Выбрать главу

The girls looked at each other for several seconds before turning their heads to ask Jeremy "Would you, Jer? Help us learn how to kiss?" from Brittany, followed by Bethany's "And the other stuff? Maybe even some of what you and Dawn do?"

To say that he was stunned was an understatement of monumental proportions: though they weren't as well-developed as Dawn, on seeing their naked bodies, it hadn't taken Jeremy but a heartbeat-and-a-half to decide that they were about as sexy and pretty as they could be. Both had coal-black hair cut in a pageboy style that framed lovely faces: ice-blue eyes, pert little noses, and pink lips highlighted by clear, creamy skin. The idea of being able to get his hands on their bodies, and his head between their thighs, was most definitely agreeable to him. The only thing that slowed his response was the consideration of what Dawn would think about his involvement with them – and how it would impact her.

What he finally told them was "I'm not going to say 'yes'", and seeing the looks of disappointment on their faces, quickly added "and I'm not saying 'no', either. This is all pretty much a surprise, you know: having you two see us in the hallway, coming in here to find you naked, and hearing what you want. How about if you give me a couple of days to get used to it, and ask me again? That'll give you a chance to make really, really sure that it's what you want, too."

Jeremy couldn't quite figure out the expressions on their faces as his twin sisters nodded their agreement. But with their acceptance, he'd bought a little time for himself to find out what Dawn thought about all that had happened – and more to the point, what the twins wanted to happen. Glancing at his watch, Jeremy let all of them know "It's getting close to when Mom and Dad should be home. I think we'd better call it quits for now, okay?"

All three girls voiced their agreement; Jeremy and Dawn made their way out of the twins room and started toward downstairs. When they were just outside the kitchen, Jeremy asked Dawn "Did you really mean it when you said that we hadn't gone as far as having sex yet? You've really been thinking about that?"

"Yeah, I really meant it, and yeah, I've really been thinking about it."

"But why? I haven't said or done anything to make you think I want us to do that, have I?"

Dawn gave her brother a quick peck on the cheek before answering "No, Jer, you haven't. You've been an absolute dear, in fact. I've been thinking about it because I've been wanting us to have sex. I know that you do, too, but you haven't said or done anything to push me; not even a little bit. It's just that the more we're together, the more I've been thinking about what it would be like if we had sex. I mean, every time you start getting me all excited, I can feel myself getting ready for us to be together – you know, inside. The last couple of times we've been together, it's all I could do not to give in and just tell you to turn around, get between my legs, and fuck me! The only thing that's stopped me, really, is that we don't have any kind of protection. I've already checked on some of the different kinds of birth control, and there's only a couple of them that I'd even think about using. The different kinds of foams and gels and all that, they aren't all that effective – and besides which, they're messy. Anything we could wear, like condoms for you or a diaphragm for me, would mean that we'd have to actually remember to use them. There's only a couple of things left: something they'd put inside me, called an Intra-Uterine Device, or IUD, or for me to start taking birth control pills. I'd have to get the pills with a doctor's prescription, which means that Mom, at least, would have to know I was taking them – and I don't think her, or Dad, is anywhere near ready for the idea of me having sex. That leaves the IUD, which I can't get – even from the Free Clinic – until I'm sixteen; and that's three months away!"

After taking Dawn's hand and kissing it, Jeremy continued to hold it as he told her "Dawn, there's no hurry on any of this on my account, EVER. Yes, I'd like to be able to have sex with you – a lot! But I'm more than willing to wait until we can be sure that we aren't going to get you knocked up. Even if you had told me that you wanted me to fuck you, I'm pretty damn sure that I wouldn't have: even that first time that you wanted to watch me cum, I was careful that I squirted away from between your legs when it happened."

Dawn felt her nipples harden under her shirt as she remembered it, before answering "I don't doubt that for a second, Jer. It's just that it's so damn frustrating that I want us to be together that way!"

"Well, I'm with you, Dawn. If we have to wait until you can go to the clinic, then we wait. Until then, I'm okay with us doing as much or as little as you want – short of doing anything that even might get you pregnant. If you want us to stop or slow down what we've been doing, it's okay."

Dawn grinned before telling him "Yeah, I'll bet. You just want me to let you off the hook so you can start in with Beth and Brit!" Seeing the surprised, and even a little hurt, expression on her brother's face, Dawn quickly told him "I'm sorry, Jer – I was just teasing you, honest. I know that you asked them to wait a couple days before asking you again so that you could talk to me about it."

"Yeah, that IS why. Sure, I think they're pretty and sexy; but if it would bother you for me to do anything with them, then I'll tell them 'no'. You're as much as I could ever ask for, and I don't want to mess up what WE have."

Dawn could see that even though Jeremy was still a little hurt by her teasing, he meant what he'd said about how important she was to him – and that only made her realize how much he meant to her, in return. She had more than ample reason to believe that he enjoyed the hell out of what the two of them did together, just as she did; that he was willing to give her whatever time and space she needed just made him that much more dear to her. But she also loved Brittany and Bethany, and wanted to make them happy, too.

Several seconds went by as she thought about herself and Jeremy, and the twins, and everything that had happened the last little while. Finally, Dawn was ready to tell her brother "Let me talk to them a little bit, and make sure they understand what they're asking to get themselves into. I can find out what they already know and how much they want to learn, so you can decide what you want to do. Would that be okay?"

"That'd be great, Dawn. But I still want to know what you think, too."

"Okay, Jer."

With that, each of them went their own way to take care of what they needed to do before their parents came home.

It was a couple of hours later when Dawn stuck her head into the twins room to ask if the three of them could talk. When they agreed, she went in, closing the door behind her. With both of them looking at her, Dawn told them "I just wanted to make sure that you really understand what it is you're asking Jeremy to do – and what you're going to be doing, too. There's something else that needs to be worked out, but that can wait for now. So I'm going to ask both of you: are you sure that you really want to be with Jeremy? Remember, you won't just be seeing and maybe touching him; you're going to have to be ready for him to do the same things to You. I know he wouldn't try to start anything with you, but if you do stuff to him, he's going to want to be able to do stuff back. Are you really sure you're going to be okay with that?"

Beth and Brit looked at each other for several seconds before facing Dawn again; it was Bethany than answered "Yeah, we are. We really do want to learn about kissing and touching and all that. Like we said, if it had been another guy with you, we'd have wanted to learn about kissing and touching; we weren't going to ask for anything more only because we didn't know how much the guy was going to be around, and we didn't want to get in the way of what you were doing with him. We still don't want to interfere with you and Jeremy, but with him being around all the time, we figured we'd have more and better chances to find out the kinds of stuff we really want to know."