That’s when the blood went to my head, Commissario. How dare she betray my husband like that? How dare she pile up and burn the happiness of a man like him, the finest, the handsomest of all the men on this earth?
At that instant, the Madonna told me that I was an angel, but that I’d been sent to bring justice. That I was the angel of death. I picked up the cushion that was lying on the floor, and I placed it on her face, and I fired. A single shot. And she stopped snoring.
And so I went home, because everyone has a place, Commissario. And a mother’s place is with her children, who are sleeping peacefully because they’re angels too, and you don’t need the Madonna to tell you so. When you came to see me the other day, I told you the truth, because I never lie: I told you that it wasn’t my husband, and in fact it wasn’t. And I told you that I didn’t know where the pistol was, that someone had taken it. And in fact, Andrea had taken it, mamma’s little treasure, and he’d done it to protect me.
But there was no need, my treasure: because your mamma has the Madonna to protect her, and the Madonna told her exactly what she was to do.
But really, are you sure that I can’t offer you anything to eat or drink? A drop of liqueur, a little homemade rosolio, perhaps?
XLI
They hadn’t felt up to taking Sofia Capece down to police headquarters; they’d sent Camarda and Cesarano with a car, after taking careful note of the woman’s unruffled composure: they decided there was no reason to fear irrational behavior from her.
Then they’d called Capece at the newspaper, alerting him to what had happened and suggesting he go home to take care of his children. On the other end of the line, the man remained silent for a long time, and then in a broken voice he had assured them that he’d return home as soon as possible: it seemed to Ricciardi that he wasn’t surprised, just mortally weary. The months that lay ahead wouldn’t be easy.
On the way back, Maione remained silent, lost in his own thoughts. Abruptly, he said:
“Commissa’, is it really true that Sofia means ‘wisdom’ in Greek?”
Ricciardi nodded. The brigadier shook his head, mopping the sweat with his handkerchief.
“That’s crazy. Just try telling me that everyone’s name points to their destiny. If I’ve ever seen a raving lunatic it’s Signora Capece, and her first name is Wisdom.”
“Grief and pain can make people lose their minds. Haven’t you seen it happen a thousand times? The poor Capece woman, beaten down by suffering and loneliness, abandoned to care for her two children, and held up to ridicule and shame, lost her mind. Understandable, it strikes me.”
“Still, Commissa’, you have to satisfy my curiosity on one point: when the boy, Andrea, told us that it was his father who committed the murder, why didn’t you believe him? After all, the man didn’t really have an alibi, and we know that very well. Couldn’t it actually have been him?”
Ricciardi looked down and walked a little faster; they were passing the site of the car crash, and he didn’t want to see the child nailed to the seat by a sharp piece of shattered windshield. He couldn’t help sensing the boy on his flesh and in his brain, saying: “Gelato at the Villa Nazionale, Papà promised me, a nice cup of gelato.”
“No: the boy hates his father, everything points to the fact: the way he looks at him, the things he says. He wouldn’t have lifted a finger to save him. In fact, if he’d had the time to do things right, he would have orchestrated all the evidence to put the blame on his father: he’s an intelligent boy. Now the hardest task before Capece is trying to win back, if not his son’s love, at least his son’s tolerance. For his own good, and for the good of the boy as well as his sister.”
Maione smiled wearily.
“Eh, very true, Commissa’. Poor Signora Capece got one thing right: everyone belongs in their place. And right now Mario Capece’s place is with his family, and without distractions. And after all, I believe that, with a good lawyer, the signora won’t have to spend long in an asylum for the criminally insane. It’s still a crime of passion, isn’t it? After all, the woman she killed was her husband’s lover.”
Ricciardi sighed.
“Yes, but for reasons that were completely different from what we had imagined. At least, from what I had imagined. If I live to be a hundred, I’ll never understand the paths that love takes to harvest its victims. It tricks me every time. Listen, why don’t you go ahead on home. Nothing else is going to happen tonight. We can take care of the reports tomorrow. I have a place to go, and then I’m heading home. Have a good evening.”
He couldn’t say just why his mind had turned to Don Pierino. Perhaps all the references that Sofia Capece had made to the Madonna, or else the sadness in Andrea’s eyes; or his compassion for Mario himself, the twice-heartbroken journalist who would never be able to escape the fact that his wife was in an insane asylum, and the woman he loved was dead, and it had been his fault.
Perhaps it was because he wanted to hear the priest tell him that there is such a thing as a love without folly, a love without violence; and pretend to believe it, for once.
The church was deserted and shrouded in shadows, illuminated only by the candles that glowed before the altars: people who had requested the granting of a grace, offering in exchange another little bit of pain. He spotted the little priest at the far end of the aisle, seated on a front-row pew and reading a book with his eyeglasses perched on the tip of his nose. He walked up the aisle and sat down next to the man. Without lifting his eyes from the page but with a smile on his lips, Don Pierino whispered:
“Here’s the ghost of the church of San Ferdinando again: the ghost that appears soundlessly and then vanishes for months on end. How are we doing, Commissario? What’s happened this time?”
Ricciardi replied, whispering in turn:
“Nothing, Father. This time, nothing. We’ve identified the murderer, that’s all. And as always, instead of making me happy, it just leaves a void inside me.”
Don Pierino closed the book and, after folding his glasses, he put them away in a pocket in his tunic.
“Talk to me about it, Commissario. Tell me everything.”
And Ricciardi told him. In the acrid scent of incense, as the shadows grew longer and the church remained dark, clustered around its candles, as the noises from the street grew muffled and the evening grew late, Ricciardi talked. And he told him about Sofia’s madness, Mario’s desperate love, Andrea’s infinite sadness; but also about the desolate and illicit love affair between Ettore and Achille, the loneliness of the Duke of Camparino, the bovine devotion that his housekeeper felt for him. And without realizing it, he found himself talking about himself as well, about the evening he spent with Livia and the four Fascists; his jealousy, his discovery of the infected egotism of his solitude. He also talked about Enrica, and what an endless distance five yards can be, when it is the distance separating his window from hers. And how much he missed watching her embroider.
He couldn’t believe his own ears as he listened to himself tell a priest, almost a perfect stranger, about the abyss in his soul. He stopped just short of the brink, before he told the man about the dead people who infested his solitary existence.