Jamie folded the letter carefully. He had read the letter several times and had memorized it all.
Sitting by his fire, he cooked his supper and then rolled up in his blanket. His mind was made up. He was going back and speaking to Hannah. She had been his friend and deserved some happiness. And maybe he’d just settle some old scores with the Jackson family while he was at it.
Seven
Jamie just about scared the Swede out of his boots when the door was opened and there stood Jamie. There was a confused look on his face, for Jamie had cut his long hair. Then the big man recognized him, hollered one, grabbed him in a bear hug, and hauled him inside the snug cabin.
“Swede, you’re crushing me! Put me down, you ox!”
“Jamie!” Swede said. “It’s so good to see you. But you are taking a terrible chance, lad!”
“Sit down, Swede. I want to talk to you,” Jamie said, sitting down at the rough kitchen table. The Swede first poured them coffee and then sat down, his face serious. “Pack it up, Swede. Sam will buy your land at a fair price. You get Hannah and head for Illinois. I’ve talked to people and they said the land there was fine. The soil so rich and black it’ll grow nearly anything. I — ”
“But Hannah won’t even talk to me, Jamie!” the big man said with nearly a sob. “Not since the... trouble.”
“I’m going to her cabin as soon as I leave here, Swede. I can talk some sense into her. She’ll listen to me. Swede, you have to know this: she was the wife of a Shawnee.”
The man smiled. “I guessed that, Jamie. It makes no difference to me. None of that matters. What matters is here and now, lad.” He sobered for a few seconds. “You’re heavily armed, Jamie.”
“I’m an outlaw, Swede. A young desperado who is wanted for murder. I have a price on my head.”
Swede nodded his head. “And Sam’s place is watched all the time, Jamie. Don’t go there.”
“I must. I have to say goodbye when all that I have returned to do is done.”
“You’re going to kill John Jackson and his son.” It was not a question.
Jamie nodded. “And then I am taking Kate and we are heading west. We probably will never see you and Hannah again, Swede.”
“Damn! but it’s a sorry time. Lad, if you run off with Kate, her father and brothers will pursue you both to the ends of the earth.”
“Let them. I’m taking Kate and leaving.”
“Jamie, think about this. You’ve killed one man... let it alone, lad. Just take your loved one and leave.”
Jamie smiled. “Swede, you are the biggest, strongest, yet the gentlest of men. You couldn’t harm anything. It even upsets you to have to kill game for food. Yet, I can understand that. And I know this too: Hannah must be avenged. And I can do that.” He stood up. “After I am gone, you and Hannah leave. Make a fresh start. Will you promise me that?”
“If you can bring my Hannah back to me, Jamie, I will promise to move Heaven and Earth for you... and do it.”
After Jamie had left the cabin, Swede sat for a time. “That’s a boy?” he questioned the silence. “No. He left his boyhood back at that damnable Shawnee town. He became a man at age seven.”
* * *
Kate almost fainted when she opened the shutters to her bedroom and saw Jamie. “No time for anything but this, Kate,” he said. “Start packing a few things, including blankets. But just enough to get by. I’ve left a packet of food by the hollow tree. When the house is quiet, you go there this night and wait for me. I have things to do that are dark and suited for the night. It might be noon tomorrow before I can meet you there. But the place is safe and no one will find you there. When I do come, I will have a mount for you with a proper saddle for a lady.” He leaned in and kissed her lips. “I’ll see you at the tree, Kate. And then we’ll be rid of this damnable place forever.”
Jamie was gone in the night. Kate closed the shutters and smiled. Then she set about packing a few things.
* * *
The guard who was assigned to guard the Montgomery house never knew what hit him and laid him out cold on the ground. But what hit him was the butt of one of Jamie’s pistols. Jamie hog-tied the man — he knew him as a thug and ne’er-do-well who would do anything for money — and left him trussed up tight. Jamie had circled the house twice, and knew there was only this one guard. He boldly walked in the back door and called out his presence.
Sarah threw her arms around him and Sam shook his head. “You’ve grown some in the months, Jamie. And you’ve a hard look in your eyes. Sit down, lad, and have some food and drink.”
“I would like that, for I’ve eaten little this day.” Over food, Jamie said, “I want the gelding for Kate. The bay.”
“Take him. He’s yours. And take the saddle, too. Jamie, I’ve a poke of money for you. It’s enough to last you several years if you’re careful. What else is on your mind?”
Jamie lifted eyes that were a cold and bright hard blue. “You don’t want to know, Sam. Leave it at that.”
“All right, Jamie. Jamie! The guard outside... ?”
“Will not be moving for several hours. I didn’t kill him because I want no harm to come to either of you.”
Sam waved that aside. “No harm will come to us, Jamie. We’ve formed our own militia here in New Town and are left strictly alone. We outnumber those in old town. And they are mightily afraid of us. But that will do you no good, for the warrant against you came after a true bill.”
“I’m not worried about that, Sam. For when I leave here this night, I will not be heard from or seen again in this area.” Jamie explained what he wanted Sam to do, and the man instantly agreed.
“You’ve seen Hannah? We have not been able to convince her that the Swede doesn’t care what happened. He just loves her.”
“I just left her cabin. I managed to get through to her. She’ll be leaving with the Swede.”
Sarah put her hand over his. “Oh, Jamie. Where did your childhood go? You’re shouldering a terrible burden to be so young.”
“I guess I’m like the eagle, Sarah. I am what I am and can no more change than the eagle.”
“I’ll fix you enough food to last several days, and we’ve had your buckskins and other clothes packed ever since you left.” She rose from the table and busied herself so Jamie would not see the tears in her eyes.
Sam left the room and returned with a small leather sack. He placed it on the table. “With care this should last you for quite some time, Jamie. Take it with our love and blessing. Why don’t you go up to your room for one last time and change into your buckskins.”
Viewing his old room was hard, for Jamie knew he would never see it, or Sam and Sarah, again. He was not yet out of his teen years and was starting over — again. For the first time in years, he fought back tears. He stepped out of the bedroom and closed the door behind him, forever sealing off another part of his life. When Jamie came back to the kitchen, Sarah had composed herself and a packet of food was on the table.
“I’ve saddled the horse for Kate,” Sam said. “Both of you go with our blessings, Jamie. And Godspeed.”
Sarah kissed him and then fled from the room, her apron to her face, no longer able to control her tears. Sam stuck out his hand and Jamie took it.
“Goodbye, Jamie Ian MacCallister. Man Who Is Not Afraid.”
“Goodbye, sir. And... thank you and Sarah for everything.”