Alex introduced us. Then: “India, you were married to Sunset Tuttle.”
“Yes. That is correct.” Her expression did not change. No happy memory there.
“Were you together in the house at Rindenwood?”
“We were. Why do you ask?”
“What was he like?”
“Sunset? Basically, he was a decent man.”
“But—?”
“He lacked some social skills.”
“May I ask, in what way?”
“This is difficult for me, Mr. Benedict.”
“I’m sure it is. India, Chase and I are trying to do some historical research, and that sometimes requires us to ask personal questions we’d rather leave alone. But it really doesn’t matter now, does it? Since you’ve both passed on.”
“I guess not.” Those green eyes looked my way for sympathy. “He didn’t take his vows too seriously.” I nodded. You can’t trust guys, I was telling her. We all know that. “The best way to describe our marriage was that I always felt alone.”
“I’m sorry to hear it.”
“I’m sorry to say it. But it was my own fault. I knew what he was before I married him. I thought I could change him.” She shook her head. “I was old enough to know better.”
“What did he care about?” I asked. “Other than the hunt for aliens, what was important to him?”
“Aliens were all that mattered.”
Alex showed her an image of the tablet. “India, do you know anything about this?”
“No,” she said.
“Could it have been in the house, or in the garden, when you were there, without your knowing about it?”
“How big is it?” Alex expanded it to actual size. “No,” she said. “I would certainly have known. Why? Is it valuable?”
“That’s what we’re trying to determine,” he said.
She shrugged. “Wish I could help.”
TWO
There is no more critical question before us than that which seeks to determine our place in the universe. We now know that intelligent life is extraordinarily rare. So we are not simply one species among a number of equals, as we had once expected to be. Rather, we are the climax toward which the universe has been evolving for twelve billion years. We are the part of the cosmos that observes, and senses, and grasps the magnitude of this incredible place we call home. What a waste it would all be were it not for the presence of the Ashiyyur, and of us.
—Somerset Tuttle, “Breakfast with the Aliens”
We did a search on Tuttle. “I am sorry to report,” said Jacob, “that there is no comprehensive record of his flights.”
“How about a log?” said Alex. “Or a notebook?”
“No, sir. Nothing.”
“A journal? Anything at all?”
“I can find no account anywhere that would indicate where he has traveled.”
It was an inauspicious start because there wasn’t much else of substance. No one had ever done a serious biography. Accounts of other explorers existed, containing some details about Tuttle’s missions. And a few interviews shed light on destinations. But even there, only a few were precise. Mostly, we saw attacks launched by his colleagues, who used him as an example of the results of wishful thinking and a refusal to face the hard facts of life. His name became a verb, to tuttle, which meant to persist in an endeavor with no hope of success.
We discovered a few tributes, which came from enthusiasts and true believers who had followed his lifelong effort to find an alien intelligence. There were some laudatory comments on his charity work. He’d been born wealthy and had been a generous contributor to numerous causes. During his final years, he’d sat on the board of governors of the Belmont Foundation for the Underprivileged. We also found a handful of interviews and presentations. And there was a collection of essays.
For more than thirty years, he’d ridden the Callisto around the Orion Arm in his fruitless quest. During most of that time, he’d been his own pilot, and he usually traveled alone. He claimed to have found more than six hundred biozone worlds, of which only a handful had actually been home to living things. The vast majority were sterile. But none, not one, had contained, as he put it, anything that had waved back.
At the time of his death, he’d been a member of the Gibbon Society. For those unfamiliar with it, it’s a group that thinks our best days are behind us. That we’re decaying, and that, unless we get hold of ourselves, the end is near.
“It’s one of the reasons we need to find an alien intelligence,” he said in an interview with talk-show host Charles Koeffler. “We need something to challenge us. To bring us back to life.” Koeffler asked whether he was speaking about a potential military threat. “No,” he said. “Of course not. But someone to remind us what we might achieve if we ever really get off our front porch.”
“What,” I asked, “does he think the Mutes are?”
“They’ve been around too long,” said Alex. “I’d guess he perceives them as part of the natural world he lives in.”
Jacob threw himself enthusiastically into the search. “Korchnoi University invited him to speak to its graduates in 1400,” he said. “They took a fair amount of criticism for it because he wasn’t perceived as a serious figure in the academic world. The school became the butt of jokes. They were said, for example, to be granting graduate degrees in alien psychology. And to be debating the ethics of cutting down talking trees. You will, I hope, pardon me, but I fail to see the humor.”
“As do I, Jacob,” I said.
“I have the Korchnoi address. Did you wish to see it?”
“Sure,” said Alex.
It’s always hard to be certain about physical size when you’re looking at a hologram, but Tuttle appeared to be a small, unimposing figure. He had gray eyes, a weak chin, and he smiled too much. He didn’t strike me as a guy who could be passionate about anything. At least, not until he finished the preliminaries, talking about the value of education in general, how it was for the benefit of the individual student and not for a prospective employer. Then he caught his breath, came out from behind the lectern, and told his listeners—about two hundred students and a handful of professors—what it meant in modern times to be a professional of any stripe.
“Your advisors will tell you,” he said, “how to handle profit and loss statements. How to be prudent about your career. How to make more money than the person sitting next to you. But your education is for you, and not for anyone else. If you choose to be an anthropologist, as I did, they will recommend that you invest your time hunting down lost ships and forgotten settlements. Find a city somewhere whose builders have dropped out of the history books.” He raised a clenched hand and waved it in the air. “That’s how you make your reputation. But it’s not where the real prize is. Anybody can do that. And who really cares what kind of plumbing systems they used on Machinova IV two thousand years ago?”
Alex adjusted the image, bringing Tuttle closer. The gray eyes had caught fire. “There’s only one reason the human race left its home world, and it had nothing to do with establishing settlements along the Orion Arm. That was strictly a by-product. We came out of the solar system because we wanted to look around. We wanted to find someone else. Someone like ourselves, perhaps. Or maybe someone entirely different. But in any case, someone we could talk to. It was an adventure, a mission, not a real-estate investment.