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nearby, more clearly than my mother used to call

in the darkening street.

Clattering leaves,

animals lapping water,

and my name again,

like the bark of a birch bursting open.

Listening to the muffled tick

accelerating in my wrist

I wait for the order that will now

descend from a hellish flock of crows.

Demolish the house, brick by brick?

Quell the embryo inside of her?

What must I incinerate?

How to smother forever the prayer

rattling around my bed?

from Hearsay [1970]

Anthropology

This nation that supposedly

moves between two poles,

excess and godliness,

believes less in the hereafter

than in its daily groats.

This nation will give alms on Sunday

for the pope or Africa,

or burn incense to venerate the statue

of the Curé d’Ars who stank of the poor,

but generally pays and prays to calm

its fear of leaner years and butter up

its docile rulers, the realtors.

In Flanders Fields

The soil here’s the richest.

Even after all these years without manure

you could grow a dead-man’s leek

to beat the best.

The British veterans grow scarce.

Each year they point out to their scarcer friends:

Hill Sixty, Hill Sixty-One, Poelcapelle.

In Flanders Fields the threshers drive

in ever tighter rings around the winding lines

of hardened sandbags, the bowels of death.

The local butter

tastes of poppies.

Memorial Statue in West Flanders

The grazing of the nearby cattle.

The farmer sitting in the shade of the pale statue.

The trees that bow for the wind from the sea.

His parents bought the patch of land

where he was buried in mud up to the jawbone.

He was a gifted student.

“Maths or something,” the farmer says.

The sculptor worked from an old school photo.

“Two years later the parents died as well,” the farmer says.

“It’s getting cold. I have to milk the goats.”

More bones somewhere else.

Corroded by the acid of the polder soil,

a childless son with a guilty stare,

as if looking down at his geometry,

his grave in the grass.

A Bed In Bruges

“I work in the chemical industry, Sir,

where you die by degrees.

After ten years you get to retire

because of the fumes in your lungs.

“I’ve been there fourteen years, Sir,

the last two as a driver.

And in those two years I haven’t had to vomit once,

because of the fresh air.

“We Belgians drive better than anyone else in all of Europe,

and I’ve been everywhere.

Because we drive dangerously.

It makes you more careful of the others,

who drive dangerously too, but won’t admit it.

“And you know the most beautiful thing I’ve seen?

And I’ve been in the Sistine Chapel,

and I’ve seen Gisele lift her skirts in the Mocambo.

Well, it’s in a shop in Bruges,

a wine-red bed. Empire. Or is it Louis Quinze?

“In that bed, with Gisele, I would forget my three children

and the entire calendar.

Love, Sir, should be in satin.

And death, Sir, is the feeling you get in your stomach

when you know you will never be able to afford a bed like that.”

The Farmers

Thirty pigs, fifteen cows, a tractor 75 HP,

a TV, fifty chickens, no kids.

(“We’d have liked some, sure, Sir,

but we’re not keen on doctors or hospitals,

’cause what if something happened to the wife, Sir,

who’d take care of the stock?”)

Villas—“Morning Glory”, “Spring Breeze”, “Bambino”—

are planted in their fields.

Their rye and wheat dissected by

the Flemish Touring Club’s recommended walking path.

Sundays, after Mass, they shuffle,

wearing shirts, transformed, clean-shaven, awkward, over their fields,

staring at the earth they don’t see on workdays,

with their short-sighted grubbing and grabbing.

Potatoes and bacon weekdays

and every Sunday a chicken out of the freezer.

When the air boils and the crows are gasping, they drink seven

slugs of brown ale

leaning on the oil tank in front of the house.

They only tremble after a day tossing hay up over their heads,

or filling in the deposit slip at the Municipal Credit.

(“Three to three and a half percent. Is it safe?

The notary says it is. But what if they get in trouble, Sir?”)

Does the tolling of the village bell

preserve them from their fate? To avert the evil eye they nail three

bats to the barn door, alive.

The Rubens Room in the Antwerp Museum of Fine Arts

Faced with so much irrepressible flesh, the girl in the museum smiles

like a young nun in the sun.

Such excessiveness is hardly human;

the human, as her ethics teacher taught her,

is a mammal, true, but these women,

this endless flood of fleshy quince (the perfect bridal fruit)? No,

the girl laughs. She hugs her Avenue to her breasts,

two underdone fried eggs with lots of runny white.

Does she have the same tissues?

Will a similar surrender one day melt her skeleton

into such filthy, sloppy tumescence?

If this blubber is divine,

then life’s a thing that suffocates in gravy and jelly

with udders and tangled hair,

a thing that strangles by embrace.

The girl laughs. Chastity, as far as she’s concerned, can triumph over love

and death can triumph over chastity.

The vulva deificata is a different commodity,

installed in her it’s quite a different thing,

a whisper, rather, in the night in spring.

1965

(in reply to a newspaper survey about the previous year)

Year of atrocities, year of TV screens and stock reports,

Year of milk and honey if you’re asleep,

Year that weighs on your stomach if you’re awake,

Sweet year, good year for sleep-walkers,

Year that 25 billion Belgian francs went to NATO

for tanks, flags and jets

(mosquitoes in death’s unbounded clouds)

Year of Mobutu, we send him assistance in dollars and cents knowing

they’ll