EIGHT - TRIALS
As soon as Didul reached the court, Pabul ushered him into his private chamber. "Did you see how many guards were stationed around the court?"
"I assume you've been getting death threats."
"I'm flattered by them-not a single bribe. They know I can't be bought. They're going to find out I can't be terrified."
"I can."
"You know what I mean," said Pabul. "I'm afraid, yes, of course, but my fear won't make me judge any differently than I would have."
"This trial is famous already," said Didul. "And it doesn't even begin till tomorrow."
Pabul sighed. "Everyone knows what's at stake. All the laws protecting the old order are being used to block the new. I have no idea what kind of defense Shedemei is planning, but I can't imagine what she'll say that can overbalance the plain truth that she's guilty."
"Guilty," said Didul. "Guilty of being a remarkable woman. Among the Kept in Bodika, she's already being touted as a martyr."
"I keep hoping that Motiak will take the matter out of my hands by simply announcing that the old laws are repealed."
"He won't," said Didul. "He's trying to stay above the whole thing."
"He knows he can't, Didul." Pabul fumbled through some of the barks lying on his table. "No matter what I decide, the loser will appeal."
"Even if you give Shedemei no penalty at all?"
"Have you met her?" asked Pabul sharply.
Didul laughed. "This morning, before coming here."
"Then you know she'll appeal even if I pay a fine to her. I think she's enjoying this."
"Poor Pabul."
Pabul grimaced. "We've dedicated our lives to being the opposite of Father. And now I have to sit in judgment on a follower of Binaro, just as Father sat in judgment on Binaro himself."
"Nobody will be burned to death this time."
"No-the treason charge is the one I can dismiss easily enough. But I still have to convict her of all the others."
"Isn't there some law about bringing false charges maliciously?" asked Didul.
"The operative word there is false. These charges are true."
"Malicious mischief. Trying to disrupt the public order of the kingdom. And as you said, the treason charge is there only to make it a capital crime."
"What are you suggesting? That I bring charges against the people who are charging Shedemei?"
Didul shrugged. "It might induce them to drop their petition against her."
"I don't know how likely that is," said Pabul. "But if I could find a way to complicate things further, so that there's no possibility of a clearcut victory or defeat for anybody... ."
Didul waited for a while, watching Pabul read bark after bark. Finally he patted his older brother's shoulder and made his way to Ak-maro's house. He came to the back, as he usually did, and waited in silence in the shade of a tree until someone inside the house noticed him. It was Luet who finally came out and greeted him. "Didul, why don't you just come to the front of the house and clap your hands like anyone else?"
"And what if it's Akma who answers the door?"
"He's never here. And so what if it is?"
"I don't want a quarrel. I don't want a fight."
"I don't think Akma does, either," said Luet. "He still hates you, of course-"
"Of course," said Didul dryly.
"But it's not... he's concentrating on other things."
"What I want to know is, does he have anything to do with these charges against Shedemei?"
"Isn't she wonderful?" asked Luet. "Have you met her?"
"This morning. It was rather grueling, actually. She practically held me to the fire before she'd finally believe that I wasn't a jaguar dressed as a turkey."
"She knew about your past?"
"As if she'd watched over my shoulder. Everything. It was terrifying, Luet. She asked me... ."
"What?"
Didul shuddered. "Asked me if I especially enjoyed it when I knocked you around."
Luet laid a hand on his shoulder. "That was unkind of her. I've forgiven you-what business is it of hers?"
"She said she was trying to determine whether it was really possible for a person to change. She was trying to find out if I was really vile before, and became a truly virtuous man now, or if I was vile and now merely pretended to be good, or if I was good all along, and merely misguided."
"What good would it do her to find that out?"
"Oh, I can think of several uses. Anyway, she's a moral philosopher. That's one of the great questions, whether human beings are really capable of change, or if all seeming changes are really a matter of framing the existing character in a different moral situation... you know. Philosophy stuff. I've just never had anybody actually try to test their ideas against the real world like that. At least, I've never been the real world they were testing against."
"She isn't much for good manners, is she?"
"Better than you," said Didul. "She invited me to eat with her at noon."
"You know perfectly well that you're already invited to have supper with us," said Luet, gently shoving him.
He caught her hand, laughing, then immediately let go of her and stood up, trying to hide his embarrassment.
"Didul," she said, "you are strange sometimes." Then, as she led the way into the house, she commented over her shoulder, "You don't mind that Edhadeya will be here tonight, do you?"
"Not unless I'll be in the way."
Luet only laughed.
In the kitchen, Didul and Luet talked with Chebeya as they helped her prepare supper. Akmaro came home with three young diggers who were trying to get him to take them on as students. "There aren't enough hours in the day," he said-obviously not for the first time- as they followed him into the house.
"We don't want you to stop what you're doing. Just let us follow you."
"Like shadows," said another.
"We'll be quiet," said the third.
"Maybe a question now and then."
Akmaro interrupted them and introduced his wife and daughter. Before he could mention Didul, one of them backed slightly away and said, "You must be Akma."
"No, I'm not," said Didul.
The digger, a young woman, immediately relaxed and came closer. "I'm sorry," she said. "I just assumed-"
"And there you see why I can't have you following me around," said Akmaro. "Akma is my son. If you believe the nasty rumors you've heard about him, I can hardly have you camping in my home."
"I'm sorry," she said.
"Don't be. It happens that at least some of the rumors are true. But you must allow me to have privacy and unless you're planning to stay for dinner... ."
The boy seemed perfectly content to accept the implied invitation, but the two girls hustled him away.
"Study with the teachers," said Akmaro as they left. "We'll see each other often enough if you do that."
"We will," said one of the girls-grimly, as if she were threatening some kind of vengeance. "We'll study so hard that we'll know everything."
"Good. Then I'll come and learn from you, because I hardly know anything." With a smile, Akmaro closed the door behind them.
"Now I do feel guilty," said Didul. "It seems I routinely get what they're begging for. And if having diggers around would cause problems with Akma, think of how he'd react if you tried to let me tag along."
"Oh, you're completely different," said Akmaro. "For one thing, you know as much as I do."