Steven revisited his earlier fear that this cellar would be his tomb and found little comfort in being proved right. He did however, see the irony of a British tomb having tea-making equipment in it whereas an Egyptian one would have provided a more expansive spread for the journey into the afterlife. Another explosion and the sound of fire taking hold told him that his own journey must be imminent.
Although his stomach was knotted with fear, Steven took out the notebook that he’d noted down the registration number of Merton’s car in and tore out a clean page in order to write a last note to Jenny. By the orange glow that was coming in from outside, he addressed the note to Miss Jenny Dunbar at Sue and Peter’s address in Glenvane. In it he told her that he loved her very much and hoped that in time she would forgive him for not being there for her but he felt sure that she would grow up into a young lady that her Daddy and Mummy would be very proud of.
With tears mingling with the sweat and blood on his face, Steven looked around for something to put the note in, something that would protect it from the fire and allow it to survive to be found one day by someone who would deliver it. His eyes fell on the tea caddy and he lurched across the floor to empty out the tea, which had long ago turned to dust. He put the note inside and replaced the lid but then realised that the tin was so flimsy that it probably wouldn’t be up to the job. Supporting himself with a hand against the wall, he moved unsteadily around the cellar looking for some safe place to put it. The temperature seemed to be rising by the second. He stumbled when the floor beneath him seemed to give way then found that he was standing on bare earth. The flagstones under the window weren’t extra stones. They were part of the floor that had been lifted.
A fantasy of being able to tunnel his way out quickly gave way to cold reality. Even though there was an old spade in the corner, he would have to dig down at least six feet and then out for three before coming up for six again but at least he could bury the tin in the earth here. He knelt down and started scooping earth away with his bare hands as sweat dripped from his face into the hole. To his surprise he found that the earth was quite soft and he made good progress until he hit something that at first he thought was a flexible pipe. He gripped it and pulled hard until it seemed to come away at one end. It wasn’t a pipe. It was soft and it had a hand on the end of it.
Steven recoiled in horror as he realised that he was in the process of unearthing a body lying in a shallow grave. Some of the flesh had come away in his hand when he had pulled the arm and he scraped his palm against the wall in an effort to free himself from the horror of it. Although badly decaying, he could see that the hand was a woman’s. It was small and slim and still had two rings on it. He realised now what Merton had meant by ‘joining the ladies’. This must be where the bodies of the snuff film girls had been buried.
Steven pushed the arm back down into the hole in the earth, feeling more of the rotting flesh peel away as he did so and having to fight the bones of the girl’s hand that seemed to have other ideas about being buried again. Finally he placed the tea caddy in the hole and scooped earth on top. He tamped the surface down with his knees and then crawled to the opposite corner of the room where he threw up until his stomach was empty. The flow of sweat from his brow was stinging the open wound in his head and the pain inside it was reaching crescendo pitch as he retched and blinked back tears of anger, fear and frustration.
Another wave of heat followed in the wake of yet another explosion and the air inside the cellar momentarily became too hot to breathe. Steven looked to the side to avoid the bright orange glare at the window and his gaze fell on the old sacks. The bright light had made the contents label on one of them just legible: it contained sodium chlorate.
Three thoughts came to him in rapid succession. One, sodium chlorate was a very effective weed killer; two, it was a very strong oxidising agent that made any fire infinitely worse by feeding the flames pure oxygen and three, it could be explosive when mixed with certain other compounds. One of these compounds was sugar…
Steven’s heart missed a beat as he looked at the bag sitting on the bench. He might well be deluding himself but he believed that he had the makings of an elementary bomb. He grabbed at the sugar bag and found that the contents had congealed into a solid lump. He slammed it repeatedly down on the bench to break the lump and then ground the smaller lumps feverishly with the heel of his hand until it looked more like granular sugar. He had to keep clearing the sweat from his eyes, trying at the same time to avoid it falling into the sugar. When he had generated a respectable pile, he tore at the sodium chlorate sack to get at its contents, praying that it was old enough to have avoided the modern requirement for a fire retardant to be added to it.
What he needed now was some kind of hollow pipe in which to confine the explosive mix otherwise it would just flare up and he would have constructed an incendiary device. Talk about coals to Newcastle… He also needed to decide what he going to do with his bomb. The walls and door were so thick that any blast big enough to breach them would almost certainly kill him… but that might be preferable to being burnt alive, he concluded. He would at least go down fighting.
Steven could not find any hollow pipe or tubing. He was almost at his wits end when he saw the possibility that a hollow tined garden fork held. The tines on the end were in effect hollow metal tubes although they were very small compared to what he had in mind. But he suddenly saw that being that size meant that he could insert one of them into the keyhole on the door!
The temperature in the cellar was now almost unbearable but he set to work with a vengeance, twisting and bending one of the tines until it finally gave way. He closed off one end of it by hammering it flat with the edge of the old spade and then bending it over the edge of the bench to form a seal. He mixed sodium chlorate and sugar in an approximate 2:1 ratio and packed it tightly into the tube by pushing it down with the blunt end of his biro pen until it was full.
He had to take more care with the sealing of this end. He couldn’t hammer it for fear of creating a spark, which could easily result in his arm being blown off. He put the tube on the floor and used his right foot to press the blade of the spade down on its end, slowly directing all his weight down on to it until it closed.
There was one more thing to do. He had to create a small hole in the side of the tube in order to ignite the device. He didn’t have his rucksack with him in the cellar — Merton must have taken that away — but he hadn’t bothered to empty his pockets so he still had his Swiss army knife. He used the spike to work a small hole in the side of the tube, nearer to one end than the other so that he could still see it once it was in position in the keyhole. He moved the spike very slowly when he felt it was just about to penetrate the metal and suddenly it was through.
It was done. He was holding his one chance at life in the hollow if his hand but there was little time to ponder that. He knelt down in front of the door and slid the tube into the keyhole, turning it so that he could just see the hole in its side. What he needed now was a spark and that was easier said than done, despite the world outside the door being full of crackling fire and flame. He needed a spark right next to the tiny hole in the side of the tube.
Steven took off his shirt and ripped it into shreds. He fashioned some of the pieces into a long cord-like strand, which would reach from the keyhole down to the floor and then rubbed sodium chlorate into it before pushing one end lightly into the keyhole. He laid a trail of sodium chlorate, starting where the cord touched the floor and stretching across the floor into the far corner of the cellar. He knelt down and repeatedly struck the blade of the spade against the stone flagging until the rust and corrosion on the end of it was ground away to expose bright metal. The blows now created a small shower of sparks every time that metal hit stone.