I expected more from Tom.
The lines on his face were deeper than they had been. He seemed to hold himself too tightly-too wound up. A small part of me softened when I looked at him. This had to be hard for him, too. Craig issuing the edict that Tom was responsible for me was mean-spirited. Not to mention unnecessary.
Tom didn’t even look at the waitress when she dropped off the check. He mumbled a “Thank you,” and stood next to the booth, waiting for me.
Tom hadn’t asked for this assignment and I knew, clearly, that he wasn’t happy with it. If we were to get through this, I needed to keep our lines of communication open. I got up and touched his arm. “By the way,” I said, “thanks again.”
He looked at me with total confusion.
“For picking up my mom and nana from the airport,” I said. “For getting them safely to my place.”
His cheeks reddened and he looked away. “They’re nice ladies. I was glad to help.”
“It means a lot to me.”
Still not moving toward the cash register, Tom looked at me. “I don’t want to fight about this.”
“Neither do I.”
He shook his head. “But I know how your mind works.”
I nodded slightly. I had to give him that.
“I’m afraid that you will get involved, Ollie,” he said. “You’ll think that you’re just asking a simple question-just checking the veracity of a small fact-but before you know it, you’ll be in the center of everything.” He shook his head. “Again.”
“No one complains except Craig and the newspapers,” I said. “Doesn’t that tell you something?”
He seemed to consider that, but a moment later shook it off. “Let’s go.”
Outside he walked me to my car. “Do me one favor,” he said. “If something, anything, comes your way that’s even remotely related to this investigation-tell me.”
“I would always-” The sentence died on my lips. There had been a few instances-more than a few, if I were totally honest-I hadn’t remembered to alert Tom to my plans. I forced a smile. “I will.”
The pain was in his face again. “I’ve worked hard to become part of the PPD. This is it-this is all I’ve ever wanted. You know that, don’t you? There’s nothing more prestigious than being part of the Presidential Protective Detail. Not for me, anyway. I don’t know what I would do if Craig dropped me from his team-”
I ran my hand along his shoulder. “I promise,” I said. “Anything comes my way-anything at all-I will tell you.”
“And if I ask you to back off of something?”
“I’ll back off.”
“Thanks.”
We shared a moment of quiet camaraderie, but then I had to ask, “Do you think there’s any chance of my team getting back into the kitchen soon?”
His shoulders slumped. “Didn’t you hear anything I said?”
I hadn’t wanted to hurt him, but he didn’t seem to understand. “This isn’t about the investigation. This is about our commitments. We have Easter on Sunday, and then the big Egg Roll on Monday. I need to get back.”
“A man died at the White House after eating there. You think they’re not cancelling everything as we speak?”
Exasperated, I stared at the sky. “Something needs to be done.”
He waited until I looked at him. “But not by you. Right?”
I wanted to argue, but that would only cause him more anxiety. “No worries. I promise.”
He leaned forward and kissed me on the forehead. Like an uncle or kindly grandfather might do. Not exactly a clear signal of how things would be between us, going forward.
“I’ll be in touch,” he said.
Yeah. Sure.
CHAPTER 9
“BACK SO SOON?” MOM ASKED WHEN I RETURNED to my apartment. She must have read the expression on my face, because when she turned away from the sink, her smile withered. “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing.” That didn’t appease her, and I knew it wouldn’t. So I came up with a white lie. “With this investigation, Tom is under a lot of stress. He and I can only meet if it’s official business.”
“The impression of impropriety?”
I nodded. “Something like that.”
The way Mom studied my face I could tell she wasn’t buying my story. Of course she wasn’t. She knew me too well. “And I hate being banished from the White House,” I said, dropping into one of my kitchen chairs. “The whole point of you coming out here was so that I could show you around the president’s mansion. Now I’m not even allowed in myself.”
She made reassuring noises, the kind she always made when I was disappointed or frustrated and there was nothing we could do about it.
I smiled across the table. “I bet you wish you had stayed home.”
She patted my hand. “Of course not. Nana and I flew out here to see you. That’s the whole reason we came. And you know that this problem will get worked out. In the meantime, it’s nice having you all to ourselves.”
“But the tour I promised you-”
“There will be plenty of time for that. If not this trip, then next time.”
My mom always had a way of looking at the positive side of everything. Even when I didn’t feel like it. I couldn’t shake the sadness, but I wanted to let her know her efforts were appreciated. I traced a finger around on my table top. “Thanks.”
“I would like to take that trip to Arlington, though.”
I glanced up. “Of course.”
“Now you have plenty of time to show us around Washington.” Her eyes were bright and her smile just a little too fixed. She knew how much their trip meant to me. She sensed my disappointment and felt sorry for me. And that made me feel even worse.
Taking care of others always worked for getting my mind off my troubles. If I couldn’t control the White House kitchen, I could at least take steps to improve my mood. “You got it,” I said, standing. “Let’s grab Nana and go.”
Nana took that moment to come into the kitchen. Wearing blue jeans with turned-up cuffs, a black fanny pack, and a sweatshirt that read I ♥ WASHINGTON, D.C., she looked from my mom to me. “I’m ready. Where are we going?”
We took the Metro to the Arlington National Cemetery stop and made our way to the bright visitor’s center. Sunlight poured in through the skylights, spilling onto the floor around us, and dappling the potted ficus trees. I was willing to bet they designed this place with extra cheer to help dispel sadness. It worked-to an extent.
“Let’s take the Tourmobile,” I said, grabbing an information brochure. “It’s pretty reasonable, and we can get off and reboard wherever we like.”
My mom placed a hand on my arm. “Will it take us near…?”
I nodded. “I know just where Dad’s grave is. We could probably walk to it,” I said, “but I’m sure you’ll want to visit some of these other sites as well.”
“Don’t think I can manage it, do you?” Nana asked. She smiled, but I sensed a tiny bit of hurt in the question.
I pointed in the direction of Arlington House. “I know you want to visit President Kennedy’s grave, but that’s an uphill walk,” I said. “That, and the fact that there are more than six hundred acres to explore are just too much for me. But if you really want to walk it…”
Telling her I had a hard time making the trek up to Arlington House was stretching the truth a bit, but I knew we had a lot of ground to cover. Literally. The Tourmobile would allow us to enjoy the journey and maybe even learn a little bit from the narration as we traveled.
About fifteen steps away from us, a young man stood, staring out the windows by the front door. He worked his jaw. Handsome guy, from what I could see. Something about his profile seemed familiar, but I couldn’t quite place it. I was very good with faces, but I knew that until I got a direct look at him, I wouldn’t be able to make the connection. I wondered if he was here to visit a grave, or just to sightsee. I bit my lip. I sensed a familiarity, but at the same time, a vague negativity. Whoever he was, he reminded me of something unpleasant. I turned away.