“The truth is,” Pinky said, “you want it both ways, Mary. You want to boss everybody and use everybody for your own ends and at the same time you want us all to wallow in your wake saying how noble and generous and wonderful you are. You’re a cannibal, Mary, and it’s high time somebody had the guts to tell you so.”
A dead silence followed this unexampled speech.
Miss Bellamy walked to the door and turned. It was a movement with which they were familiar.
“After this,” she said very slowly, dead-panning her voice to a tortured monotone, “there is only one thing for me to do and much as it hurts me, I shall do it. I shall see the Management. Tomorrow.”
She opened the door. They had a brief glimpse of Charles, Warrender and Richard, irresolute in the hall, before she swept out and shut the door behind her.
The room seemed very quiet after she had gone.
“Bertie,” Pinky said at last, “if I’ve done you any harm I’m desperately sorry. I was high. I’ll never, never forgive myself.”
“That’s all right, dear.”
“You’re so kind. Bertie — do you think she’ll — do you think she can…?”
“She’ll try, dear. She’ll try.”
“It took everything I’ve got, I promise you, to give battle. Honestly, Bertie, she frightened me. She looked murderous.”
“Horrid, wasn’t it?”
Pinky stared absently at the great flask of the scent called Formidable. A ray of sunshine had caught it and it shone golden.
“What are you going to do?” she asked.
Bertie picked up a handful of tuberoses from the carpet. “Get on with me bloody flowers, dear,” he said. “Get on with me bloody flowers.”
Having effected her exit, Miss Bellamy swept like a sirocco past Richard, Warrender and her husband and continued upstairs. In her bedroom she encountered Florence, who said, “What have you been doing to yourself?”
“You shut up,” Miss Bellamy shouted and slammed the door.
“Whatever it is, it’s no good to you. Come on, dear. What’s the story?”
“Bloody treachery’s the story. Shut up. I don’t want to tell you. My God, what friends I’ve got! My God, what friends!”
She strode about the room and made sounds of outrage and defeat. She flung herself on the bed and pummelled it.
Florence said, “You know what’ll be the end of this — party and all.”
Miss Bellamy burst into tears. “I haven’t,” she sobbed, “a friend in the world. Not in the whole wide world. Except Dicky.”
A spasm of something that might have been chagrin twitched at Florence’s mouth. ’’Him!” she said under her breath.
Miss Bellamy abandoned herself to a passion of tears. Florence went into the bathroom and returned with sal volatile.
“Here,” she said. “Try this. Come along now, dear.”
“I don’t want that muck. Give me one of my tablets.”
“Not now.”
“Now!”
“You know as well as I do, the doctor said only at night.”
“I don’t care what he said. Get me one.”
She turned her head and looked up at Florence. “Did you hear what I said?”
“There aren’t any left. I was going to send out.”
Miss Bellamy said through her teeth, “I’ve had enough of this. You think you can call the tune here, don’t you? You think you’re indispensable. You never made a bigger mistake. You’re not indispensable and the sooner you realize it, the better for you. Now, get out.”
“You don’t mean that.”
“Get out!”
Florence stood quite still for perhaps ten seconds and then left the room.
Miss Bellamy stayed where she was. Her temperament, bereft of an audience, gradually subsided. Presently she went to her dressing-table, dealt with her face and gave herself three generous shots from her scent-spray. At the fourth, it petered out. The bottle was empty. She made an exasperated sound, stared at herself in the glass and for the first time since the onset of her rage, began to think collectedly.
At half-past twelve she went down to call on Octavius Browne and Anelida Lee.
Her motives in taking this action were mixed. In the first place her temperament, having followed the classic pattern of diminishing returns, had finally worked itself out and had left her restless. She was unwilling to stay indoors. In the second, she wanted very badly to prove to herself how grossly she had been misjudged by Pinky and Bertie, and could this be better achieved than by performing an act of gracious consideration towards Richard? In the third place, she was burningly anxious to set her curiosity at rest in the matter of Anelida Lee.
On her way down she looked in at the drawing-room. Bertie, evidently, had finished the flowers and gone. Pinky had left a note saying she was sorry if she’d been too upsetting but not really hauling down her flag an inch. Miss Bellamy blew off steam to Charles, Richard and Warrender without paying much attention to their reactions. They withdrew, dismayed, to Charles’s study from whence came the muted sound of intermittent conversation. Superbly dressed and gloved she let herself out and after pausing effectively for a moment in the sunshine, turned into the Pegasus.
Octavius was not in the shop. Anelida, having completed her cleaning, had a smudge across her cheek and grubby hands. She had cried a little after Richard went out in a huff and there had been no time to repair the damage. She was not looking her best.
Miss Bellamy was infinitely relieved.
She was charming to Anelida. Her husband and Richard Dakers, she said, had talked so much about the shop: it was so handy for them, funny old bookworms that they were, to have found one practically on the doorstep. She understood that Anelida was hoping to go on the stage. Anelida replied that she was working at the Bonaventure. With every appearance of infinite generosity Miss Bellamy said that, unlike, most of her friends, she thought the little experimental club theatres performed a very useful function in showing plays that otherwise would never see the light of day. Anelida was quiet, well-mannered and, Miss Bellamy supposed, much overcome by the honour that was being paid her.That was the kindest interpretation to put upon her somewhat ungushing response. “Not much temperament there,” Miss Bellamy thought and from her this was not a complimentary assessment. She grew more and more cordial.
Octavius returned from a brief shopping expedition and was a success. On being introduced by Anelida — quite prettily, Miss Bellamy had to admit — he uncovered his dishevelled head and smiled so broadly that his face looked rather like a mask of comedy.
“But what a pleasure!” he said, shaping his words with exquisite precision. “May we not exclaim ’Hic ver assiduum’ since April herself walks in at our door?”
Miss Bellamy got the general trend of this remark and her spirits rose. She thanked him warmly for his telegram and he at once looked extremely pleased with himself. “Your husband and your ward,” he said, — “told us of the event and I thought, you know, of the many delicious hours you have given us and of how meagre a return is the mere striking together of one’s hands.” He looked sideways at her. “An old fogey’s impulse,” he said and waved it aside. He made her a little bow and put his head on one side. Anelida wished he wouldn’t.
“It was heaven of you,” said Miss Bellamy. “So much pleasure it gave, you can’t think! And what’s more I haven’t thanked you for finding that perfect picture for Dicky to give me, nor,” she improvised on the spur of the moment, “for that heavenly copy of…” Maddeningly, she had forgotten the author of Charles’s purchase and of the quotation in the telegram. She marked time with a gesture indicating ineffable pleasure and then mercifully remembered. “Of Spenser,” she cried.