"Except it needs much too long."
"Too long, too long—God in Heaven, liyo,it needsnothing but that we ride quietly, carefully, that we arrive in our own good time and disturb no one. I thought we had agreed."
"He named a name," Morgaine said.
"What, he? Chei? What name?"
"Skarrin, in Mante. This lord in the north."
His heart clenched up. "Someone you know?"
"Only an old name. We may be in great danger, Vanye. We may be in very great danger."
For a moment there was only the sound of the wind in the leaves.
"Of what sort?" he asked. "Who?"
"In the north," she said. "I am not certain, mind. It is only a very old name—and this northlord may be an old man, veryold, does thee mark me. And once he knows his danger, there are measures he might take which could trap us here. Does thee understand me?"
"Who is he?"
"I do not know who he is. I know whathe is. Or I guess. And if I bind this man by oaths and any promise I can take from him—I do not loose him near that gate behind us, does thee understand? From Morund I might gain something. From Morund I might draw this northlord south, out of reach of his own gate. But thee may be right—there is the chance too that this Gault is mad, and that there is no dealing with him."
"With a man who feeds his enemies to wolves?"
"With a devil,there is dealing—sometimes far easier than with an honest man. And by everything Chei has told us, there are Men enough among the qhal and not the other way about, so we need not worry for thy sake. But thee says trust this Man, and trust ourselves to his folk—"
"I did not say that!"
"What does thee say? Leave him? Kill him? Is that what thee is asking? Or ride on with him? We are too far into this to camp, and if this lord Gault finds us skulking about without his leave, that brings us to a fight or to Morund-gate, under worse terms."
Vanye raked his hair out of his eyes, where it fell forward of the braid, and raked it back again, resting his elbows on his knees.
In Andur-Kursh, Men would shoot a qhal on sight.
"Has Chei ever heard my other name? Did you by any chance tell it to him?"
"I do not know," he said, dismayed. "The one the Shiua used?" And when she nodded: "I do not know. I think not. I am not sure. I did not know—"
"Do not speak it. Ever. And do not ask me now."
He glanced at Chei, who stared at him and at her as his only hope of safety—his life, Chei surely sensed hung in the balance in this dispute he could not follow. It was a sensible man, Vanye thought, whose eyes followed all their moves, but who had the sense to hold his peace. "He is surely wondering what we say—Heaven knows what he understands of us—but in God's good mercy, liyo—"
She rose and walked back to Chei; and he rose and followed.
"Can you walk?" Morgaine asked in the qhalur tongue, looking to Chei. "Do you think you can walk through the night?"
"Yes," Chei said.
"He is telling you anything he thinks he must," Vanye said in the other. "He fears you. He fears to refuse any qhal, that is the trouble with him. Let him ride and I will walk, and let us go the trails he says he knows, quietly as we may. That is my advice. That is all the advice I have. Quickly and quietly, and without bruising a leaf. It is Menhere I had rather trust. And you know that it is not my human blood makes me say it: I had no such feeling in the arrhend, and you well know it."
"My conscience," she named him. "And has thee forgotten—it is a world's honest men who will always fight us. I dread them, Vanye, I do dread them, more than the Gaults and all the rest."
"Not here," he said with conviction. "Not here, liyo.Nor, let me remind you, in my land, where you found me."
"Ah, no. Thee saw only the end of it. In Andur-Kursh I did my very worst. And most I killed were my friends." It was rare she would speak of that. There was a sudden bleakness in her face, as if it were carved of bone, and as if there were only the qhal-blood in her and nothing else. "But thee says it: this is not Andur-Kursh. Thee trusts this man, and I had rather be where I know what a man stands to gain—have I not said I have no virtue? But so be it. I do not say I have always been right, either. We will go his way."
He was frightened then, with a fear not unlike the moments before battle.
The north, she had said—an oldenemy. And he argued against her instincts which had saved them a hundred times over, however unlikely her choices.
Heaven save them, whoin this land could know her name, when they had never passed this way in their lives, nor had aught to do with the people of it?
"We are going on," he said to Chei, who looked at them with bewilderment. "I will walk. You ride. My liege thinks it too much risk to venture Morund for a horse."
There was still the bewilderment in Chei's eyes. And gratitude. "She is right," he said, in innocence.
He did not want to take it for omen.
He went up to the ridge and fetched the horses down. He saddled them, and arranged their gear.
"Get up," he said then to Chei, who waited, no more enlightened than before. "I am leading the horse. From time to time we will trade places."
"And hereafter," Morgaine said, touching Chei on the shoulder before he could get to the saddle, "should we meet anyone, if you have heard any other name than Morgaine and Vanye—consider your own safety and forget that ever you heard it: there are those who would do worse to you than ever Gault did, to have their hands on anyone who knew different—and you could not tell them what they would want. Do not ask me questions. For your own sake."
"Lady," Chei said to her, half-whispering. He looked straight into her eyes close at hand, and his face was pale. "Aye, lady."
Vanye walked, the qhal-witch rode, when they had come down the streamside and found that trail Chei knew—that narrow track the fey-minded deer and determined borderers took which ended, often with like result, on Gault's land.
Chei watched them from his vantage—the qhalur witch, the man who deferred to her at most times and argued with her with a reckless violence that made his gut tighten instinctively; a man knew, a Man knew lifelong, that the qhal-lords were not patient of such familiarity—or Vanye himself had deceived him, and was not human. But he could not believe that when he looked in Vanye's brown and often-worried eyes, or when Vanye would do him some small and unnecessary kindness or take his side—he knew that Vanye had done that—in argument.
Whatthese two were to each other he still could not decide. He had watched all their movements, the gestures, the little instants that an expression would soften, or she would touch his arm at times when she gave an order—but never did he touch her in that same way or truly bid her anything, for all he might raise his voice and dispute her.
They are lovers, he thought sometimes. Then he was equally sure that they were not—not, in the way the man deferred to her: my lady,Vanye would say; or my liege,or a third word he did not understand, but which likely signified the same.