I looked at the closed door, the ICU and Diane Woods just beyond it.
“What the hell have you done?”
“You were warned. Next time will be a visit from Mister Remington.”
He hung up. I thought for a moment.
Chesak said he had just done something.
What?
I started frantically dialing a number on my phone, willing my fingers to be accurate and not to fumble.
The phone rang and rang and rang.
Each ringing of the tone cut into me.
A voice answered. I nearly slid out of the chair in relief.
“Yeah?” It was Felix.
“You okay down there?”
“As well as could be expected. And you?”
“Hanging in there.”
“Would love to chat but it’s not going to happen. Sorry. Okay?”
“You got it.”
I hung up the phone, almost dizzy with what had gone on these past few minutes.
“Lewis, old boy,” I said to myself, getting up, “when this is all done and over with, you’re going to spend a month doing absolutely nothing.”
I stepped back into the ICU area. Kara was moving to me, away from Captain Nickerson, who had a cell phone pushed against her right ear. Kara stopped in front of me, lip trembling, tears in her eyes.
I couldn’t move. Couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t do much of anything.
“Oh, Lewis, I’m so sorry.”
“What is it? Is it Diane? Is it?”
A sharp shake of her head. “No, nothing’s changed with Diane.”
“Then what is it?”
“Oh, Lewis, I’m so very, very sorry.” She caught her breath. “Captain Nickerson just got the news. Your house is on fire.”
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
Not much of a memory of getting to Tyler Beach from Exonia. Remembered borrowing Kara’s Subaru again. Remembered a short length of time on the highway to the beach, Route 101.
There was a traffic jam on Route 1-A, also known as Atlantic Avenue, up by where most of the hotels and cottages thinned out. It was one lane of traffic and, after putting up with the long crawl, I pulled into the parking lot of the Lafayette House, trembling with fearful anticipation of what I was going to see next.
From the parking lot of the Lafayette House, I first noticed the smell of wood burning, then the low rumble of the pumper trucks from the Tyler Fire Department at work. There was a lawn in front of the old Victorian hotel, and in the summer white lawn chairs and wicker furniture were spread out so guests could sip their expensive drinks and watch the ocean at play.
Not much furniture today, just a few guests huddled in small groups watching the smoke billow up. Not much of a view, just the smoke billowing up, so I went down the lawn and dodged through the traffic. A fire hose had been stretched from the Lafayette House across the road, with lengths of lumber on either side so vehicles could slowly drive over the hose without damaging it.
I went into the hotel parking lot, the smell of smoke stronger, the engine noises louder. A fire truck from the Tyler Fire Department was parked at the top of my dirt driveway, another fire hose snaking its way down to the fire. Smoke was rising up hard from my house. Two Tyler cops were keeping the onlookers at bay, and I went to the left, scrambled up on some rocks, looked down, and, for the third time in my life, my heart was broken.
The shed to the right of the house was gone, a pile of burned timber and roof collapsed on top of my destroyed Ford Explorer. Flames were billowing up from the center of my house, going through the near windows. A trio of firefighters pushed ahead, spraying hard with a hose. Smoke and steam rose up. They backed away. Two firefighters rushed forward, axes in hand, and broke open the front door. With oxygen to feed on, the flames and smoke grew wider and larger. But now the firefighters had access, and hunkered down, they blasted in with their fire hose. I thought of my television and fireplace and collection of books and old Oriental rugs on the first floor, how the smoke and fire and water were burning, staining, and soaking everything.
My hands were shaking. I put them together. A crashing sound as the sliding glass door on the second floor, where my bedroom and a small deck were located, blew out. Flames roared out like a torch.
The second floor. My office. My books. My computer. The few mementoes I had from my parents, my high school and college years, even my years of service at the Department of Defense. Prized photos of my parents, the memory of the first time my heart had broken, when I got news one late night at a college dorm that their iced-over commuter plane had rolled over at night and plunged into a cornfield in Indiana.
And another few prized photos, of Cissy Manning, my co-worker from the DoD, a woman who had agreed to share her life with me years back, and who had been dead for such a long time, killed with the other members of my intelligence section, where I had been the sole survivor.
The second time my heart had broken.
All now gone.
More smoke and steam rushing out of my bedroom.
Nothing more to see here.
I got off the rock, back to the ground, and walked away from the smoke and fire and memories.
I took a room at the Lafayette House, as far away as I could get from the fire scene. Down there were police and firefighters and arson investigators, but I wasn’t going to talk to them, not at all. I was able to get a room without using my credit cards, through a sympathetic desk clerk who recognized me as a regular customer of the hotel’s little gift shop, where I occasionally purchased my daily newspapers.
The room was tidy and small, and it overlooked the rear parking lot and a wide expanse of salt marsh.
I sat on the edge of the bed, conscious that whatever I had left for baggage was in Kara’s Subaru, and that my clothes reeked of smoke, the molecules of the smoke having begun their life in my clothes or books or memories. I supposed a shower was in order, and maybe the hotel’s laundry, but that all could wait. From my coat pocket I took out two cell phones, put them both on the bed. The one on the left was the one Felix had given me, and the second was from Lawrence Todd Thomas.
I picked up the second one, pressed the send button. As before, it was picked up on the second ring.
“Thomas.”
“It’s Lewis Cole.”
He got right into it. “I’m waiting to see if my… contacts can do a better refinement of their current analysis, but I’m not hopeful. So far we know he’s in your state, in Belknap County.”
“A good start, I guess. That leaves out nine other counties. But I need to tell you, I just got another call from Curt Chesak.”
“When?”
“About a half hour ago.”
“A half… thirty minutes? You’ve waited thirty minutes to call me? What the hell are you doing up there in New Hampshire, Cole?”
A lot of things, I wanted to shout back at him, especially watching the home I loved, filled with memories and possessions, burning to the ground.
But I caught myself before I said it.
For how could I balance my loss of a home with his loss of a son?
“No excuse,” I said. “Got to you as soon as I could.”
He took a breath. “All right. I’ll see what I can do. The technology is above my pay grade, but I’m sure one more call from Mister Chesak will help narrow the search.”
“Glad to hear it.”
“And once I get you that information, what then?”
“Then it’s done.”
I waited for a reply, and he said, his voice now concerned, “You okay, Lewis?”
“No worries,” I said. “I’ll be waiting for you to get back to me.”
This time, I hung up on him.
I woke up startled, the sound of a phone ringing. I had fallen asleep on the bed, clothes still on, and I fumbled on the nightstand, picking up the phone, groggy from the short night’s sleep. Dial tone.