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But at Salisbury, Hannah asked the coachman where to find the mail coach, and on learning that it left the Angel, St Clement’s, at four, set off at a run. When she returned, Mrs Bradley found that Hannah was once more her talkative self and looking forward to the rest of the journey. On they went through towns and villages – Shaftesbury, Sherborne, Yeovil, Crewkerne and Chard – and each mile they went, the weather got better and the road firmer.

But when the Exeter Fly crossed into Devon and the end of the journey was in sight, Hannah Pym grew nervous and restless again. At one point she said aloud, ‘Oh, what have I done? What have I done?’

‘Whatever do be plaguing you, m’dear?’ asked Mrs Bradley anxiously, but Hannah only shook her head and said mysteriously that she must have been mad.

And Mrs Bradley, who had been going to ask Hannah for her address, decided that she really was mad and changed her mind. For Hannah said she was returning to London by the next up coach and had only travelled to Exeter for ‘the experience’.

At the Old London Inn, Hannah sat by the window of the coffee room wondering what had become of Emily Freemantle and whether she would marry her Mr Williams, and whether her experiences at the inn had made any change in her character at all.

While Hannah was sitting brooding in Exeter, Emily had just returned from a drive in the Park with Mr Peregrine Williams. She felt restless and bored and suffocated. Her parents had welcomed her back with open arms and crying with remorse. If Mr Williams was what she wanted, then she should have him. Lord Harley had explained the dangers she had endured with such fortitude. To think they had driven her to that! And all the time Emily had a nagging feeling that she would have felt more at ease if they had berated her for her selfishness. She had told Miss Cudlipp all about her adventures, but Miss Cudlipp had exclaimed in horror at everything and could not understand when Emily had tried to explain that some of the experiences had been fun.

Some new caution in her had made her tell her parents that it might be a sensible idea if she got to know Mr Peregrine Williams a little better before making any commitment and they gladly agreed.

And so she had.

But she could find nothing at all beneath the beautiful face to interest her. She was to make her come-out at the Season. She was to have the best of gowns and hats. It seemed as if her parents could not do enough for her, and Emily miserably felt she did not deserve any of it. At times, she thought of Hannah Pym and envied that lady her freedom. She did not think of Lord Ranger Harley. By a tremendous effort of will, she banished him from her mind. To think of him would be too painful. He had made her feel ugly and unwanted, and although her mirror and the doting Miss Cudlipp told her she was beautiful, she could no longer take any pleasure in her appearance.

‘Did Mr Freemantle give you your letter?’ asked her mother when Emily walked into the drawing-room.

‘No, Mama.’

‘It is over there, on the console table.’

Emily picked it up and looked at it curiously. There was a heavy red seal on it, but so mangled that she could not make out what it was supposed to represent. The paper was of quite poor quality, so it was probably from Hannah Pym, not Lord Harley. But Hannah was a connection with all those great adventures. Emily opened it and scanned the page eagerly. A blush rose to her cheeks and she read it carefully again, almost unbelievingly.

‘Who is it from, dear?’ asked her mother.

‘Just some lady I met on the journey. I must go up to my room and take off my bonnet.’

Emily fairly ran up the stairs and into her room and locked the door. Then she sat down and looked at that precious letter again. It was not from Hannah. She had only said that until she had time to read and reread the letter. It was from Lord Harley.

Dear Miss Freemantle [she read ], I felt I must write to you, for I find I lack the courage to call. I think of you constantly, of your charm and beauty. I was held back from declaring my interest because of the difference in our ages. I am thirty-two years old and feel like some elderly satyr in your presence. But love has given me hope. If you care for me a little, could you find it in your heart to meet me alone by the canal at the north end in St James’s Park at nine o’clock in the morning on Friday, the 31st of this month? If you cannot, then ignore this letter and be happy with your Mr Williams, but be always assured of my love, respect, and admiration. Harley.

Emily put down the letter. She felt such a glow of happiness and elation that she wanted to shout aloud. But two whole days to wait. How could she contain herself until then?

Lord Harley at that time had just returned from riding in the Park. He had been blessed by a glimpse of Emily and her cavalier. He thought bitterly that they made a handsome pair and considered himself to have had a lucky escape. He seemed to spend most of his days telling himself how lucky he was to have escaped the clutches of the Freemantle family. He picked up the morning’s post, which he had not bothered to read earlier, and carried it into the library. He flicked through it, pausing when he came to a letter written on cheap paper. He opened it first and then sat looking at it in amazement.

Dear Lord Harley [he read ], I can hardly find the courage to pen this letter to you. I have thought of you often since our adventures at the inn at Bagshot. I wanted to show you the warmth of my feelings towards you then, but was so afraid I had given you a disgust of me by my unruly and selfish behaviour. If you have any feeling for me, can find it in you heart to forgive me, please meet me at the north end of the canal in St James’s Park on Friday the 31st of this month at nine o’clock. Yr. Humble and Obedient Servant, E. Freemantle.

A bewilderment of feelings and memories assailed him; Emily’s lips against his own, Emily in the barn, bravely climbing up to the skylight, Emily wilful, Emily humorous, Emily with those huge violet eyes and glowing auburn curls. For a short moment, he felt quite dizzy with elation. Then he read the letter slowly again and that elation fizzled and died. He was all at once sure Emily had not written that letter. He turned it over and studied the frank. Salisbury. And Salisbury was on the road to Exeter and the travelling matchmaker had been on the road to Exeter. He threw the letter away from him and cursed loudly. He would find that crooked-nosed interfering spinster and wring her neck! She had probably sent the same kind of letter to Miss Freemantle and that gullible child would no doubt be waiting in St James’s Park on Friday, or would show the letter to her parents and ask them to tell him to leave her alone.

For the next two days, he buried himself in affairs of business, trying to put that trickster’s letter out of his mind. But by Friday morning, when he had heard nothing from Miss Freemantle, he realized that she had believed the letter she had no doubt got herself and planned to go to St James’s Park and keep that appointment.

The best thing he could do was to go himself and tell her gently that they had been tricked. She would no doubt be relieved.

It was a cold, frosty morning when he set out, driving his curricle. He reined in at the north end of the ice-covered canal, which was lined by rotting lime trees, and stood and waited, looking unseeingly at the red brick front of Buckingham House. Frost sparkled everywhere and it was bitter cold. Then he saw a hack approaching.

The hack stopped and Emily Freemantle climbed down and paid the coachman.