point in arguing with her mother, or even trying to explain. They lived in different realities. She went to the bedroom and began organizing her belongings.
Finding another home for herself and the children would not be easy. Rental property was scarce on the south side, which was solid homeowner territory. As Nell knew all too well the real estate business was moribund. In a time of such uncertainty people preferred to sit tight.
There was always the other side of the river, but Nell never considered it. She was not a snob, but she was a native southsider. She had never carried northside properties on her books. Without putting words to the thought, she knew where she belonged.
Until the Change.
When she tried sounding out her son and daughter about moving into another school district, they reacted as if she were suggesting going to Borneo. “Aren’t things bad enough?” Jessamyn wailed. “You want me to go to school with slutty girls who wear black nail polish?”
“Don’t be ridiculous, Jess. No one wears nail polish now because the polymers—”
“I know that. I was just using it as an example.”
At the veterinary clinic the oldest AllCom was still working, though not reliably. When Paige answered it a fuzzy image came up on the screen. “This is Eleanor Bennett,” said an equally fuzzy voice.
“Mrs. Bennett! What can we do for you? Is one of the dogs—”
“No, the setters are all right, and I want to thank you for rehoming Satan. When our housekeeper said she didn’t have enough room for him I was worried. Did he get a good home?”
“I took him myself,” said Paige. “I live alone and he’s my security blanket. I’ve renamed him Samson—I hope you don’t mind—and we’re great pals already. He sleeps at the foot of my bed. Did you know he snores?”
“You don’t happen to need two more, do you?” Nell inquired.
When Shay entered the clinic Paige told him about Nell’s call. “She wants to move out of her mother’s apartment and it’s hard to find a place for the two setters. I told her we could board them here for a while, just until she gets settled. Was that all right?”
“We really don’t have boarding facilities for dogs,” said Shay. Then he grinned. “But for Nell Bennett, sure.”
“What do you have for cats?” a voice asked.
Lila Ragland stood in the doorway of the clinic. Behind her was Jack Reece, carrying a large wicker hamper. From within the hamper came a scratching noise.
When Paige Prentiss saw Jack she lifted her chin and tucked in her tummy.
Lila told Shay, “We’ve come to solve your pet shortage.”
It took him a moment to recall their last conversation. “I’m in and out all the time,” he said, disconcerted. “It wouldn’t be fair to a dog.”
“This isn’t a dog,” Lila said, “this is Karma.” Reaching into the hamper, she lifted out a big black cat and put her in Shay’s arms.
“What am I supposed to do with a cat?”
“Love her and feed her and keep her safe; she’s a precious gift. You aren’t one of those tiresome people who return gifts, are you?”
“No, I’m not one of those people.” He shifted his arms to snuggle the cat against his chest. Karma began to purr; a deep rhythmic buzz that made her whole body vibrate.
Shay grinned with pleasure. “Is this thing going to go off?”
“Not unless you’ve pulled the pin,” Lila retorted.
Watching the byplay between them, Paige said stiffly, “I don’t think jokes about bombs are very funny.”
Shay gestured toward the wicker hamper. “Where’d you get that? Our customers are asking for something to replace plastic pet crates.”
“I found this in Edgar Tilbury’s barn,” Lila told him. “I believe he’s done some work for you, a cart and a carriage? He never throws anything away, so why don’t you come and see what he has out there?”
Shay looked down into the triangular face turned up toward his. The aquamarine eyes were preternaturally wise. “Karma,” he said softly.
Nell Bennett was pleased about Satan’s—Samson’s—new home. If only all changes could be so easy. Her mother, whom she had expected to remain sympathetic, had chosen instead to play the martyr. Nell was dusting the living room when Katharine came up behind her to complain, “If you move out, how am I going to get around? I’m not as young as I used to be and I have all those doctors’ appointments. With my arthritis you can’t expect me to climb into a horse-drawn carriage.”
Nell put the dustcloth down on the end table. “There’s no guarantee my car will keep running. The GPS doesn’t work anymore and the steering wheel is starting to—”
“I’m not interested in your steering wheel, dear; I’m talking about safety. My safety. At my age it’s best not to live alone.”
Nell was amused. Her mother had always been fiercely independent. “You’re not that old, Mom, and you’re as spry as a cricket. Yesterday you were up on the stepladder cleaning out the kitchen cabinets.”
“Suppose I fall and nobody’s here?”
“Suppose I hire a live-in companion for you,” Nell countered. “Someone with a car, if possible.”
“I already have companions. I have you and the children.”
Nell had a sudden depressing vision of the future her mother anticipated. The young widow would remain with the older widow; constricted lives revolving around housewifely chores and repetitive chitchat; grocery shopping the high point of their week. Colin and Jess would grow up and embark on lives of their own while two doddering old dears in lockstep waited for the grave.
The arrangement of her mother’s living room had not changed in years. She knew every detail. The row of pottery ducks on the mantel, a souvenir from her parents’ honeymoon in Mexico. The photograph of her father as a young man in his military uniform, immortalized in a silver frame. The symmetrical arrangement of floral watercolors above the sofa.
If she took the pictures down from the wall discolored squares would remain on the wallpaper.
Nell felt something snap inside herself. Actually felt it snap, like the last straw breaking. “I can’t please everybody all the time,” she announced abruptly. “Maybe I can’t please anybody anytime. But I have a lot of unlived life ahead of me, and if I’m going to enjoy it, I’ll have to leave my comfort zone.”
Before her startled mother could respond they heard the sound of sirens. The two women exchanged alarmed glances. Katharine put one hand over her mouth while Nell ran outside.
The man who lived in the apartment next door was hanging over the balcony, looking down the street. “I heard gunshots and no mistake. A rifle, I think. It’s somewhere in town, but I don’t know where. Go back inside, Nell, it may not be safe out here.”
Other people were crowding onto the balcony. A middle-aged woman with an elderly AllCom pressed to the side of her head reported, “I’m talking to my son-in-law. There was a shooting right in front of Goettinger’s. He saw it all. A man was walking up the street with a rifle on his shoulder and this woman came out of the store and he shot her. For no reason! He just shot her!”
Eleanor Bennett felt as if her blood were congealing.
Sheriff Tyler Whittaker had been interrupted during his afternoon coffee break, which consisted of something more substantial in the home of a young woman named Lynnda Gibbs. He was not in a good mood by the time he reached Goettinger’s. What he found there did not improve his humor.
There was no automobile traffic on the street, but pedestrians were huddled at a distance from the department store, gawking.