“My eyes…” Whoa, was that his voice? It sounded way too thick and raspy to be him.
The singing cut off abruptly. “Zander?”
Callia? What the heck was she doing here? He searched his memory, tried to connect dots that didn’t want to go together. Came up empty. “I can’t see anything.”
“It’s okay.” Her hand brushed his forehead again. And oh, shit, her fingers sliding against any part of his bare skin felt really good. He tipped his head toward the sound of her voice and drew in a deep whiff of her scent. As sweet as summer roses. Oh, yeah, that was definitely her. “It’s a side effect from the drugs. It’ll wear off.”
Well, that was a relief. But why would he need drugs?
And then, like a light switch flicking on, he remembered. The daemons, the fight, him getting hurt and waking up in that cave with both Callia and Titus.
If she was with him it meant he wasn’t dead. But—His brain flashed to the way Titus had been touching her, and just that fast, his blood turned to a roar in his head.
“Relax, Zander.” Her hands pressed down on his shoulders. “I don’t want you getting up yet.”
Her voice calmed him. He stopped fighting. And wasn’t that weird? Until he’d heard her, he hadn’t even realized he was moving.
“That’s better,” she said.
He squinted because things weren’t quite so black anymore. A shadowy figure hovered over him. The edges of his vision were blurry but growing brighter. “Where’s Titus?”
“He went to find Demetrius.”
Probably a wise choice on the guardian’s part.
“Demetrius lured the daemons away after you got hurt,” she said.
He did? Zander’s brow creased. “What about the Misos?”
She let out a weary sigh, and he felt her hands on his leg again. Unwrapping bandages? He wasn’t sure. But she was slowly coming into focus. “A few…didn’t make it.”
“The young?”
“Lie back, Zander.” She pushed on his shoulders again.
She went back to whatever she was doing to his right leg. And her voice was soft when she said, “Six of them…They…There were just too many daemons and not enough…”
She didn’t finish. But he didn’t need to hear the words to know what she was thinking. Not enough Argonauts.
He let his head fall back and closed his eyes as nausea churned in his stomach. “There was a boy. No more than eight…”
“I don’t know what happened to him,” she said softly.
Silence settled between them as she worked. He thought about the boy with the blue eyes. This war was getting bloodier by the minute and he was about to take himself out of service until Isadora produced an heir. How many other young would die because there weren’t enough Argonauts fighting for them?
His mind skipped to Demetrius, and he wondered if the guardian had been injured and if Titus had been able to find him. And if so, would the guardian be able to get Demetrius help in time? There’d been at least seven daemons in the fray when Zander went down. Seven against one—even two—were tough odds. And if there was one Argonaut who even came close to Zander’s recklessness it was Demetrius.
Shit. Demetrius wasn’t immortal like Zander. He didn’t stand a chance.
Zander needed to go find them. To help instead of lying here like a frickin’ invalid. It was the least he could do until the king pulled him out of the rotation. He pushed up to his elbows.
“No,” Callia said quickly, her hands once more at his shoulders, pressing down. She wasn’t half as strong as he was on a good day, but for some reason she was able to keep him from getting up now. “You’re in no position to go anywhere just yet.”
“I’m fine,” he said, glancing past her to see where the hell he was.
They were in a cave, that much he could see. The same one as before? It didn’t look like it. This room seemed bigger than the last, the ceiling at least thirty feet above, nearly invisible in the dark. Water slapped and gurgled somewhere close, but he couldn’t see more than a few feet in front of him. A couple of lanterns had been set up, one near his feet, another somewhere behind his head, their soft lights casting shadows across both the rock floor and Callia’s face.
He tried to look away but couldn’t completely tear his gaze from her features. Her auburn hair was pulled back into a tail at the nape of her neck, and the lanterns highlighted the curve of her cheekbones, the long supple line of her throat and the gentle swell of her lips. She didn’t look at him, had gone back to work on his leg while he’d taken stock of the room, but she knew he was watching. He could tell by the way she avoided his gaze.
What was she doing here? And why hadn’t she left yet? Even if he’d been injured badly, he was all right now. She could leave anytime she wanted.
His eyes narrowed with suspicion as he watched her, as gorgeous and perfect as she’d been every other day of her life, and so totally not his it made his chest ache and reig-nited the resentment he always struggled with whenever she was close.
But there was something more. Something not quite right about her. Her skin was pale. Dark circles marred the skin under her eyes. The way her shoulders tensed, she looked like she carried the weight of the world and more.
Not your problem.
“I need to go find Demetrius and Titus.”
“No, you don’t,” she said without looking up, her hands continuing to rewrap his leg.
“If Demetrius is injured—”
“Then you’ll be no help to him. Just sit back and relax.”
Irritation growing, he moved to sit up. “This is bullshit.”
She dropped her hands from his wounded leg and pushed him back down to his elbows. “Bullshit is you thinking you’re invincible. You’re not. So just lie down and stop acting like a five-year-old.”
His temper flared. “I don’t need you to fix me, Callia. I’m already healing, in case you haven’t noticed. I don’t even know why the hell you’re here. I’m immortal. I don’t need you or anyone else to heal me.”
“Ilithios.” She pushed to her feet so fast his head snapped back. And when she glared down at him there was a fire in her eyes he didn’t remember seeing before. “Six hours ago you had a bullet lodged in your spinal cord. Do you get what that means, Zander? It means I had to cut you open and take it out. Then heal you all over again. It wasn’t just a simple procedure. You might be immortal, but without me right now you’d be paralyzed. And you’re not going anywhere until I’m satisfied I didn’t fuck up and injure you worse than you were before.”
She stepped over him and disappeared into the dark. And alone, he stayed right where he was, his weight perched on his elbows, his mouth hanging open, his eyes staring after her. It wasn’t so much what she’d said that had stunned him speechless—though he couldn’t remember ever hearing her swear before—it was the look in her eyes when she’d been saying it.
Anger, sure. Frustration, yeah, that was obvious. But overriding all of that was fear. True fear. The kind you experience when you think someone you care about is on the verge of dying.
She was afraid. For him.
His heart rate kicked up in his chest. He closed his eyes, drew in a deep breath as he lay back down on the pallet and told himself it didn’t matter. But it did. He wasn’t such a jackass that he couldn’t see that it mattered. A lot.
Fuck. He was supposed to bind himself to Isadora in a matter of days. He didn’t need his soul mate finding a way back into his life. Not after all this time.
Callia came back into the room, her footsteps echoing across the hard ground. She’d unbound her hair, and now those red locks partially shielded her face. She was careful not to make eye contact, just stepped around him, knelt down again and went back to work on his leg.