It was everything that was wrong about Mountainside in a nutshell. Just as the people inside acted as if there was no world beyond the chain-link wall, they would probably write Tom, Nix, and Benny off as people they once knew. Like the people who died on First Night. The people in town would deliberately forget them; it was easier than imagining what might be happening out here in the Ruin.
In a way, Benny and the others would be dead to the people in town. Would the townsfolk become dead to Benny? Would their memory die in his heart?
He hoped not.
He slowed a little as he ran, searching the span of the fence, willing Morgie to be there. Just to wave good-bye. It would heal everything, fix everything.
The fence line was the fence line, and nobody waved good-bye.
Benny turned away and made himself run faster.
The five of them made no sound, and within a few minutes even the sharpest of the tower guards could not see them. The forest appeared to swallow them whole.
PART TWO. DOWN THE ROAD AND GONE
Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.
To keep our faces toward change and behave like
free spirits in the presence of fate is strength undefeatable.
– HELEN KELLER
17
THEY RAN DEEP INTO THE WOODS, FOLLOWING A PATH THAT WAS ALWAYS kept clear for the traders who brought in wagons of goods scavenged from warehouses and small towns throughout that part of Mariposa County-or what had been Mariposa County before First Night had invalidated all the old maps. As the sun rose it was easier for Benny to avoid stepping in the wheel ruts. Chong, who was much less coordinated, tripped several times. Lilah helped him up each time, but instead of it being an act of kind assistance, she growled at him, and each time she shoved him forward a little harder. Nix caught up to run side by side with Benny, and they both grinned back at Chong. He mouthed some words at them that made them laugh and that would have shocked Chong’s parents and earned a sharp rebuke from Tom.
After a half mile Tom slowed from a full-out run to a light trot, and a mile later eased down to a walk; and finally stopped for a rest. Benny was winded and walked around with his hands over his head to open his lungs up. He was sweating, but the exertion felt good. Nix’s face glowed pink, and her skin gleamed with a fine film of perspiration, but she was smiling.
Chong went over to the side of the road and threw up.
Leaning on her spear, Lilah watched with unconcealed contempt.
It was not that Chong was frail-he had trained as hard as everyone else and his lean body was packed with wiry muscles-but he never reacted well to sustained exertion.
Benny patted Chong on the back, but as he did so he bent down and quietly said, “Dude, you’re completely embarrassing our gender here.”
Between gasps Chong gave Benny a thorough description of where to go and what to do when he got there.
“Okay,” said Benny, “I can see that you need some alone time. Good talk.”
He wandered off to stand with Nix, who was taking several small sips from her canteen. Tom came over to join them.
“Chong okay?” Tom asked.
“He’ll live,” Benny said. “He doesn’t like physical exertion.”
“No, really?” Tom grinned and gestured to a fork in the road. “Soon as everyone’s caught their breath, we’ll go that way. It’s high ground, so we’ll see fewer zoms today. Tomorrow we’ll see about going downland to where the dead are.”
“Why?” asked Nix. “Wouldn’t it be better to avoid them completely?”
“Can’t,” said Lilah, who had drifted silently up to join them. “Not forever. Dead are everywhere. Even up in the hills.”
Benny sighed. “Swell.”
“Are we going to hunt them?” asked Nix, her eyes wide.
Tom considered. “Hunt? Yes. Kill? No. I want you to be able to track them, but I mostly want you to be able to avoid them. We can go over theory from now until the cows come home, but that’s not the same as practical experience.”
“Sounds wonderful,” muttered Chong as he joined them. His color was bad, but better than it had been during the last quarter mile of their run.
“It won’t be,” Tom said seriously. “It’s going to scare the hell out of you, and maybe break your heart.”
They looked at him in surprise.
“What?” Tom said slowly. “Did you think this was going to be fun?”
They didn’t answer.
“You see, this is one of the reasons I wanted to bring you out here,” Tom said. “When everything is theoretical, when it’s all discussion rather than action, it’s easy to talk about zoms as if they’re not real. Like characters in a story.”
“They’re abstract,” Chong suggested, and Tom nodded approval.
“Right. But out here they’re real and tangible.”
Benny shifted uncomfortably. “And they’re people.”
Tom nodded. “Yes. That’s something we can’t ever forget. Every single zom, every man, woman, and child, no matter how decayed or how frightening they are, no matter how dangerous they are-they were all once real people. They had names, and lives, and personalities, and families. They had dreams and goals. They had pasts and they thought they had futures, but something came and took that away from them.”
“Which is another one of the mysteries,” said Nix under her breath.
“Yeah, yeah, yeah,” said Chong, and nudged her with his elbow. She grinned and nudged him back, harder.
Tom said, “We don’t know how far we’ll have to go to find the jet. If we find it. We saw it fly east, but it could have landed anywhere.”
Benny winced. “Ouch.”
“No, don’t worry about that part. We’ll find some clues. Other people will have seen it too, and there are people out here. We’ll ask everyone we see… but a lot of those folks live in the downlands, and there are large parts of the country that don’t have mountains. So it’s pretty likely we’ll be where the zoms are. No way to avoid it.”
“So learn how to be with the dead,” added Lilah. It wasn’t an eloquent statement, but they all understood her meaning.
Tom clapped Chong on the arm. “You ready to go? The next part is a leisurely walk in the country.”
“That’s better.”
“No, it’s not,” said Lilah, laying her spear over her shoulder. “Everything out here wants to kill you.”
She walked along the path, and Chong stared after her. “Honestly,” he said, “I already got the message. That last part? Not necessary.”
Nix was laughing as she followed Lilah. Benny laid his bokken across his shoulder, and in a fair imitation of Lilah’s whispery voice said, “Everything wants to kill out-of-shape monkey-bangers named Chong. Everything.”
He strolled off.
Chong took a deep breath and followed.
FROM NIX’S JOURNAL
Tools of the Zombie Hunter Trade, Part Two
LILAH’S SPEAR. The shaft of the spear is made from a six-foot length of three-quarter-inch black pipe. There are brown doeskin leather bands around both ends and on two places in the middle where she usually holds it. The blade is from a Marine Corps bayonet. The blade is black and eight inches long.
She says this is the fourth spear she’s made. She lost one when she was first taken to Gameland (she was eleven, and that spear was five feet long). She lost the second one while running from the Motor City Hammer three years ago. The third one bent while she was breaking into an old library to get books. The fourth one is a year old.
18
BENNY WALKED ALONGSIDE TOM FOR A WHILE. “I OVERHEARD YOU talking with Basher yesterday.”
Tom gave him a brief look. “What did you hear?”
“Bunch of stuff. Mostly about trouble out here in the Ruin. About people coming in to take over Charlie Pink-eye’s territory.”