Journey made gurgling noises from her spot on the floor. She was on her back now, both feet in her mouth.
Ian shook his head, laughing at the baby, while he leaned in for one more kiss from his bride.
“I love you, Ian,” Sparrow said against his lips. She leaned back and suddenly turned serious. “I’m so happy it terrifies me.”
He frowned and put his hands on either side of her face. “Why? What do you mean?”
“Life is so up and down, I think I … I just can’t imagine us getting away with being this happy forever.”
He leaned his forehead against hers. “We’ve already gone through hell, baby. It’s time for us to enjoy this heaven.” His fingers traced down her neck, to the especially outstanding cleavage she had since having the baby. He pressed a kiss there, between her breasts and wanted to stay there forever.
“I am definitely enjoying this heaven,” she said, her voice breathy.
“Woman, you can’t do that sexy voice and then stop me from making love to my wife,” Ian said, his own voice raspy. “God, my need for you never stops…” He reluctantly lifted his head and looked at her through a lust haze. She stared at him with the same craving. He twitched in her hands, and she gripped him harder, making him crazy.
He looked at the baby, still happy with her feet, and shifted Sparrow to the wall in the hallway, just out of Journey’s eyesight.
“Shhh,” he whispered, putting a finger to Sparrow’s lips. She nodded.
He had his jeans open and her underwear shifted to the side in a blink, not wasting a second this time before pushing all the way inside. They’d learned to steal their moments when they could. He knew she was beyond ready, by the way she was breathing. She wrapped her legs around him and rolled her hips, her urgency letting him know she didn’t want to go slow either. Their eyes stayed focused on each other, as his hands gripped her thighs and he slammed into her again and again and again, until he felt lightheaded. He didn’t let up. Her eyes were glazed in that way they got before she lost her mind. He fucking loved it when she lost her mind on him. She began whimpering when she was close and it was his undoing. His tongue dove into her mouth, claiming her moans. He pumped everything he had into her and she cried out into his mouth as she pulsed around him.
“Dadadada,” Journey sang in the living room.
He let out a shuddering breath and kissed Sparrow’s forehead.
“I’ll be right there, Pumpkin,” he rasped. “I’m in your mom right now. One sec.” He lowered Sparrow to the ground.
Sparrow swatted him on the shoulder, hard.
“Ow! Baby! What?” He slowly pulled out of her and pulled her skirt down before tucking himself back in his pants.
“Behave!”
Her eyes were fiery, but he knew she was far from mad. This was how his girl looked when she was satisfied.
He eyed at her smugly. “Really? Pretty sure you’d be disappointed if I ever behaved…”
Sparrow mentioned she’d already made the lemon caper sauce for his favorite chicken dish, so he went with plan B. He’d wanted to take her out to eat and then show her the surprise he’d been hiding for too long now, but that’s the trouble with surprises—they’re hard to pull off when you’re working alone. He put Journey on his shoulders and set the table while Sparrow finished making dinner.
Sparrow looked so tired while they ate. She seemed happy and content, looking after him and Journey in a way that always made him fall even harder for her. He didn’t know if it was this way for everyone, but she could do something as simple as touching his cheek when he complimented her cooking, and he’d think, I could die right now, complete. Life can’t get any better than this.
“I’m sorry—I can tell you’re worn out, but I don’t think I can wait another day,” he said. “I’m a little nervous to show you, not gonna lie.”
“I’m so curious now, I don’t think I can sleep until I know whatever it is,” she said, nuzzling his nose.
“I realized last night that I won’t sleep until you know what it is.” He laughed.
“So that’s what has had you tossing for weeks!” She shook her head and leaned forward to squeeze his chin.
He watched as her hair fell forward and got lost in the valley of her chest. She was smiling when his eyes finally lifted to hers. God, he loved her.
Journey was on her hip as they walked to the car. Sparrow placed her in the carseat, and he buckled her in, while Sparrow got in the front.
After Ian won Best Album, they gutted their tour bus to accommodate the baby and bought another bus for the band. In place of the bunks, they had a crib and cabinets built in, complete with a changing table. It was finished weeks before Journey was born, and she’d spent more time there than their place in L.A.
He hoped Sparrow wouldn’t kill him for making this new ‘celebrity-sized’ purchase without her.
They drove for about thirty minutes, the customary length of time it took to get anywhere, so she had no clue what they were doing. Soon they were in Malibu, driving along the coastline. Sparrow pointed out one massive mansion after the next, wondering who lived in these houses. They turned a corner and the sunset was out of this world. He couldn’t have timed it more perfectly if he’d tried. He turned into a lot that was thick with trees and stopped the car.
She looked at him in question and he hopped out of the car and ran around to open her door. He took her hand and pulled her next to him, then leaned in for a quick kiss and opened the back door to get Journey. Once he had her out of her carseat, he turned to Sparrow, glad there was still enough light to see everything, but knowing they needed to hurry before the sun set.
“This way,” he said, taking her hand.
They walked through the trees until there was a clearing. Just ahead was plush sand, and beyond that, the ocean.
He stopped while they were in the clearing, the area opening up into a vast space overlooking the water.
“I thought our house could be here,” he said. “What do you think?”
Sparrow’s eyes were huge. She swallowed and looked at him in shock. “This is ours?”
“All ours, Little Bird.” He tugged her closer and kissed her forehead, and then Journey’s. “Think we can make a home here?”
“I can make a home with you anywhere, but yeah, this looks … like a dream,” she said, turning around and moving toward the ocean. “I can’t imagine being able to see this view all the time!”
He watched her turn around, laughing and squealing with excitement. He tried to swallow around the huge lump that formed in his throat and hid his face in Journey’s soft waves while he blinked back the emotion.
Yeah, life can’t get any better than this.
The rehearsals became more intensive and Roxie loved every second. She felt challenged, and yet, fully capable of everything Anthony threw at her. They were only on their fifth rehearsal, but already they were becoming more of a cohesive team. It felt really good to work off all her frustration and passion when she got out on the dance floor.
Leo was adjusting really well too. She had gone home for lunch the past two days and each night they went out exploring when she got home from work. Chloe took that time to either get a break or sometimes she hung out with them. Roxie thought Chloe seemed lighter with each day away from Alex. The move had been good for all of them.
Working through one of the fast songs that had more of the pop/lock moves that Beckham was known for in his shows reminded Roxie of the dance-offs she’d done back home, only Anthony took them to the next level. As soon as the song was over, he turned on the slower song “Shadows” where Brooke and Vanessa mirrored each other’s movements and Roxie danced just outside of them. Leo would totally be making fun of me right now if he saw this. A smile crept up on her face as she thought about it. She usually danced like this when she was pretending to be the sleep fairy in his room. Anthony told her to freestyle around the girls for now, but that she would be trailing Beckham later.