“Come on.” He walked from the room. “I’ll start the car.”
Outside, snow fine as sand stung his face. He started the car and sat inside without turning on the headlights, staring at tossing trees, the black chasm where the lake stretched. When he finally headed back, Suru met him on the steps. Philip was relieved to see he still wore the boots and parka.
“You all set?”
Suru gave a small nod. Philip went inside to check the woodstove, grabbing two orange watchcaps and his walking stick as he returned. He shoved one hat onto his head, tossed the other to Suru, and gestured at the car. “Your chariot awaits.”
Suru crouched to peer into one headlight, then pointed at the lake, past the spit of land where Philip had found him. “There.”
“We still have to drive. I’ve got a map in the car, we can figure it out.”
Suru shook his head. “That is not the way.”
“You said you didn’t know the way!”
“I said the way is gone.”
“And?” Philip’s voice rose dangerously. “Has it come back?”
Suru gazed at the sky. Above the lake the clouds parted, a rent just big enough to reveal a moon near full. Beneath it a broken lane of silver stretched across the water, fading then reappearing to ignite a stand of white birch along the shore.
“There!” exclaimed Suru, and headed for the trees.
Philip swore and hurried to turn off the car. When he stumbled back into the snow, Suru was nowhere to be seen. Neither was his walking stick. He kicked at the snow, trying to see where it had fallen, and at last gave up.
“Suru!” he yelled.
A faint voice echoed back from the trees. Philip walked as quickly as he could, praying he wouldn’t fall. At the edge of the woods he halted.
All around him, the ground seemed to erupt into silvery waves. The air glittered and spun with falling snow, incandescent in the moonlight; the black lake appeared endless. A desert of obsidian, or some awful, bottomless canyon, as though the world had suddenly sheared away at Philip’s feet.
He turned, shielding his eyes against the snow, but he could no longer see the lodge. The wind carried a voice to him.
“Here!”
A bright shape bobbed in the distance: Suru, waving excitedly. Philip headed toward him, his feet sliding across the slick ground.
In a few minutes he reached the alder thicket crowding the bank. Here it became less treacherous to move, if no easier—he had to grab handfuls of whiplike alder branches and pull himself between them. Too late he realized he hadn’t worn gloves, but soon his fingers grew so numb he no longer felt where the branches slashed them. Suru’s voice came again, inches from where Philip struggled to free himself from a tangle of snow-covered vines. Fingers stronger than his own closed around his hand, and the boy pulled him through.
“See?” cried Suru with a note of triumph.
Philip blinked. The snow fell more heavily here, though a spinney of young birches served as a small windbreak. Beside him, Suru stared out across the black lake, to where moonlight touched the far shore. Spruce and fir glittered as with hoarfrost. Between that shore and where they stood, moonlight traced a thin, shining crescent along the water’s edge, marking a narrow path.
“The way to Tuonela,” said Suru.
Philip shoved his hands into his pockets, shivering. “I thought this was all Tuonela. It’s a big lake.”
Suru shook his head. “This is not Tuonela. I could not find the way, until you found me.”
“Good thing I did. You would have stayed there till spring. You might have died.”
“No. I would not have died.”
Another sound cut through the steady rush of wind, staccato and higher pitched. Philip cupped his hands around his eyes and stared up through the whirling snow.
A vast, cloudlike shape flowed across the sky, heading toward the opposite shore. As it drew nearer, Philip saw it was not a cloud, but an immense flock of birds—geese with black necks and long white wings. They moved as a school of fish does in deep water, as though they formed a single huge creature that soared high above the trees, blotting out the moon so that only faint shafts of light showed through. He felt again the horror that had gripped him earlier, when a black chasm seemed to yawn at his feet.
For days he had watched them in flight—flock upon flock of mergansers and pintails and teal, endless battalions of geese—yet, until now, he had never registered which horizon they’d been striving toward.
All this time, they should have been flying south.
But they were flying north.
Suru gave a low cry and darted forward, stumbling on a snow-covered rock. There were stones everywhere, frozen black waves that slashed Philip’s hand like razors when he bent to help Suru to his feet. The boy trembled, and pointed at the lake.
The moonlit path had been extinguished, save for a glimmering thread that wound between trees and underbrush, more the memory of moonlight than the real thing. Philip rubbed his eyes—the lashes felt glued together by snow—then looked over his shoulder.
“We have to go back.” His chest ached with cold; it hurt to speak. “We’ll freeze, we’re not dressed for this.”
“No. I cannot return there. You must come with me.”
He gazed down at Philip, unblinking. His sunken eyes seemed part of the surrounding darkness, a skull disinterred by the storm.
Yet the boy’s words held no command, but a plea. The wind whipped his black hair around his face, as in one smooth motion he shrugged the parka from his shoulders. The flannel shirt billowed about his exposed chest, then was torn from him. He lowered his head until his lips grazed Philip’s forehead, a kiss that burned like molten iron.
“Come with me.”
He embraced Philip, and the silvery hairs lengthened into tendrils that coiled around his shoulders. The boy’s mouth pressed against his, as icy thorns pricked Philip’s chest, blossomed into something soft yet fluid that enveloped him from throat to knees. As in his nightmares he fell.
Yet instead of striking granite and frozen earth, he hung suspended between ground and sky, neither falling nor flying but somehow held aloft. As when he had been airborne above the stage, muscles straining as he traced a grand jeté en avant, a leap into the darkness he had never completed in waking life without tumbling to the floor. The dream of flight consumed him: he was part of it, as each individual bird formed part of the vast shadow that wheeled above them in the snow-filled sky. He cried out, overcome with a joy close to pain; felt the boy’s embrace tighten and knew it was not arms that bore him but great wings and feathers like flashing blades. Philip clung to him, his terror flaring into desire as the wings beat furiously against the snow, Suru’s legs tightening around his until with a cry Philip came, and fell back onto the frozen ground.
He rolled onto his side, struggled to pull himself upright and raised his arm, afraid to see what stood before him. White wings and arched neck and those glittering onyx eyes; a bill parted to reveal a tongue like an ebony serpent.
White wings blurred into a vortex of snow. The long neck coiled back upon itself. Only the eyes glowed as before, black and fathomless within that skull-like face.
Philip stumbled to his feet. Freezing wind tore at his clothes, yet it no longer overwhelmed him as it had just minutes before.
“Who are you?” he whispered.
“The Guardian of Tuonela,” replied Suru.
Philip shuddered. He was delirious, that was why the cold didn’t bother him—that, or he’d already succumbed to hypothermia, the waking dream that claimed people before they froze to death.