He crossed that out, too.
He wrote:
Five centuries ago the people of the world gave into the hands of a few trusted men and women the gift of continued life in the hope and belief that they would work to advance the day when longer life spans might be made possible for the entire population.
From time to time, life continuation has been granted additional men and women, always with the implied understanding that the gift was made under the same conditions—that the persons so favored should work against the day when each inhabitant of the entire world might enter upon a heritage of near-eternity.
Through the years some of us have carried that trust forward and have lived with it and cherished it and bent every effort toward its fulfillment.
Some of us have not.
Upon due consideration and searching examination of my own status in this regard, I have at length decided that I no longer can accept farther extension of the gift.
Human dignity requires that I be able to meet my fellow man upon the street or in the byways of the world without flinching from him. This I could not do should I continue to accept a gift to which I have no claim and which is denied to other men.
The senator signed his name, neatly, carefully, without the usual flourish.
“There,” he said, speaking aloud in the silence of the night-filled room, “that will hold them for a while.”
Feet padded and he turned around.
“It’s long past your usual bedtime, sir,” said Otto.
The senator rose clumsily and his aching bones protested. Old, he thought. Growing old again. And it would be so easy to start over, to regain his youth and live another lifetime. Just the nod of some-one’s head, just a single pen stroke and he would be young again.
“This statement, Otto,” he said. “Please give it to the press.”
“Yes, sir,” said Otto. He took the paper, held it gingerly.
“Tonight,” said the senator.
“Tonight, sir? It is rather late.”
“Nevertheless, I want to issue it tonight.”
“It must be important, sir.”
“It’s my resignation,” said the senator.
“Your resignation! From the senate, sir!”
“No,” said the senator. “From life.”
Mr. Michaelson: As a churchman, I cannot think otherwise than that the proposal now before you gentlemen constitutes a perversion of God’s law. It is not within the province of man to say a man may live beyond his allotted time.
Chairman Leonard: I might ask you this: How is one to know when a man’s allotted time has come to an end? Medicine has prolonged the lives of many persons. Would you call a physician a perverter of God’s law?
Mr. Michaelson: It has become apparent through the testimony given here that the eventual aim of continuing research is immortality. Surely you can see that physical immortality does not square with the Christian concept. I tell you this, sir: You can’t fool God and get away with it.
Chess is a game of logic.
But likewise a game of ethics.
You do not shout and you do not whistle, nor bang the pieces on the board, nor twiddle your thumbs, nor move a piece then take it back again. When you’re beaten, you admit it. You do not force your opponent to carry on the game to absurd lengths. You resign and start another game if there is time to play one. Otherwise, you just resign and you do it with all the good grace possible. You do not knock all the pieces to the floor in anger. You do not get up abruptly and stalk out of the room. You do not reach across the board and punch your opponent in the nose.
When you play chess you are, or you are supposed to be, a gentleman.
The senator lay wide-awake, staring at the ceiling.
You do not reach across the board and punch your opponent in the nose. You do not knock the pieces to the floor.
But this isn’t chess, he told himself, arguing with himself. This isn’t chess; this is life and death. A dying thing is not a gentleman. It does not curl up quietly and die of the hurt inflicted. It backs into a corner and it fights, it lashes back and does all the hurt it can.
And I am hurt. I am hurt to death.
And I have lashed back. I have lashed back, most horribly.
They’ll not be able to walk down the street again, not ever again, those gentlemen who passed the sentence on me. For they have no more claim to continued life than I and the people now will know it. And the people will see to it that they do not get it.
I will die, but when I go down I’ll pull the others with me. They’ll know I pulled them down, down with me into the pit of death. That’s the sweetest part of all—they’ll know who pulled them down and they won’t be able to say a word about it. They can’t even contradict the noble things I said.
Someone in the corner said, some voice from some other time and place: You’re no gentleman, senator. You fight a dirty fight.
Sure I do, said the senator. They fought dirty first. And politics always was a dirty game.
Remember all that fine talk you dished out to Lee the other day?
That was the other day, snapped the senator.
You’ll never be able to look a chessman in the face again, said the voice in the corner.
I’ll be able to look my fellow men in the face, however, said the senator.
Will you? asked the voice.
And that, of course, was the question. Would he?
I don’t care, the senator cried desperately. I don’t care what happens. They played a lousy trick on me. They can’t get away with it. I’ll fix their clocks for them. I’ll—
Sure, you will, said the voice, mocking.
Go away, shrieked the senator. Go away and leave me. Let me be alone.
You are alone, said the thing in the comer. You are more alone than any man has ever been before.
Chairman Leonard: You represent an insurance company, do you not, Mr. Markely? A big insurance company.
Mr. Markely: That is correct.
Chairman Leonard: And every time a person dies, it costs your company money?
Mr. Markely: Well, you might put it that way if you wished, although it is scarcely the case—
Chairman Leonard: You do have to pay out benefits on deaths, don’t you?
Mr. Markely: Why, yes, of course we do.
Chairman Leonard: Then I can’t understand your opposition to life continuation. If there were fewer deaths, you’d have to pay fewer benefits.
Mr. Markely: All very true, sir. But if people had reason to believe they would live virtually forever, they’d buy no life insurance.