great feeling and froze in his seat, but he had the good sense not to
interfere with the controls. David completed the manoeuvre and then
immediately rolled in the opposite direction with the wing-tip a mere
fifty feet above the tips of the vines. The Frenchman relaxed visibly,
recognizing the masterly touch, and when David landed an hour later he
grinned mournfully at him.
Formidable! he said, and shared his lunch with David, garlic polony,
bread and a bottle of rank red wine. The good feeling of flight and the
aroma of garlic lasted David all the way to Madrid.
Just as though it had been arranged long before, as though his frantic
flight across half of Europe was a pre-knowledge that something of
importance awaited him in Madrid.
He reached the city in the evening, hurrying the last day's journey to
be in time for the first running of the bulls that season. He had read
Hemingway and Conrad and much of the other romantic literature of the
bullring. He wondered if there might not be something for him in this
way of life. It read so well in the books the beauty, glamour and
excitement, the courage and trial and the final moment of truth. He
wanted to evaluate it, to see it here in the great Plaza Des Torros, and
then, if it still intrigued him, go on to the festival at Pamplona later
in the season.
David checked in at the Gran Via with its elegance faded to mere
comfort, and the porter arranged tickets for the following day. He was
tired from the long drive and he went to bed early, waking refreshed and
eager for the day. He found his way out to the ring and parked the
Mustang amongst the tourist buses that already crowded the parking lot
so early in the season.
The exterior of the ring was a surprise, sinister as the temple of some
pagan and barbaric religion, unrelieved by the fluted tiers of balconies
and encrustations of ceramic tiles, but the interior was as he knew it
would be from film and photograph. The sanded ring smooth and clean,
the flags against the cloud-flecked sky, the orchestra pouring out its
jerky, rousing refrain, and the excitement.
The excitement amongst the crowd was more intense than he had known at
prize fights or football internationals, they hummed and swarmed, rank
uponrank of white eager faces and the music goaded them on.
David was sitting amongst a group of young Australians who wore souvenir
sombreros and passed goat-skins of bad wine about, the girls squealing
and chattering like sparrows. One of them picked on David, leaning
forward to tug his shoulder and offer him the wine-skin. She was pretty
enough in a kittenish way and her eyes made it clear that the offer was
for more than cheap wine, but he refused both invitations brusquely and
went to fetch a can of beer from one of the vendors. His chilly
experience with the girl in Paris was still too fresh. When he returned
to his seat the Aussie girl eyed the beer he carried reproachfully and
then turned brightly and smiling to her companions.
The late arrivals were finding their seats now and the excitement was
escalating sharply. Two of them climbed the stairs of the aisle towards
where David sat.
A striking young couple in their early twenties, but what first drew
David's attention was the good feeling of companionship and love that
glowed around them, like an aura setting them apart.
They climbed arm in arm, passed where David sat, and took seats a row
behind and across the aisle. The girl was tall with long legs clad in
short black boots and dark pants over which she wore an apple-green
suede jacket that was not expensive but of good cut and taste.
In the sun her hair glittered like coal newly cut from the face and it
hung to her shoulders in a sleek soft fall.
Her face was broad and sun-browned, not beautiful for her mouth was too
big and her eyes too widely spaced, but those eyes were the colour of
wild honey, dark brown and flecked with gold. Like her, her companion
was tall and straight, dark and strong-looking. He guided her to her
seat with a brown muscled arm and David felt a sharp stab of anger and
envy for him.
Big cocky son of a gun, he thought. They leaned their heads together
and spoke secretly, and David looked away, his own loneliness
accentuated by their closeness.
The parade of the toreadors began, and they came out with the sunlight
glittering on the sequins and embroidery of their suits, as though they
were the scales of some flamboyant reptile. The orchestra blared, and
the keys to the bull pens were thrown down on to the sand. The
toreadors capes were spread on the barrera below their favourites and
they retired from the ring.
In the pause that followed David glanced at the couple again. He was
startled to find that they were both watching him and the girl was
discussing him. She was leaning on her companion's shoulder, her lips
almost touching his ear as she spoke and David felt his stomach clench
under the impact of those honey golden eyes. For an instant they stared
at each other and then the girl jerked away guiltily and dropped her
gaze, but her companion held David's eyes openly, smiling easily, and it
was David who looked away.
Below them in the ring the bull came out at full charge, head high, and
hooves skidding in the sand.
He was beautiful and black and glossy, muscle in the neck and shoulder
bunching as he swung his head from side to side and the crowd roared as
he spun and burst into a gallop, pursuing an elusive flutter of pink
across the ring. They took him on a circuit, passing him smoothly from
cape to cape, letting him show off his bulk and high-stepping style, and
the perfect sickle of his horns with their creamy points, before they
brought in the horse.
The trumpets ushered in the horse, and they were a mockery, a brave
greeting from the wretched nag, with scrawny neck and starting coat, one
rheumy old eye blinkered so he could not see the fearsome creature he
was going to meet.
Clownish in his padding, seeming too frail to carry the big armoured man
on his back, they led him out and placed him in the path of the bull,
and here any semblance of beauty ended.
The bull went into him head down, sending the gawky animal reeling
against the barrera and the man leaned over the broad black back and
ripped and tore into the hump with the lance, worrying the flesh,
working in the steel with all his weight until the blood poured out in a
slick tide, black as crude oil, and dripped from the bull's legs into
the sand.
Raging at the agony of the steel the bull hooked and butted at the
protective pads that covered the horse's flanks. They came up as
readily as a theatre curtain and the bull was into the scrawny roan
body, hacking with the terrible horns, and the horse screamed as its
belly split open and the purple and pink entrails spilled out and
dangled into the sand.
David was dry-mouthed with horror as around him the crowd blood-roared,
and the horse went down in a welter of equipment and its own guts.
They drew the bull away and flogged the fallen horse, twisting its tail
and prodding its testicles, forcing it to rise at last and stand
quivering and forlorn. Then beating it to make it move again they led
it from the ring stumbling over its own entrails.
Then they went to work on the bull, slowly, torturously, reducing it
from a magnificent beast to a blundering hunk of sweating and bleeding