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“A damned shame,” said Roth softly.

Soul Sculpture

by Mauricio-José Schwarz

© 1993 by Mauricio-José Schwarz

Mexican Mauricio-José Schwarz is one of several crime writers from non-English speaking countries who have appeared in EQMM over the years, but unlike his predecessors he has written his story in English so that we have not had to rely on a translator. Mr. Schwarz has worked as a journalist in Mexico since 1977. He began his fiction-writing career in 1978 with the publication of several science fiction stories, and he has remained active in that field both as a writer and as a founder of the Mexican Science Fiction and Fantasy Association. His first mystery publication came in 1989; he follows it here with a memorable piece of short fiction...

When he finally decided to kill himself eating six cans of rat poison, Conrad Leifcrown had become the greatest sculptor of the last three decades.

Or so the newspapers said in the long and detailed obituaries published around the world. I wrote several of them.

When Leifcrown arrived in the art world, he was not warmly greeted. In fact, he spent a long time being patronized and despised. If the people in charge of the galleries were polite, they gave him the runaround. But mostly, they threw him out along with his woodcarvings, his plaster creations, his stainless-steel ideas, his bronze experiments.

I saw him change.

I have written about art for various publications since I was in high school. I always enjoyed writing about what I liked, though I never had any formal training in art history or appreciation, and that worked in my favor. My pieces, so they say, are honest, reflecting the point of view of the common man rather than the often contrived and biased lectures some of my colleagues specialize in.

I saw Leifcrown’s work before and after the change. He had talent from the start, that was for sure, but he lacked originality, luster. He seemed destined for the gift and novelty department, churning out designs for porcelain miniature horrors.

But one day he arrived at Henry Moreland’s place with a handful of Polaroid shots. I was lucky to be there. The woodcarvings were enticing, and the bronzes were unique. Four of them appeared in the pictures, and not even the bald flash of the old camera and the inadequate backdrop used to take the photographs could mask the quality of his work. And he knew it.

Leifcrown had also changed. He had never been a humble character, nor yet a prima donna, but he had always been shy. Now he seemed perfectly sure of himself and of his work. Henry Moreland was cautiously impressed and agreed to go to Leifcrown’s studio once he learned that the pieces were big, five to seven feet tall or long.

I had no reason to hang back. If I sang his praises then, I might later have the golden opportunity to say that I “discovered” Leifcrown.

And I did.

Not that the market accepted him as a new Rodin overnight. But after Henry Moreland agreed to put Leifcrown’s work on display, things developed. Gradually he began to have more exhibits, sales, and assignments. He rose steadily and didn’t stop until the night he gave in to a craving for rat poison.

His talent was there all along, developing. What had really changed was his approach, his themes, his feelings.

The world was falling down around us then. It still is, and maybe has irrevocably collapsed. But those days were the scariest in a long, long time. All of a sudden the nice kids that were to be the beneficiaries of the civil rights struggle could be found on street corners peddling all sorts of new and dangerous drugs. The dream had become a pipe in every mouth and a .38 midnight special in every pocket. People began dying without any reason, and serial killing seemed to be the rage, with bodies that never reappeared and murderers who smiled too much on camera. Nice couples who had met in college and gotten married after getting jobs and cars were now out on the street along with their dreams and children, fighting for a better cardboard box in which to sleep and sob. Spiritual leaders were carted away to jail for fraud and rape. Businessmen were their next-cell neighbors, along with the ever-present politicians.

All of that could be found on the faces and figures Leifcrown sculpted. Especially the bronzes. Every cruel metaphor of society was imbedded in the pieces he began to turn out. But that was not alclass="underline" it wouldn’t have been enough to turn him into the artistic demigod he became. There was also the tenderness, the gentle caring that spelled hope amidst the horror. That was what drew you to his figures. Yes, they were often wretched, but never despairing. Victory might have been tom away from their grasp, but not glory. He distilled the horrors of the time and then drew magnificent conclusions that appeared to be rooted in all the good that humanity was capable of. Greatness coming from ruin, promises being born from pain and confusion. His sculptures had a soul, we all knew, but we didn’t say it because it sounded corny and trite.

I wrote that if it is the artist’s ultimate goal to draw order from chaos, then the world today was perfect raw material for any artist, since chaos had almost eaten up everything that really mattered. And I added that no artist could find such perfect order as Leifcrown had.

Even though I regularly published pieces like that one, in which I hailed him as a genius, and went on writing about every major exhibit and every turn his career took, surely helping to assure his success, we never became friends. Leifcrown had no friends.

He wasn’t rude or ill-tempered, and he didn’t actively drive people away; he was kind and tolerant. He just didn’t seem to have time for his fellow humans. He seemed uncomfortable — not angry, just out of place around other people. So when they came around, they soon felt like intruders and left Leifcrown alone with his clay and plaster and metal.

In that respect I was the closest to him. I enjoyed access to his studio, where I saw his sketches and projects, and tried my best to make good use of the favor, careful never to overdraw the account of privileges allotted me by good luck and a moment of boldness.

I saw that Leifcrown worked in creative attacks, completely devoid of discipline. He could spend weeks without drawing or modeling. Then something would happen and he would go into a frenzy, turning out incredible quantities of work, sculpting several pieces at a time, an armature here, an already cast figure ready for patina to be applied there, a plaster cast way over there, and three or four clay models lying around. In a few weeks, all the pieces would be ready for shipment, exhibition, or sale, and Leifcrown would slip back into his artistic inactivity.

I could say now that there was a pattern to his work, but it’s maybe only hindsight. When something big happened, it was like a spark that would jump-start his creative process. A gang war in the inner city. A scandalous murder. A large layoff of workers. Big, juicy scandals involving the rich and powerful of the land. The beginning of a new armed conflict somewhere around the world. Any tragedy. Looking back, it seems that he thrived on those events, used them to fuel his sculpting. At least most of the time.

The critics finally raved in a manner reserved only for great long-dead artists like Van Gogh. Leifcrown was on his way to becoming a latter-day Picasso, admired and revered, absolutely successful while still alive and able to enjoy it. He evolved and diversified, creating human figures, mythological creatures, abstract shapes, a strange series of eight sculptures for the blind which were not supposed to be seen by the public, but touched through a dark screen with holes for your hands. And we all talked about the powerful kindness present in every piece, competing for adjectives.