She smiled at him.
“Does Zack Malkus work here?”
“We’ve got a Zack Barboni,” she said.
Kyle felt his eyes widening slightly. When he’d been a kid, everyone had had normal names—David, Robert, John, Peter. The only Zack he’d ever heard of was the bumbling Zachary Smith on the old TV series Lost in Space. Now it seemed that every kid he ran into was a Zack or an Odin or a Wing.
“No, that’s not him,” said Kyle. “Thanks anyway.”
He continued west. Panhandlers hit him up for donations along the way; there’d been a time in his youth when panhandlers were so rare in Toronto that he could never bring himself to say no. But they’d become plentiful in downtown, although they always solicited with studied Canadian politeness. Kyle had perfected the straight-ahead Torontonian gaze: jaw set, never meeting the eyes of a beggar, but still making his head swing through a tiny arc of “no” to each request; it would be rude, after all, to completely ignore someone who was talking to you.
Toronto the Good, he thought, recalling an old advertising slogan. Although the beggars today were a mixed group, many were Native Canadians—what Kyle’s father still called “Indians.” In fact, Kyle couldn’t remember the last time he’d seen a Native Canadian anywhere except begging on a street corner, although there were doubtless still many on reservations someplace. Several years ago, he’d had a couple of Natives in one of his classes, sent there on a now-defunct government program, but he couldn’t think of a single U of T faculty member—even, ironically, in Native Studies—who was a Canadian aborigine.
Kyle continued on until he came to Bakka. The store had started on Queen West in 1972, had moved away a quarter-century later, and now was back, not far from its original location. Kyle felt sure he’d have remembered—and that Becky would have mentioned it—if Zack worked there. Still…
Painted on the shop’s plate-glass front window was the derivation of the store’s name:
Bakka: noun, myth.; in Fremen legend the weeper who mourns for all mankind.
Bakka must be working overtime these days, thought Kyle.
He entered the store and spoke to the bearded, elfin man behind the counter. But no Zack Malkus worked there, either.
Kyle continued to search. He was wearing a Tilley safari shirt and blue jeans—not much different from what he wore while teaching.
The next store was about a block farther along, on the south side of the street. Kyle waited for a red-and-white streetcar—recently converted to maglev travel—to hum quietly past, then made his way across.
This store was much more upscale than Bakka; someone had recently put a lot of money into renovating the old brownstone building that housed it, and the stone facade had been sand-blasted clean; most people drove skimmers these days, but many of the buildings still carried the grime of decades of automobile exhaust.
A chime sounded as Kyle entered. A dozen or so patrons were in the shop. Perhaps in response to the chime, a clerk appeared from behind a dark wooden bookcase.
It was Zack.
“Mis—Mister Graves,” he said.
“Hello, Zack.”
“What are you doing here?” He said it with venom, as if any reference to Kyle was distasteful.
“I need to talk to you.”
Dismissively: “I’m working.”
“I can see that. When’s your break?”
“Not until noon.”
Kyle did not look at his watch. “I’ll wait.”
“But—”
“I have to talk to you, Zack. You owe me that much.”
The boy pursed his lips, thinking. Then he nodded.
Kyle did wait. Normally he liked browsing in bookshops—especially the kind with real paper volumes—but he was too nervous to concentrate today. He spent some time looking at an old copy of Colombo’s Canadian Quotations, reading what people had said about family life. Colombo contended that the most famous Canadian quotation of all was McLuhan’s “The medium is the message.” That was likely true, but one that was uttered more frequently, even if it wasn’t uniquely Canadian, was “My children hate me.”
There was still some time to kill. Kyle left the store. Next door was a poster shop. He went in and looked around; it was decorated all in chrome and black enamel. There were lots of Robert Bateman wildlife paintings. Some Group of Seven stuff. A series of prints by Jean-Pierre Normand. Photo portraits of current pop-music stars. Old movie posters—from Citizen Kane to The Fall of the Jedi. Hundreds of holoposters of landscapes and spacescapes and seascapes.
And Dali—Kyle had always liked Dali. There was “Persistence of Memory”—the one with the melting watches. And “The Sacrament of the Last Supper.” And—
Say, that one would be great for his students. “Christus Hypercubus.” It had been years since he’d seen it anywhere, and it sure would liven up the lab.
He’d doubtless take some flak for hanging a picture with religious overtones, but what the heck. Kyle found the slot that had rolled-up copies of the poster in it and took one up to the cashier, a small Eastern European man.
“Thirty-five ninety-five,” said the clerk. “Plus plus plus.” Plus PST, GST, and NST—Canadians were the most taxed people in the world.
Kyle handed over his SmartCash card. The clerk placed it in the reader, and the total was deleted from the chip on the card. The clerk then wrapped a small bag around the poster tube and handed it to Kyle.
Kyle headed back to the bookstore. A few minutes later, Zack’s break came.
“Is there somewhere we can talk?” asked Kyle.
Zack looked as though he was still very reluctant, but after a moment he said, “The office?” Kyle nodded, and Zack led him into the back room, which seemed to be more a storage facility than anything that might justly be termed an office. Zack closed the door behind them. Rickety bookcases and two beat-up wooden desks filled the space. No money had been spent upgrading this part of the store; outward appearances were everything.
Zack offered Kyle the single chair, but Kyle shook his head. Zack sat down. Kyle leaned against a bookcase, which shifted slightly. He backed off, not wanting it to come toppling down on him; he’d had enough of that lately.
“Zack, I love Becky,” said Kyle.
“No one,” said Zack firmly, “who loved her could do what you did.” He hesitated for a moment, as if wondering whether to push his luck. But then, with the righteousness of the young, he added, “You sick bastard.”
Kyle felt like hauling back and hitting the kid. “I didn’t do anything. I’d never hurt her.”
“You did hurt her. She can’t…”
“What?”
“Nothing.”
But Kyle had learned a lesson or two from Cheetah. “Tell me.”
Zack seemed to consider, then, finally, he just blurted it out. “She can’t even have sex anymore.”
Kyle felt his heart jump. Of course Becky was sexually active; she was nineteen, for Pete’s sake. Still, although he’d suspected it, he didn’t like hearing about it.
“I never touched her inappropriately. Never.”
“She wouldn’t like me talking to you.”
“Damn it, Zack, my family is being torn apart. I need your help.”
Sneering now: “That’s not what you said Thursday night. You said it was a family matter. You said I had no place there.”