“You sure?” he asked. Jane nodded. He kissed her, not too hard. Even with a mild kiss like that, he rose-he leaped-to the occasion. He was starting to feel well enough to know how long he’d gone without. He didn’t try to do anything about it. Letting go of his not-quite-ex was hard. Holding on to her now would have been much worse. He clicked his tongue between his teeth and said, “Take care of yourself, kiddo.”
“Yeah, you, too,” Jane answered. “I’ll see you.”
“Uh-huh.” Fletch left the apartment, left the apartment building, and walked back to the jeep parked on Kamehameha Highway. “Take me back to the beach,” he told the driver.
Away went the Big Little Book. “Yes, sir,” the soldier said, and fired up the engine.
JUSTICE OF A SORT HAD COME TO WAHIAWA. It was a rough justice, but the times it was trying to deal with had been rough, too. Jane Armitage knew that even better than most of her neighbors. Like them, she scowled at Smiling Sammy Little, who stood before his fellow townsfolk and tried to say he hadn’t collaborated with the Japanese.
Smiling Sammy wasn’t smiling now. The used-car dealer had on a loud checked jacket that he might have worn on his lot back in the days when Oahu had autos that ran and gas to run them. “I never hurt anybody,” he insisted. “I never squealed on anybody. I never got anything special from the Japs, so help me God!”
A woman standing near Jane aimed a forefinger at him. “Look at you, you lying son of a bitch! That coat fits you!”
People muttered. It was a telling, maybe a deadly, point. Most people’s clothes hung on them like tents, even after they’d been eating U.S. military rations for a while. The woman accusing Smiling Sammy had arms and legs like sticks. She was far from the only one, too. Sammy Little wasn’t so chunky as he had been when he was selling cars, but he was a long way from emaciated. He’d gone through the occupation on more than rice and turnips and weeds.
“Where’d you get your chow, Sammy?” somebody called. Somebody else added, “Who’d you sell down the river for your belly?”
“I never did!” Little said. “I–I had a stash of canned goods the Japs never found. Yeah, that’s it!”
The chorus of, “Liar!” that rang out had a frightening baying quality to it. Hounds might have bayed like that after treeing a raccoon, especially if they were hungry. Another chorus began: “The gauntlet! The gauntlet!”
Sammy Little licked his lips. The color drained out of his face. “No,” he whispered. “I didn’t do anything.
I don’t deserve it.”
“We can hand you back to the Army,” said the woman who’d pointed at him. “They’ll give you a blindfold and a cigarette, or else they’ll give you twenty years for sucking up to the Japs. This way, it’s all over at once, and you’ll probably live.”
Jane didn’t think anybody’d died running the gauntlet in Wahiawa, not yet. Yosh Nakayama went through almost unscathed; only a few people had wanted to take a shot at him. Most figured he’d done the best he could in an impossible situation. Other men and women, though, got badly beaten. They too probably would have faced worse from the U.S. military.
Two lines formed, from Smiling Sammy Little on one end to getting it over with on the other. The used-car salesman licked his lips one more time, then lowered his head and ran like hell between the lines. People punched him and kicked at him as he dashed by. He’d got about a third of the way before somebody tripped him. He went down with a moan. After than, a lot more of the punches and kicks landed. Jane kicked him in the ribs as he crawled past her. But he made it to the far end. He was bloodied and battered, but he was alive.
Jane kicked him only once. She despised him, but on general principles. He hadn’t done anything to her personally. When two haole men led out a small, kind-looking Chinese woman, though… “Here’s Annabelle Chung,” one of them said. Something made a crunching noise near Jane. She realized she was grinding her teeth.
“She ran the Japs’ ‘comfort house’ for them,” the other man said. “She took their money. She brought them to the women. She made sure nobody got away, too.”
“They made me do it!” Annabelle Chung said shrilly. “They said they’d kill me if I didn’t!”
That might even have been true. Jane didn’t know one way or the other. She didn’t care, either. “So what?” she shouted. “So what, God damn you! You enjoyed seeing us in hell in there. You enjoyed it. How would you have liked it if the Japs did a quarter of what they did to us to you? I wish they would have.”
Other women forced into prostitution screamed at Annabelle Chung, too. She started to cry. One of Jane’s fellow sufferers said, “Yeah, look at those tears. What did you think we did every night after the Japs finally got through with us? I spent all that time wishing I was dead. And I spent a lot of it wishing you were dead, too.”
“That’s right!” Jane said. “Oh, Lord, that’s just right!” Other comfort women also chimed in. The Chinese woman who’d been dragged into prostitution along with the haoles denounced Annabelle Chung as fiercely as any of them.
“I didn’t mean anything bad,” the madam said when something close to silence finally came. “I was just trying to get through it all, same as anybody else. I’m sorry.”
“You’re sorry you got caught,” Jane yelled. “You knew what they were doing to us, and you didn’t care.”
“That isn’t true,” Annabelle Chung protested.
But a fierce, rising cry drowned her out: “The gauntlet. The gauntlet! The gauntlet!” People made sure Jane and the other former comfort women had good spots. They hustled Annabelle Chung to the starting point. She didn’t want to go through. In her shoes, Jane wouldn’t have wanted to, either. A big man finally gave her a shove. After that, it was run or die.
People were harder on the madam than they had been on Smiling Sammy Little. That probably wasn’t fair; odds were he’d done more harm through the occupation than she had. But he’d been sneakier about it. He hadn’t been right out there pimping for the Japanese. Saying just what he had done was hard. With Annabelle Chung, nobody had any doubts about that.
She was already staggering by the time she got to Jane. Sticking out a foot was the easiest thing in the world. Annabelle Chung went down with a wail of despair. Jane yanked at her hair-yanked some of it out. She threw it aside and kicked the Chinese woman in the side of her head. Pain shot through her foot. She didn’t mind. It felt wonderful.
Annabelle Chung didn’t make it to the far end of the two lines. Once she fell, the comfort women converged on her. After they finished, she lay unmoving on the ground. Jane got a good look at her then.
Part of her wished she hadn’t; the sight wasn’t pretty. Even so… One of the other women said, “Not half what she had coming.” Jane nodded. She’d just helped maim or kill-more likely kill-somebody, and she wasn’t the least bit sorry. Maybe she should have been. Maybe she would be later. Not now, though. Oh, no. Not now.
A mynah bird hopping on the grass flew away before she got close. It was just a bird to her these days, not a potential supper. The same was true of zebra doves. The tame, foolish little birds would be everywhere again in a few years; the way they bred put rabbits to shame. She didn’t mind them. Their twittering swarms would help make Hawaii feel normal once more.
Normal? Jane laughed. What was normal after close to two years of hell? Did anybody on these islands have the slightest idea? Jane knew she didn’t, not any more.
From Hawaii’s worries, she soon came back to her own. What was she going to do about Fletch? That she didn’t disgust him still amazed her-she disgusted herself most of the time. Maybe he really did love her. How much did that matter? Enough, when she knew his flaws only too well?
Maybe. He wasn’t the same person he had been before December 7, 1941, any more than she was. She wasn’t the only one who’d gone through hell. He’d suffered longer than she had, if not in the same ways.