He stared at her for several seconds, not moving, just watching her, as though he couldn’t understand, even now, why she came. And then, so quiet, he said, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry it all happened to you, but you gotta understand. I didn’t do it.”
This time it was her turn to stare. How could he still deny it? “Don’t tell me you’re sorry. You contacted the Innocence Project.”
“You one crazy bitch, you know that? You give that speech to them? That why they turning me down?”
“They’re turning you down?” Elation swept through her. He wasn’t getting out.
Wheeler made a scoffing sound. “That why you coming ’round here now, when they’re about to do me? Go fuck yourself.”
She leaned against the door, eyeing him as though it mattered little whether he talked or not. “I want the truth.” “The truth ain’t never changed. Yeah, I was there that night, but why the fuck I wanna kill the guy when he giving me money? I told ’em it had to be the guy sitting in the car when I got there. That officer did one of those pictures of the driver from my description. They find that guy, they got a killer. He the one set me up, no doubt in my mind.” A setup. How original. And the picture of the killer he was referring to had been an Identikit picture, plastic overlays, a technique that often produced terrible results. It hadn’t been an actual sketch-not that anyone ever believed there had been another person there. His story had too many holes in it. “Then how did you get those burns? Those scars on your hands?”
“I didn’t touch him,” he said, avoiding the question entirely, just as he’d done when he’d been arrested. “How many times I gotta tell everyone that? I liked him.”
“You liked him?” She slammed her palms on either side of his cuffed, scarred hands, pinning her gaze on him. Her father should have been sitting on his fishing boat down in Baja. That had always been his dream, even before he was forced into early retirement as a civilian contract employee from that stupid accident, building some set for a recruiting poster he was photographing. Part of her wanted to blame someone, anyone, for that accident, because if not for that, he’d still be snapping photos, he’d never have opened the pizza parlor, and never been there that night.
She held Wheeler’s gaze a moment longer, then straightened, moved back to the door, assumed her couldn’t-give-ashit-persona. “I don’t believe you.”
“Fuckin’ believe what you want. It’s the truth.”
“Why, then?” she asked, meaning, Why did he kill him if he liked him?
“ ’Cause he was helping me get a job, go straight,” he said, misunderstanding. “My old man, he was in the army, got killed, and Kev, he said he knew what it was like, so he was gonna help me. Clean me up, got my name from his church, you know? Clean eight weeks. I had a kid, a baby. That’s the only reason I was there.”
She wasn’t moved. That had always been his claim, that her father had befriended him, was trying to help him go straight, a claim that the prosecution disputed. Their contention was that Wheeler had made up the phony relationship, the tenuous military connection, to cover for his being in the pizza parlor, and to come up with this “lent me the money” defense that he’d used to explain his print on the cash register.
His defense attorney had never been able to locate the supposed church charity that was allegedly responsible for hooking up Sydney’s father with Wheeler. In fact, her father didn’t even attend church, and no one ever recalled seeing Wheeler at the pizza parlor before that night. “What time did you get there?”
He shrugged. “Late is all I remember. Place was empty. He was walking out of the back office when I got there.”
She tried to reconcile her thoughts to Wheeler’s claim that her father had just left the office when Wheeler said he’d walked in. She’d been in the office, asleep, which meant her father had just left her. This was it. The last moments… “And then what happened?”
Wheeler shifted. “Told him I came by just like he told me. To get the money.”
“He told you to come by?” For someone who’d had twenty years to think up a good story, he wasn’t coming up with anything innovative.
“Yeah. Said he ain’t giving me nothing unless he see my face, wanna make sure I ain’t working my game, make sure I ain’t high, before he give me the green, you know? Gonna help me out.”
“But you robbed him.”
“No!” He struck his manacled hands on the table, and she started at the sound of metal hitting metal. The guard peeked in the window, checked on her, but she ignored him, intent on Wheeler’s statement.
“ He told me to take the money.”
“From the cash register? That was where your print was found and identified.”
He hesitated. “Wasn’t enough, just some change was all he had in some little flowered can he kept under the counter. Got ‘raided,’ he said, joking like, you know? I needed more. Kev told me to get it out of the register.”
And suddenly everything she’d believed these past twenty years started to unravel. Raided had been one of her father’s favorite words pertaining to her and her habit of dipping into that small metal canister for video game money. And on that particular night, she’d nearly emptied the thing. With that thought came another, more frightening question: Would her father still be alive if she hadn’t taken the money?
Her parents kept that canister beneath the counter, throwing odd tip money in it. There was usually no more than twenty-five or thirty dollars within, if that, a petty cash fund for whatever might come up. Sometimes that whatever was her wanting quarters to play the video games in the back room of the restaurant. Sometimes it was her father’s pet projects, anything from handing out money to the Girl
Scouts selling cookies, or even a homeless person digging through a Dumpster.
Or, possibly, a drug addict, needing money for a job…? “Why didn’t you mention this canister with the money when you were arrested?”
“They was already saying I stole money. I ain’t never touched the can. He did. But he sent me to the register, just like I told the cops.”
“Why would he send you to the register?”
“ ’Cause he already put the money in the safe. But he tells me he got a double-saw in the cash register. Says it’s always there after he close out. Underneath, you know?” Sydney told herself that this could all be coincidence, that he was simply a con, good at his game-something he’d had two decades to perfect. Knowing why there was a twenty under the till after closing was not something that appeared in the police reports. “You didn’t think that important enough to mention?”
“Have your ass dragged to the joint on a life jolt, see what you remember. Me, I been meditating ’bout it twenty years, you know? All they cared about was finding my print on the register, and the moment that happened, I was guilty. So I quit talking.”
And she wondered if it would’ve made a difference. She doubted her mother would’ve said something, even if she’d had the presence of mind to think clearly at the time, because what cop would think such a trivial detail was important enough to ask about? Leaving a twenty beneath the till was something her father did-at her mother’s request.
She’d said if the place was ever burglarized, it was better to give them something to steal, to keep them from looking for something else. But if Wheeler was pointing a gun at her father, he could’ve told him to take the twenty, that there was always one there after closing. That didn’t mean a thing. She started pacing again. “A twenty under the till?”
“Yeah. Told me to get it and-and I could pay him back.”
“Pay him back, when?” She glanced over.
His gaze narrowed ever so slightly as he seemed to contemplate her question, then as though he were surprised he even remembered, he said, “On Tuesday.”