“Wait.” It was the rebbetzin, holding out a tremulous hand which she almost put on my arm, then remembering the religious restriction against touching men, she dropped it. “You are Jewish, aren’t you?”
I nodded, a lump suddenly blocking my throat.
“Orthodox?”
“No, I’m not Orthodox.” I managed to get the words past the lump.
She shook her head. “My husband would have fixed that. If you had met him—”
Fixed that. Fixed me. I muttered something — not the prayer of comfort and consolation — and fled.
Interviews, interviews, establishing alibis. Nothing. The Glassners had been at a bar mitzvah (plenty of witnesses), Simon Siden had been resting in bed, his wife shrilly and indignantly protested, Judah Mackler had traveled to New York to attend a Talmud class. (He wouldn’t set foot in Rabbi Weissman’s, he informed me, enunciating every syllable as if I were an infant or mentally retarded, because the rabbi was far too lenient in his religious rulings, and so even his Talmudic scholarship couldn’t be trusted.) The synagogue’s neighbor mentioned something about a car, but couldn’t be sure. She’d heard the gunshot and called the police, but was it really a car she’d heard First? It had been so late at night, and she had been so deeply asleep, and her boiler often made noises that sounded like an engine—
All blank. The study had better hold more promise.
And so, timid and trembling, I pushed open the door to Rabbi Weissman’s study.
And found myself, after years of running, face-to-face with the angels and demons of my childhood: the volumes of Torah and Talmud, commentaries and sages, titles of gold gleaming seductively and wickedly at me from their maroon covers. Rashi. Nachmanides. Maimonides. The Code of Jewish Law. And there, dimpling like an old friend, The Complete Sherlock Holmes, as well thumbed as any Talmudic tractate, sitting on the desk.
I nosed around the office, prowled like a caged lion, glancing out of the window. The front window looked out onto the street. Sitting at his desk, where he was shot in the head, Rabbi Weissman could have easily been targeted by the hypothetical neo-Nazi in a car. It had been a warm night, the windows were open—
No one could have come through the back window. A small stream ran muddily under the window. Anyone shooting through that window would have had to slosh through the murky water and would have alerted the rabbi to his presence. But the rabbi had been found slumped over his desk, facing away from the back window, facing the front. That would be well and good except that the shot was to his left temple. Anyone shooting from the street couldn’t have hit his temple unless—
Unless it wasn’t someone shooting from the street.
I shook my head. The old dictum of childhood rose, rumbled, warned. “Never suspect another Jew.” It would be easy, too easy, to drown the appointment book, to look no further, to gloss the whole thing over and the hell with MacAllister.
But no, there was also a commitment to the truth, to justice. (And more phrases from childhood rose, unbidden: “God’s first word is Truth and His Justice is eternal.”) Slowly, reluctantly, I opened the desk drawers. And, sure enough, the appointment book was where the young man had said it would be: in the top right-hand desk drawer. Feeling like an intruder, as I always did when going through the personal effects of someone else — living or dead — I opened it to the date of his death.
Appointments: Mrs. Faige Cohen, 9:00, Mr. David Brown, 9:30, Mr. and Mrs. Hyman Nahmanson, 10:00.
A new round of interviews, as I trudged from door to door.
Faige Cohen, a diminutive, white-haired, shriveled-up old lady, had come to see the rabbi regarding a confusion of pots and pans. She had cooked a chicken in her dairy pan, and had her grandchildren coming tomorrow. Was the chicken kosher, since dairy could not be mixed with meat? Could she serve the chicken? Her voice shook as she recounted the rabbi’s remarks. “I–I was so upset, you know, since my husband Joseph died, may he rest in peace, I don’t have much money, just my little pension, and I didn’t know how I would replace a whole chicken. And the rabbi, may he rest in peace, said I should just go ahead and use the chicken.” No, she knew no one who could wish him ill, she was home by 9:25, and the bus driver on the number 155 line could identify her if necessary.
David Brown was a young man, barely out of his teens, a yarmulke resting unevenly on a shock of red hair. “It was a weird situation I went to see the rabbi about. A religious question, you know, and I was sure the rabbi would say no, no way.” He shook his head and folded his arms. “But he said yes.”
“Yes to what?”
“Well, I’m in college, you know. And, like, most professors usually don’t schedule exams on Saturdays because of Shabbos, the Sabbath. They’re usually pretty considerate of the Orthodox students, and they know our rules. See, we don’t write on Sabbath, you know.”
I nodded. I knew.
“Well, I couldn’t get microeconomics rescheduled. A bitch of a professor, she’s real nasty and I’m sure she’s anti-Semitic. You know. And she had to go and schedule our big final right on Saturday. I couldn’t get out of it, I would’ve failed, you know, and, like, I didn’t know what to do. But Rabbi Weissman threw me for a loop. He said yes, I should go take the exam, I could write if I needed to.”
To write on Saturday? This was bizarre. To violate Sabbath? The chicken was possible, even though my own training told me that a chicken cooked in dairy utensils was treif, unkosher, and had to be discarded. But maybe the rabbi, with his learning and his expertise, knew of some loophole, some leniency that I wasn’t aware of. But Sabbath was inviolable, except in life-threatening situations. Something was odd, incongruous. It was with a strange, queasy feeling (not dissimilar to the squishing in my stomach the first time I ate pork) that I proceeded to the Nahmansons.
The door was opened by a thin, bearded, bespectacled young man, obviously in the middle of dinner — (he was still holding his fork, and a napkin was tucked in his pants). A petite, kerchiefed woman peeked out shyly from the kitchen.
Greetings, apologies about the interrupted dinner, then on to business. “Why did you come to see Rabbi Weissman the night of his death?”
A jump, the couple was obviously startled. A glance passed between them, frightened, tremulous. “How did you know? This was a — a very private matter, nobody was supposed to know we came.”
“And nobody did.” I tried to make my voice as soothing as possible. “Your names were in his diary, that’s how I found out.”
The news didn’t seem to relieve them. “I’m sorry,” said Hyman. “But it’s too private to talk about.”
“In a murder investigation, I’m afraid nothing can be kept private.”
Again the flutter, the frightened glances. “Please believe me when I say that nothing we talked to the rabbi about could have possibly been connected with this horrible tragedy. It was — it was a highly personal matter.”
God, how I hated this part of it. The pushing, the prying. “I’m sorry, really I am, but a man is dead, and these are questions I have to ask.”
The petite woman burst into tears and ran out of the room.
Hyman glared. “Well, if you must know—” He thrust out his lip belligerently. “We’re newlyweds. Married three months ago. Rabbi Weissman performed the ceremony.” He paused, licked his lips, his beard trembling. “I — we — I mean, my wife — are you familiar with the Orthodox marriage laws?” Before I could nod, he plunged on. “A man can’t touch his wife — make love, even hand her a plate — during her menstrual period, and for seven days afterward. My wife has had something which Jewish law sees as a long period. She just won’t stop staining. The doctor says that’s normal during times of stress and transition. But it’s been hell.” His voice broke, he covered his face. “A tease, a miserable tease, to share a room with your new bride, a woman you can’t even touch. Your wife. We couldn’t stand it anymore, we went to Rabbi Weissman hoping there was some leniency he could find. And he studied the holy books and — well, he found a way.” A tiny smile creased the tormented face. “Even when she’s staining, we can still hug, hold hands, and—” his face reddened and he looked at the floor “—well, you know.”