That day. That moment of truth. If only …
Starla was hovering over her mother as she had pushed the SEND button.
A little tipsy, Mindee had leaned back and sipped her wine, her glass just about empty.
“Who are you going to get to meet her in Seattle?”
Mindee looked over at Starla, the vision of what she’d been meant to be when she was growing up in a modest South Seattle neighborhood—before she got pregnant by Adam and was forced to drop out of college. Mindee hadn’t always dreamed of cutting hair. In fact, her dreams, both day and night, had always been of other women fussing over her.
Like they do and will always do for Starla.
“No one,” Mindee said, tilting her empty glass to indicate that Starla had better fill it. “That would be too over the top.”
Starla shook her head and took the glass. “Like this isn’t?”
“We want to teach her a lesson, don’t we?”
“Yeah, but what lesson is she going to learn from going to Seattle and finding that her fake boyfriend doesn’t exist?”
“The best kind of lesson, Starla. The kind she won’t ever forget.”
As the memory replayed, Mindee steadied herself before getting out of her car and going inside.
This was, she was sure, the worst day ever.
She had no idea just how bad it really was.
STARLA CORNERED HER MOTHER in the kitchen. In doing so, she effectively blocked Mindee from the refrigerator and the wine that was beckoning the frazzled hairstylist from behind the shut door. Mindee wasn’t happy about that, but Starla didn’t care. They were in big trouble, and it seemed it was getting bigger all the time. Mindee had just returned from the police station, upset and shaky.
“Mom, we’ve got a colossal problem here, and I want to know how you’re going to fix things.”
Mindee tried to push her daughter away. “Me? How am I going to fix this? This whole thing is your fault. You wanted me to make Katelyn pay.”
Starla’s blue eyes were cold even when she was merely miffed. This time they shot out a stream of liquid nitrogen.
“You can’t be serious, Mom,” she said, standing her ground. “You know damn well that you came up with the idea to make her a fake boyfriend. And then you wrote that creepy note: ‘Watching you.’”
Mindee took another step, and there was barely room to do so. Refrigerator magnets and the bric-a-brac they held fell to the dingy floor.
“Do not use foul language with me,” she said.
Starla would not back down. It was as if someone had substituted lesser quality pom-poms and tried to trick her.
“Like, really? After all you’ve said and done, you’re going to blast me for my language? I’d laugh if I wasn’t so mad at you already!”
Mindee managed to wriggle away. “Exactly how would you have me fix this?” she asked, once more eyeing the fridge door.
The question was a fair one. What exactly could she do? Jake was in a holding cell for something he didn’t do. Katelyn had been very fragile. And it was true that she might be dead because of how they had e-mailed and taunted her over that stupid beer-and-cigarette photograph she handed over to the principal for revenge. What had seemed like only a pinprick of revenge had turned into one enormous gash.
“You know, Mom,” Starla said, looking for words that would hurt and resonate, “I used to think you were pretty and stupid; now I’m thinking you’re just pretty stupid.”
Mindee, however, remained stone-faced. Her daughter was at least a little bit right.
“I have to tell the truth. The whole truth,” she finally said, starting toward the door.
Starla stopped her mother. “The whole truth?” she asked. “Wait a sec. Not the whole truth.”
Mindee knew what Starla was getting at. Starla in a very real way was Mindee’s creation, the girl she wanted to be. The girl other girls dreamed of being. She’d put everything she had into Starla, and she wasn’t about to pull the plug on her ambitions.
“Not everything. Don’t worry. I’ll take the blame here. I’ll leave you out of it.”
“Even if you have to go to jail?” Starla asked in a manner that both suggested a possible outcome but also a kind of contract between the two. She’d seen her mother cheat her no-good boss, Nicola, out of tips a time or two. She’d seen how she’d once told Jake she was going to visit a sister in Tacoma—when the truth was that she had no sister in Tacoma but rather an old flame she sought to rekindle.
As Starla and Mindee gathered their things, Teagan appeared in the doorway. He was visibly upset by the conversation coming from the kitchen, the latest in many from which he was routinely excluded.
“I heard what you were talking about,” he said.
“Fine,” Starla said. “Then you’ll know what not to talk about. We’re going to the police. Mom screwed up big-time and she’s going to do what’s right. For once.”
Mindee hooked her purse on her arms. She looked weak, ready to crumble.
“Yeah, your sister is right,” she said.
Teagan stopped her. “But it isn’t right for you to take all the blame.”
“Let Mom handle it,” Starla said, trying to untangle mother and son. “You can come with us or you can stay here. You choose.”
Teagan put on his jacket, his gloves, and his hat.
The same things he had worn that night.
Teagan despised his family, but doing the right thing seemed like a step toward something better than the direction in which they’d all been going since his father abandoned them. He’d been unable to sleep, pay attention in class, or do anything whatsoever. He needed to come clean. He needed to save himself.
Because he couldn’t save Katelyn.
Teagan looked at his mother, his eyes welling with tears and the muscles in his throat so taut he could barely speak.
“Mom,” he said, “there’s something you should know.”
GOD KNEW WHERE HAYLEY WAS, though Taylor had no doubt who she was with. Colton, of course. It was always Colton. Her mom was in the master bedroom working on her least favorite task in the world—paying bills. Her father was in his office Skyping with a spiky redhead with a bird-beak nose who insisted she was the daughter of Richard “Night Stalker” Ramirez.
As if that were something worth telling the world about. Jeesh! Anything for fame.
Taylor poured herself a glass of water and sipped it at the kitchen table. A digital clock made to sound like an analog clock ticked away the seconds as she thought about Jake’s arrest, Katelyn’s death, and the reporter from the North Kitsap Herald who seemed to lurk around Port Gamble like a crime groupie.
She texted her sister and waited for a reply. Nothing. For the first time, she noticed a copy of her dad’s magazine called Justice; it was open to an article about weapons.
Taylor sipped her water, her eyes gliding over the glossy pages. She was just about to dismiss the rag, thinking Vogue was so much more interesting, when a headline leaped out at her:
All thoughts of haute couture dropped away, and a dark feeling swept over the fifteen-year-old. She could feel the hairs on the back of her neck begin to rise. There was something wrong about those words—something that wasn’t the least bit funny. The letters appeared to pulsate on the page.
Taylor shifted in the kitchen chair. Her heart rate started to accelerate. She could feel something happening, a feeling that drew her eyes to the article for further scrutiny.