“Oh yes,” said de Valois. “We kill her too. Only we rape her first.”
Kit splashed water on his face and rinsed out his mouth, then ran his hands through his hair and waited until the shaking stopped. He looked older than he remembered, hollow-eyed and hollow-cheeked, a long way from the Englishman abroad he once was.
But he’d discovered something.
The safety glass between himself and his past had cracked. In its place was a sharp-edged clarity that had Kit adjusting his mind for angle, distance, and the wind drift of a life almost wasted.
Four sixes. Charlie would be proud of him.
“Are you all right?” Brigadier Miles looked worried.
“Oh yes,” said Kit. “I’m fine.”
It felt odd to wheel a fortune in heroin between East European kids in jeans and leather jackets. Odd, but interesting. One of the older boys looked as if he might be reluctant to move, but something about Kit’s certainty made him step aside. To save face the kid whistled, a staccato trill that announced he had drugs to offer.
Shaking his head, Kit kept walking.
“Someone should do something about them,” said a woman in the café.
“Someone will,” said Kit. Life expectancy among teenage drug dealers in South London was short. It had been that way for much longer than those kids had been alive.
Anywhere else, the café’s décor would be ironic. Pine tables and pottery mugs, leather place mats and a framed Bob Marley poster. A nod to the simplicities of the 1980s. A chrome espresso machine behind the counter was undoubtedly the most valuable thing in the place.
The West Indian woman who’d been complaining about drugs brought Kit a menu, having waited politely while he chose a table and parked his case. “We’re closing soon,” she said. “But I can do you soup or a grilled sandwich.”
Ackee, Red Bean, Pepper Pot…having dismissed the soups, Kit chose a jerked chicken sandwich and fries.
“Been somewhere nice?” the woman asked, after taking his order.
“Japan.”
She raised her eyebrows at this. “Strange place for a holiday.”
“I live there,” said Kit. Well, maybe…
“Bet London’s changed.”
He smiled.
“And not for the better,” she said, nodding beyond the window. When Kit said nothing, the woman sniffed. “What do you want to drink?”
“Tea,” said Kit. “I could really do with tea.”
“Coming up,” she said, unfreezing as quickly as she’d taken offence.
The tea was warm and weak and tasted as if it had been made from leaves swept off a factory floor, while the milk was so rich that fat skated like oily insects across its surface. All the same…
Sentiment, he told himself. He didn’t do sentiment.
And yet here he sat in some crumbling café in an area known for its high levels of unemployment, prostitution, and street crime, mourning the passing of a world he’d done his utmost to avoid. But which he might be about to leave, if that was what it took.
Kill me, so this thing I love keeps living. The words Kate O’Mally had quoted beside the little waterfall in Shinjuku Park crowded his head. It made no sense. And yet it was true.
He would die if that was what it took. Worse than that, he would kill. Why? Because Mary O’Mally once told him every debt must be repaid. It had just taken Kit longer than it should to realise debts could be carried over and repaid to someone else.
What he owed Neku, what he owed Mary, what he owed himself.
“Here,” said the café owner, slapping down a poster. “Take a look. He won’t know,” she added, talking to someone behind her. “He just got back from Japan.” The picture showed a young black girl. Missing was written across the top.
“Shit,” said Kit.
The West Indian woman frowned.
“You know her?” demanded the police officer.
Kit shook his head. He could feel their stares all the way from his table to the pavement.
CHAPTER 51 — Sunday Night, 1 July
Shut for renovation, the sign proclaimed. Open soon!
Three locks, a peep hole, and a camera above the door secured the entrance to Bar Poland. Kit wondered why, if the club was closed, the neon girl still swung in circles, and decided it really didn’t matter. There were bigger questions to answer, like how to retrieve Neku and talk his way out of there alive.
He’d been given three hours. After that it was out of the Brigadier’s hands and Neku took her chances with an extraction team. Kit didn’t believe the bit about it being out of the Brigadier’s hands, though it had been repeated several times.
Having knocked, Kit counted to ten and began to walk away. The door to Bar Poland opened before he’d taken five paces.
“Oi,” said a voice. “You Mr. Flyte?” A teenage boy with cropped skull, checked shirt, and tight jeans stood sneering in the doorway.
“What do you think?” said Kit.
“You got Mr. de Valois’s stuff?”
“All sixty kilos of it,” said Kit. “Vacuum packed, grade A…”
The boy scowled, then glanced round in case Kit’s comment had been overheard, which it undoubtedly was, and taped as well, not to mention filmed from between the slats of blind covering a window high on a wall behind his visitor.
“Better let me in,” said Kit.
The young man stepped aside, slowly.
As Kit walked into Bar Poland, he heard the door shut behind him and the click of one lock after another. As a final touch, a steel bolt was slammed into place.
“Scared of burglars?”
The boy hit Kit hard, from behind.
Red carpet, with a worn strip down the middle where endless feet had headed towards velvet curtains beyond. On the far side of the curtains was a sound system, turned way up. Kit knew this because its bass line was loud enough to shake the floor next to his ear.
“Up you come.” Hands dragged Kit to his feet. It was the boy, only now his sneer had become a smirk. He was rubbing his fist, although it was probably unnecessary, as the shot-weighted leather glove he wore looked designed to offer protection. “We’ve got your girlfriend dancing,” said the boy. “She’s pretty good.”
“You’ve got…”
“Hey,” he said. “Be grateful. For Mr. de Valois that’s mild. It could have been so much worse.”
Could it? “I’ll bear that in mind,” Kit said.
Matters of great concern should be treated lightly. Matters of small concern should be treated seriously. So said the book Mr. Oniji gave Kit in the hospital. It said other things as well, but the most important of these he had worked out for himself. Regard yourself as dead already.
An old Killers track blared from hidden speakers. It was before Neku’s time and quite possibly before de Valois’s too, unless his youthfulness was just a trick of the light and a good surgeon.
“Ah, Ben…so you came.” Mr. de Valois smiled, his eyes visible behind lightly tinted shades.
“I wouldn’t miss it,” said Kit, reaching behind him.
“Kenka shinaide!”
“What?” demanded de Valois, then added, “Keep dancing.”
Neku did as she was told.
So did Kit, who stopped reaching for his gun and wheeled his case across to Mr. de Valois instead. “It’s all here,” Kit said.
“I certainly hope so.”
No way will I look at her, Kit told himself, then glanced anyway. Seeing a half-naked child draped in the glare of a cheap spotlight that lit every scowl on her face.