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their papers were forged.

The Prime Minister and her cabinet had been delayed by an emergency

session, but had been on their way to the wedding when the attack was

made.  A fortunate chance had saved them, and she sent her personal

condolences; to the relatives of the victims.

At ten o'clock, Damascus radio gave a report in which El Fatah claimed

responsibility for the attack by members of a suicide squad.

A little before midnight, the chief surgeon came from the main theatre,

still in his theatre greens and boots, with his mask pulled down to his

throat.  Ruth Mordecai was out of danger, he told the Brig.  They had

removed a bullet that had passed through her lung and lodged under her

shoulder blade.  They had saved the lung.

Thank God, murmured the Brig and closed his eyes for a moment, imagining

life without his woman of twenty-five years.  Then he looked up.  My

daughter?

The surgeon shook his head.  They are still working on her in the small

casualty theatre.  He hesitated.

Colonel Halmin died in theatre a few minutes ago The toll of the dead

was eleven so far, with four others on the critical list.

In the early morning the undertakers arrived for the bodies with their

long wicker baskets and black limousines.  David gave Joe the keys of

the Mercedes, that he might follow by the hearse bearing Hannah's body

and arrange the details of the funeral.

David and the Brig sat side by side, haggard and with sleepless bruised

eyes, drinking coffee from paper cups.

In the late morning the eye surgeon came out to them.

He was a smooth-faced, young-looking man in his forties, the greying of

his hair seeming incongruous against the unlined skin and clear blue

eyes.

General Mordecai?

The Brig rose stiffly.  He seemed to have aged ten years during the

night.

I am Doctor Edelman.  Will you come with me please?

David rose to follow them, but the doctor paused and looked to the Brig.

I am her fiance, said David.

It might be best if we spoke alone first, General.  Edelman was clearly

trying to pass a warning with his eyes, and the Brig nodded.  Please,

David.  But- David began, and the Brig squeezed his shoulder briefly,

the first gesture of affection that had ever passed between them.

Please, my boy, and David turned back to the hard bench.

In the tiny cubicle of his office Edelman hitched himself on to the

corner of the desk and lit a cigarette.  His hands were long and slim as

a girl's, and he used the lighter with a surgeon's neat economical

movements.

You don't want it with a sugar coating, I imagine?  He had appraised the

Brig carefully, and went on without waiting for a reply.  Neither of

your daughter's eyes are damaged, but be held up a hand to forestall the

rising expression of relief on the Brig's lips, and turned to the

scanner on which hung a set of X-ray plates.  He switched on the back

light.

The eyes were untouched, there is almost no damage to her facial

features, however, the damage is here he touched a hard frosty outline

in the smoky grey swirls and patterns of the X-ray plate, - that is a

steel fragment, a tiny steel fragment, almost certainly from a grenade.

It is no larger than the tip of a lead pencil.  It entered the skull

through the outer edge of the right temple, severing the large vein

which accounted for the profuse haernorrhage, and it travelled obliquely

behind the eye-balls without touching them or any other vital tissue.

Then, however, it pierced the bony surrounds of the optic chiasma, he

traced the path of the fragment through Debra's head, and it seems to

have cut through the canal and severed the chiasma, before lodging in

the bone sponge beyond.  Edelman drew heavily on the cigarette while he

looked for a reaction from the Brig.

There was none.

Do you understand the implications of this, General?  he asked, and the

Brig shook his head wearily.  The surgeon switched off the light of the

X-ray scanner, and returned to the desk.  He pulled a scrap pad towards

the Brig and took a propelling pencil from his top pocket.

Boldly he sketched an optical chart, eyeballs, brain, and optical

nerves, as seen from above.

The optical nerves, one from each eye, run back into this narrow tunnel

of bone where they fuse, and then branch again to opposite lobes of the

brain The Brig nodded, and Edelman slashed the point of his pencil

through the point where the nerves fused.

Understanding began to show on the Brig's strained and tired features.

Blind?  he asked, and Edelman nodded.  Both eyes? 'I'm afraid so.  The

Brig bowed his head and gently massaged his own eyes with thumb and

forefinger.  He spoke again without looking at Edelman.

Permanently?  he asked.

She has no recognition of shape, or colour, of light or darkness.  The

track of the fragment is through the optic chiasma.  All indications are

that the nerve is severed.

There is no technique known to medical science which will restore that.

Edelman paused to draw breath, before going on.  In a word then, your

daughter is permanently and totally blinded in both eyes.  The Brig

sighed, and looked up slowly.  Have you told her?  and Edelman could not

hold his gaze.  I was rather hoping that you would do that.  Yes, the

Brig nodded, it would be best that way.  Can I see her now?  Is she

awake?  She is under light sedation.  No pain, only a small amount of

discomfort, the external wound is insignificant, and we shall not

attempt to remove the metal fragment.  That would entail major

neurosurgery.  He stood up and indicated the door.  Yes, you may see her

now.  I will take you to her.  The corridor outside the row of emergency

theatres was lined along each wall with stretchers, and the Brig

recognized many of his guests laid out upon them.  He stopped briefly to

speak with one or two of them, before following Edelman to the recovery

room at the end of the corridor.

Debra lay on the tall bed below the window.  She was very pale, dry

blood was still clotted in her hair and a thick cotton wool and bandage

dressing covered both her eyes.

Your father is here, Miss Mordecai, Edelman told I her, and she rolled

her head swiftly towards them.

Daddy?  I am here, my child.  The Brig took the hand she held out, and

stooped to kiss her.  Her lips were cold, and she smelled strongly of

disinfectant and anaesthetic.

Mama?  she asked anxiously.

She is out of danger, the Brig assured her, but Hannah Yes.  They told

me, Debra stopped him, her voice choking.  Is Joe all right?

He is strong, the Brig said.  He will be all right David?  she asked.

He is here.

Eagerly she struggled up on to one elbow, her face lighting with

expectation, the heavily bound eyes turned blindly seeking.

David, she called, where are you?  Damn this bandage.  Don't worry,

David, it's just to rest my eyes.

No, the Brig restrained her with a hand on her arm.  He is outside,

waiting, and she slumped with disappointment.

Ask him to come to me, please, she whispered.

Yes, said the Brig, in a while, but first there is something we must

talk about, something I have to tell you.

She must have guessed what it was, she must have been warned by the tone

of his voice for she went very still.  That peculiar stillness of hers,

like a frightened animal of the veld.

He was a soldier, with a soldier's blunt ways, and although he tried to

soften it, yet even his tone was roughened with his own sorrow, so that