Alex sighed and put his hands on his hips. “That’s what she told you to do? We can’t lose her. Do you realize what that would mean for us, for the Ophi? Connecting to her statue—her soul—is what gives us full access to our powers. It’s why the Ophi at the school have always been stronger than the others.”
“That’s not entirely true. Chase was pretty damn strong before he came to the school.”
“Yeah, but he had Hades fueling his powers, and he was the other Ophi in the prophecy. He’s a special case.” He waved his hand, dismissing the topic of Chase. I was sure he’d noticed Chase’s reaction in the palace when Hades told him to take me to Tartarus.
“Besides,” I said, shifting the focus off Chase, “Medusa said that, since her blood is in my veins, I could do the same thing for the other Ophi that she did.”
“You’d become the next Medusa.” He said it more as a statement than a question.
“Crazy, right?”
He smiled at me. “Not at all. I’ve felt your power.” Yes, he had. Some of our makeout sessions had gotten a little intense, and I’d given him some of my power. He’d loved the feeling. “Of course, I’m not sure I want you making that same kind of connection with other Ophi.”
I swore my cheeks blushed, even in my ghostly, bodiless state. “No, not like that. Nothing like that. Certain things are reserved just for you.” My mind wandered back to Matt and how Alex had seen me kiss him. “Listen, about what you saw—”
“You don’t have to say anything. He wanted to move on, right?”
“He said outliving everyone he loved would’ve been torture.”
Alex nodded. “He was probably right.” He cocked his head to the side. “He told you he wasn’t upset with you for how he died the first time, didn’t he? That’s why you kissed him while Mason released his soul.”
Alex knew me well, but apparently he knew people, too. “Yes.”
“The judges were right. You do put other people’s needs above your own. You tried to do right by him because you didn’t want him to suffer anymore. You cared about him. Loved him.”
How was he getting this out? I wasn’t even saying the words, and they were slicing through me, making me feel so guilty for loving two people at once.
“Alex, I told him I love you. I chose you.”
“I know that. Even in your human form with all those leftover feelings for Matt, you chose me in the end.”
I moved closer to him, and even though I couldn’t actually touch him, I traced the air around his face. “There was something about you from the moment we met. Even when I was scared of you, I was drawn to you. I think I always knew we were supposed to be together.”
“Then let’s get you back into your body so we can be together.”
“Okay.” I closed my eyes, focusing on my Ophi self.
“Jodi, wait!”
It was too late. I was already tuning out, but I heard Alex’s voice faintly in the background. “You can’t let Hades know…” What couldn’t he know? I couldn’t hear the rest. I was already becoming aware of new sounds. Yelling. I blinked. The judges were arguing with Hades. Chase was cowering on the floor in the corner, most likely because Hades had punished him in some way for not following orders earlier when I was sentenced to Tartarus.
No one was paying attention to my body because they thought it was virtually empty. Persephone got up from her throne and walked out of the room. I felt sorry for her. She was stuck with Hades for all eternity. She’d definitely drawn the short stick. I tried to keep very still. Alex had been trying to warn me of something. The only thing I could think of was that he didn’t want Hades to know I was going to call my human soul to me. I couldn’t do it here. Hades would see my soul, or at the very least sense it. I had to get out of the palace and to the Fields of Asphodel. But how?
My eyes searched the room. I was too scared to move any other part of my body, in fear of drawing attention to myself. Chase was staring at Hades and cringing every time Hades raised his voice. What had Hades done to him while I was gone? As much as I hated Chase, I felt bad for him now. I knew what Hades was capable of. I wiggled one finger, hoping Chase would see it, but he was too focused on Hades.
Damn it, Chase! Look at me! I wiggled my finger more, but it was useless. I kept my eyes glued on the others as I slid my right foot back a little. No one noticed, so I slid my left foot back to meet it. Chase’s head jerked in my direction. He’d seen me move. I waved my fingers slightly, motioning him over to me. His eyes widened, but he stayed on the ground. He was petrified. I hated that I needed his help, but Chase had always loved it when I needed him for anything. I hoped, if I kept insisting he move toward me, he’d finally give in.
I inched back again and gave another small wave. This time Chase moved toward me a little, but Hades’ voice boomed, rendering Chase useless again. Who would’ve thought Chase would crumple like a baby after all the terrible things he’d managed to pull off? I kept inching backward until my hand was near Chase’s shoulder. I sent a small wave of life-restoring power to him, and he straightened up under my touch. His eyes rose to meet mine. I wasn’t sure if I could trust that he’d actually help me, but I didn’t have any other options.
He stood up and took me by the arm. “Keep your stare as vacant as possible,” he whispered. “I’m going to get us out of here. Just follow my lead.” He walked me over to the palace doors.
“I don’t remember saying you could leave.” Hades slammed the doors in Chase’s face.
Chase closed his eyes and took a deep breath before turning to Hades. “I wanted to check up on Alex. I’m not sure we can trust that guy.” Of course he’d throw Alex under the bus. Even if it was a good excuse, he’d jumped at the chance to question my boyfriend.
“What about her?” Hades pointed to me. I tried to keep my eyes focused straight off into the distance, but I could see him in my peripheral vision. Part of me wanted to make eye contact with Tony or Arianna, let them know I was okay, but I was too afraid of doing anything that might screw up my plan.
“You guys seemed…busy. I didn’t want to leave her here unguarded.”
Hades wrinkled his brow as he thought for a moment. “Fine, but be quick about it.”
“Yes, sir.” Chase opened the door again and pulled me through it before Hades could get a good look at me.
I waited until we were halfway to the Fields before I said a word. “Thank you for that. I couldn’t have gotten out of there on my own.”
“I’m assuming you and Alex have a plan.” He gave me a sideways glance.
“Yeah.” I wasn’t about to tell him what the plan was. Sure, he’d helped me get out of the palace, but that didn’t mean I trusted him with information.
“You aren’t going to tell me, are you?”
“Can you really blame me? You haven’t earned a shred of my trust. You’ve been a monster to me.”
He lowered his head. “I don’t want to stay here. I’m guessing you guys are trying to find a way out. I want to come with you.”
Come with me? Was he serious? “You think helping me once is enough to make up for all you’ve done?”
“No. I know you still hate me. I guess I’m trying to appeal to your humanity.”
“Yeah, well, right now it’s at the Fields of Asphodel.”
He nodded his head, probably expecting as much. “Can’t blame me for trying.”
“I can blame you for a lot of other things, though. Like all of us being stuck here in the first place.”
“Are you saying I was your downfall?” He finally let go of my arm and shoved his hands in his pockets.