Now, at thirty, she was in the best shape of her life-tanned and solid.
Her psyche, too, had responded to the peaceful magic of the Caribbean.
And in part at Scott's urging, she had sent off a couple of inquiry letters to graduate schools in the States.
But now, all her plans were on hold. After years of neatly weekly postcards and at least once-a-month calls from her brother, more than six weeks had passed without a word from him. She had waited to act, perhaps longer than she should have; she reasoned that his globe-hopping job, setting up communications networks for a company in Virginia, could well have sent him to some inaccessible place. But now that April 3 had come and gone, and Delta had assured her that Scott had not canceled his longstanding reservation for the Caribbean on that April date, there was no way she could remain passive.
Her isolation on Little Cayman had been selfimposed. But a byproduct of that exile, of her commitment to learning who Laura Enders was before allowing herself to choose another career or to fall in love again, was that Scott was all she had.
He was twenty-two and she fourteen, when a kid, high on pills and beer, had jumped a median strip and snuffed out the lives of their parents.
Until that day, she and her brother had never formed any real bond or friendship. Nevertheless, Scott had refused the offer of distant cousins to have her move to Kansas City and had instead taken a hardship discharge from the Special Forces and returned home. The next eight years of his LIFE, including Laura's four years at the university, had been focused on her.
An accident… a prolonged vacation in some out of-the way spot… a romance… a screw-up in the mails… For perhaps the hundredth time Laura ticked through possible explanations for Scott's failure to contact her. None of them eased her foreboding.
It had been more than five months since his last vacation on Little Cayman, and it was on the final afternoon of that visit that they had made arrangements for his April 3 return. Then they had taken the club's small skiff and motored around Southwest Point to dive the sheer coral wall at Bloody Bay. The images from that day were still as clear in Laura's mind as the water in which they dived. It was a double-tank, decompression dive to 120 feet. The day was sparkling and warm, the visibility 200 feet or more. A pair of enormous eagle rays had glided by, near enough to be stroked. Soon after, a dozen or more curious dolphins knifed past and then returned again and again, tumbling and spinning through the crystal sea. It was as close to a perfect dive as Laura ever expected to have.
The next morning Scott had flown back home to D.C. And soon after, his usual weekly postcards began arriving-this time from Boston. … Ladies and gentlemen, the captain has turned on the fasten seat belt sign in preparation for our landing at Dulles International Airport. Please be sure that all carry-on baggage is securely stowed beneath your seat or in an overhead compartment, that your tray tables are locked, and that your seatbacks are in their full upright position…
The businessman who had spent the first half hour of the flight trying to impress Laura with his attainments smiled over at her from the aisle seat and winked. Laura managed a thin smile and nod in return. During three years of working at a resort, she had been forced to hone her skills" at being open and friendly to men without encouraging them in the least. But this day she was far too worried to be cordial.
Despite their frequent contact, she realized now that Scott had shared surprisingly little of his life with her. He knew movies and music, played chess well enough to beat her without paying much attention, and read voraciously in a number of areas. He occasionally spoke of royalty he had dealt with in various countries, but had a self-effacing way about him that warned against being impressed by anything he said or did. He was a whiz with computers or so he had said.
And except for a brief stab at marriage, he had apparently lived a life as solitary as her own.
He had a post office box in D.C. and a phone number that invariably was picked up by an answering service. Laura would not even have known the name of the company he worked for-Communistics International, someplace in Virginia-had he not mentioned it once in passing.
As the 727 glided over the runway, Laura felt a knot of apprehension tighten in her gut. There was so little for her to go on.
Almost certainly she was overreacting. Scott had probably left Boston weeks before, and was now on the Riviera, sipping cappuccino with a beautiful model. Maybe she should just take the return flight to Cayman and wait things out for another month or so. Make some more calls.
But in truth Laura knew there would be no turning back, and no calls. As it was, she had had to beg the operator to search harder for the number of a company called Communigistics, in Virginia, before the woman finally came up with one in the town of Laurel. Laura's call was routed to the person in charge of personnel, who was far less helpful, denying that anyone named Enders had ever worked there. In fact, when Laura pressed matters the woman had actually become rude, and finally as much as hung up on her.
Laura had tried a second time, and a third, but her attempts to be connected with someone other than the personnel director were stonewalled. Now, she decided, Communigistics International would find her someone else to talk with, or deal with an all-night sitin at their offices.
The cab ride to Laurel cost sixty dollars, ten of which was spent trying to find Communigistics. After stopping twice'for directions, the cabbie at last turned into an industrial park, drove past several nondescript gray marble buildings, and pulled to a stop before one that was indistinguishable from the others except for the number 300 on a small sign in front. Then he offered to wait.
"I may be a while," Laura said.
"I got a meter."
"Okay," she said. "Here's twenty. If that gets used up, it's okay for you to take off."
A week's budget just for cabfare. Laura could see that some of her perspectives were about to undergo a change. The world beyond Little Cayman clearly viewed money differently than she did.
Even though the woman in the Communigistics personnel office had denied that Scott worked there, Laura felt certain of what he had told her. It seemed strange now, entering Scott's world without his knowing-it was like looking through his closet. She crossed the sterile foyer to the directory of offices.
Communigistics was on the fourth floor. She tried to imagine her brother dressed in a suit and tie, carrying a briefcase through the brass-rimmed doors and across to the bank of elevators. The image did not fit with the easygoing, independent man who dived with her on Little Cayman, and who cared so much about natural beauty and the nature of things. It was easier to imagine Scott as a professor someplace, or perhaps a foreign correspondent.
Communigistics International occupied the entire floor. A trim receptionist was typing behind a huge, solid-front desk with the name of the company emblazoned in gold across it.
"I'm looking for my brother," Laura began. "I don't know what department he works in, but his name'sEnders. Scott Enders."
The woman checked her directory.
"I'm sorry," she said, "but I don't have anyone listed here by that name."
"And you don't know him?"
"No, I'm afraid I don't."
Laura fished in her purse and brought out a photograph. It was a picture the club manager had taken of Laura and her brother, dressed in wet suits, getting ready to dive the wall at Bloody Bay.
"This is Scott," she said. "It's about five months old." The woman shrugged and smiled politely.
"How long have you worked here?" Laura asked.
"A year. Longer now."
"And you've never seen this man?"
"I'M sorry."
"This is crazy. -I know he works here. He… he's on the road a lot.