I felt a tiny tear split through my heart.
When he lifted his head, he murmured, “For my people.”
That loving gesture was for the crowd.
“Right,” I whispered.
“Don’t move from this table.”
I nodded but made no further retort even though he was being bossy and repeating himself to boot. When I didn’t speak, his eyes examined my face as his thumb tenderly swept my cheek.
That tear split deeper into my heart.
“Gods, I wish this was real,” he muttered.
It is, you stupid man! my mind shrieked.
But my mouth didn’t move.
“I’ll be back,” he stated.
“I’ll be waiting.”
His thumb swept back and his eyes held mine.
Then he let me go, straightened and he was gone.
Chapter Nine
I’ll Hand You the World
I woke half on and totally wrapped around Tor again.
But I woke to the dark.
It was still night and the fire had gone out.
I slid away from him and out from under the covers. Then I pulled on my flowy top that dropped all the way down to my upper thighs, covering my silky, lacy underthings. Then I slipped on my satin slippers.
Then I went to spend time with a being that I was pretty certain actually liked me.
Walking on tiptoe and being careful to be quiet, I ducked under the pelt curtain and approached Salem.
“Hey boy,” I whispered as I got close.
He jerked his head up, greeting me but being quiet like he knew Tor was sleeping and he didn’t want to wake him.
I got close and he let me curve an arm under his jaw and stroke the length of his nose.
“I’m not sure he’s this kind of guy, so I’m not certain Tor has told you, but you should know from someone that you’re unbelievably beautiful,” I whispered.
He gave a gentle snort, nuzzling his nose closer to me and I smiled.
I moved to his side, stroking him along the way and I leaned into him, snuggling his neck and stroking his chest. I could swear he took a teeny horse step sideways to get closer to me too.
I liked that.
“I want to go home,” I whispered to him.
This got me a soft whinny.
“It’s beautiful here but I don’t like it.”
A careful jerk of the head, done so as not to dislodge me.
“I should like it. I’m a princess married to a handsome prince and the rivers are clean and the horses are sweet…”
Another soft whinny and I smiled then sighed.
“But I wish I could get home,” I said wistfully.
Another gentle snort to which I replied with another quiet sigh.
His head moved to the right and then he took another teeny sideways horse step into me as I gave him a horse-hug and kept stroking his chest while looking out into the moonlight at the mouth of the cave.
Then out of nowhere a steely arm closed around my ribs and another one closed around my upper chest as I felt a face bury itself in my neck.
Holy crap!
“Noctorno?” I whispered, let the horse go and my hands went up so my fingers could wrap around a hard forearm.
“Stroke me like that, I’ll take you to a castle,” he murmured into my neck.
I closed my eyes tight.
Jeez, how did he get across that stone without making that first freaking noise?
“Please, let me go.”
His mouth moved up to my ear. “Let me stroke you, swear to the gods, sweets, you loosen up just a hint, I’ll make you come so hard you’ll think you’ve exploded.”
Oh God.
I bet he could do that. He was a good kisser. If he was half as good with other things, I’d definitely think I’d exploded.
“Please,” I whispered but his hand at my side drifted up and his thumb slid out and caressed the side of my breast.
Whoa. This had to stop mainly because it felt so good. Too good. Fairytale good.
“Noctorno –”
His teeth nipped my ear and I shivered.
I liked that too, way better than Salem shuffling closer to me.
“You’ve been calling me Tor.”
I had because he was becoming a Tor. But I had to remember he was Noctorno, always, always, always.
“I –”
I stopped talking when his arms squeezed and his tongue traced my ear. I stopped talking because my body trembled and heat rushed to very specific parts of me.
“Forget what I said in the village. I’ve changed my mind. Play this game, my love, I want you to,” he murmured. “Let me take you to my castle where you can play it. Let me make you heavy with my heir and I’ll treat you like a queen while you play it. You give me an heir, you can name your price, a bigger house, more land, jewels, whatever you want, by the gods, it’ll be yours. Just open your legs, convince me you’re enjoying it, settle a son on me and, before you leave, I’ll hand you the world.”
My body started trembling but for a totally different reason.
“Before I leave you’ll hand me the world?” I asked quietly.
“Anything you want,” he assured me, his arms getting tighter, his body pressing into mine.
“Leave you with my son.”
“My son,” he stressed.
“Our son,” I corrected.
His teeth nipped my ear again and he whispered, “My son, Cora. My heir. My country’s future king.”
Dear God. Was he serious?
For sanity’s sake, I moved to another subject. “Convince you I’m enjoying it?”
“Yes.”
“So I won’t?”
“You let go, I’ll make you enjoy it. That’s a vow.” His thumb moved in, stroking closer to my nipple and I bit my lip. “Let go, sweets,” he coaxed into my ear.
“Let go so you can fuck me, get me pregnant and take my child?”
His head came up and he asked, “Fuck you?”
“Screw me. Boink me. Nail me. Tag my ass. You know, have sex with me, sex with no meaning, no love, fuck me,” I explained acidly.
He turned me in his arms to facing him and one hand sifted into my hair, clenching gently but making a statement nonetheless while his other arm caged me in.
“I take it… in your world… that’s not a nice thing to say,” he remarked.
“Nope,” I agreed.
He was silent but he didn’t let me go.
Finally he sighed and said, “You’re clever, I’ll give you that.”
“So clever, you’d think I was from a different world,” I noted sarcastically.
“Now, wouldn’t go that far, love.”
No, of course he wouldn’t.
“Whatever,” I muttered to his shoulder.
“I think you missed it, Cora.”
“Missed what, Noctorno?”
I heard him pull a sharp breath in his nose then he stated, “The part where I gave you permission to play me.”
“That’d be hard to do since I’m not a player.”
I watched him tip his head back before he muttered, “Gods.”
“Got that right,” I muttered back.
He tipped his head down and his eyes locked on mine in the moonlight.
“You know, love, I go to bed and lay awake before sleep claims me wondering what it would be like to have the other half of my soul in Rosa.”
Oh my God.
Ouch times, like, a thousand.
“I asked Dash how he felt,” Noctorno continued. “He said the minute he met her, it was indescribable. The instant connection. The pull. Now it’s constant. He can barely stand to be away from her and she feels it too. I know he’s wounded, bleeding deep somewhere no one can see because he told me that being separated from her is like what he would imagine it felt like having a limb removed. You need it there. You can’t live without it. When it’s gone, the phantom of it remains and when you notice you don’t have it close enough to touch, it drives you slightly mad. She can leave him for hours, days, even weeks but any longer, he starts dying inside. Minerva has her, she has her and while she does, my brother is dying inside.”