You quicken your step towards the exit of the mine. You reach the gate. Without waiting for Shahmard, you walk towards the hills. A sob constricts your throat. You close your eyes and weep quietly within. Dastaguir, be strong! A man doesn’t weep. Why not?! Let your heart’s sorrow overflow!
You wind around the side of the first hill. You want naswar. You have none. Maybe the box of naswar is already in Murad’s hands.
You slow your pace. You stop. You bend down. You take a pinch of grey earth between your fingertips and place it under your tongue. Then you continue on… Your hands are clasped behind your back, holding tightly the bundle you tied from the apple-blossom scarf.
About the Author
Born in Kabul in 1962, Atiq Rahimi was seventeen years old when the Soviet Union invaded Afghanistan. He left the country during the war, eventually obtaining political asylum in France. Rahimi now lives in Paris, where he makes documentary films. Earth and Ashes is his first book.
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Published by Vintage 2003
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Copyright © P.O.L editcur, 2000
Translation copyright © Erdag M. Goknar, 2002
First published in Dari (Afghanistan) in 1999 By Editions Khavaran, France, Under the title Khakestar-o-khak
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First published in Great Britain in 2002 by Chatto & Windus
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