Kate was at the bar perched on a high stool, lost in the pages of a glossy magazine. As Dexter watched her, thunder crashed directly overhead, causing her to jump. He gave up pretending to clean the already clean pumps and moved over to where Kate was sitting. She was wearing a coffee-coloured cotton shirt and a narrow, darker brown skirt. Breathing in the familiar scent of Clinique’s Aromatics, Dexter said, ‘What are you reading?’
Serve him right if it was an article about thrush. Bit of a conversation-stopper if ever there was one.
But Kate merely flipped her dark hair back from her face and sighed. ‘Nothing really. Just being masochistic.’
At least she wasn’t shouting at him, informing him he was an ignorant pig. Sliding the open magazine round to face him, Dexter saw that it was something about a trendy New York nightclub.
Glossy, superior-looking Sex and the City types were sipping drinks, posing and studiously ignoring the camera. None of the women could possibly weigh more than ninety pounds. The designer clothes they were wearing were all lovingly described in the accompanying text. Evidently you were nothing if you weren’t teetering on Manolo Blahnik heels.
‘None of them are enjoying themselves. Not one person in that photograph is having fun,’ Dexter said bluntly, and knew at once that he’d said the wrong thing. Maybe it could have been wronger if he’d been an anti-fur campaigner on a visit to the silver fox factory. Then again, maybe not.
‘I used to go there,’ said Kate. ‘To that very club, in Manhattan. That used to be me. That was my life.’
Biting back the urge to retort, ‘God help you, then,’ Dexter said instead, ‘D’you miss it?’
From the look Kate gave him, he gathered that this was the kind of question only a particularly simple man would ask.
‘My old life? Of course I miss it.’
Genuinely bemused, Dexter said, ‘Why?’ and earned himself another look.
‘Because I didn’t have these then, did I?’ Kate indicated her scars. ‘I still had my old face.’
‘OK, that’s fair enough. What else?’ As he spoke, Dexter reached up for two brandy glasses.
‘Because I had a great time. I loved my job. I used to be invited to glamorous parties.’
‘Thrown by nice people?’
Kate’s jaw tightened. ‘Of course they were nice people. They were my friends.’
‘ Right.’ Nodding, Dexter uncapped a bottle of cognac and poured them both a hefty measure. ‘So they’d have been a huge support while you were in the hospital.’
Instead of replying, Kate picked up her balloon glass and took a gulp of cognac.
‘And afterwards, of course,’ he persisted. ‘When you were recuperating at home. I bet it was like a permanent party at your place, wasn’t it? Well, that’s what friends are for.’
‘Look, I just liked New York, OK? I liked looking normal. Better than normal,’ Kate corrected herself. ‘When I walked into a room, people would go, wow!’ She paused then added bitterly, ‘Now they go, waaah!’
The next moment, Dracula-style, lightning flashed overhead and the lights flickered spookily in the pub.
‘Or that happens,’ deadpanned Kate.
‘Nobody goes waaah,’ said Dexter, ‘and you know it. You’re just feeling sorry for yourself.’
‘And that’s not allowed, after the week I’ve had?’ Draining the rest of her drink, Kate held out her glass for more. It’s all right for you, you’ve been ugly your whole life.’
Dexter smiled. He’d always been the rudest person he knew, but since Kate’s arrival in Ashcombe he’d had serious competition.
‘Thanks. Although I’ll have you know that my eyes aren’t ugly. I’ve been told several times in the past that I have sexy eyes. And I only gave you a drink in the first place because I thought it might cheer you up. This stuff isn’t cheap,’ Dexter warned. ‘If you’re going to carry on being grumpy you can pay for your own.’
Kate flashed him a sunnily insincere smile and kept it in place until he’d refilled her glass. Then she began flipping through the pages of the magazine once more. Dexter watched her sitting with her legs crossed, agitatedly jiggling her left foot. Any minute now her shoe would fall off.
Tuh,’ snorted Kate. Leaning across, he just had time to catch the headline: ‘Older women, younger men’, before the page was turned over with a slap.
‘ Now that’s more like it.’ Dexter nodded approvingly at the double-page spread now facing them. Turquoise sky, glittering emerald-green sea, a great swathe of white-blonde sand. Outside the pub, as if to emphasise the contrast, the rain was hammering down even harder than before.
‘Maybe that’s what I should do.’ Kate ran an index finger longingly over the sweeping curve of beach. ‘Just get out of here, go and live somewhere completely out of the way. Why not?’ she said accusingly, spotting Dexter’s raised eyebrows. ‘A tropical beach would suit me fine, on a little island in the middle of nowhere. I could run a beach bar.’
‘I’ve heard Weston-Super-Mare’s nice,’ said Dexter. ‘The Seychelles. I’m serious,’ Kate insisted. ‘I was thinking about it last night. The only reason I came back here was because this was where my family lived. Well, that’s a complete shambles now. They’re both off doing their own thing. So basically what’s left to keep me here? Who’d miss me?’
Having spent the last weeks biting his tongue, Dexter said, ‘Me.’
Chapter 46
There, he’d done it. The sensation of a tightly coiled spring letting go and abruptly bouncing undone ricocheted through Dexter’s chest.
Kate, who hadn’t been paying attention, said distractedly, ‘What?’
‘I would. I’d miss you. I wouldn’t want you to go.’ It was such a relief to be able to say it at last.
Now that he’d started, Dexter found he couldn’t stop.
Kate shot him a pitying look. ‘It’s only barmaiding, for heaven’s sake. Anyone can do it. If you weren’t so stroppy you’d find it a lot easier to keep staff.’
‘I’m not talking about a replacement barmaid. That isn’t why I don’t want you to go,’ said Dexter.
Kate frowned. ‘I’m not with you.’
Suddenly wishing he was better looking — and a stone slimmer — Dexter said brusquely, ‘Do I have to spell it out? I like you. A lot. OK, I really fancy you.’
Kate stared at him in disbelief. Belatedly it occurred to Dexter that he may just have terrified her into handing in her notice, grabbing her passport and jumping onto the nearest plane. This could, in fact, be a fine example of shooting yourself in both feet simultaneously.
‘What is this?’ Kate demanded at last. ‘Some kind of consolation prize? Jake Harvey wasn’t interested in me but never mind, you’re prepared to step into the breach?’
Another flash of lightning crackled across the sky, followed almost at once by an ear-splitting crash of thunder. The storm was directly overhead now.
‘I thought Jake was interested,’ said Dexter.
‘Oh, he was. For one night only. As soon as he’d got what he wanted,’ Kate was defensive, ‘the novelty wore off.’
‘Good,’ Dexter said bluntly. ‘I’m glad. His loss.’
‘Look, you really don’t have to say all this stuff. I’m not a child.’
‘I’m doubly glad to hear that. Can I tell you something?’
‘Could I stop you?’ Kate retaliated, and although her tone was brisk, Dexter saw that her hands were trembling. Whether that was a good or a bad sign was anybody’s guess.