‘Tell me!’ he commanded, his voice almost harsh from fear of what he might be about to hear.
Nesta swung her face back towards him, her eyelids red and glistening. She sniffed back her tears, then leant forwards, her head against his wide sword-belt.
‘I think I may be with child, John. I’m so sorry!’
‘Sorry? Why should you be sorry, for God’s sake?’ he bellowed.
After sixteen years of marriage to Matilda, never once had she conceived — though in truth he had been absent for most of that time and for the past few years they had never lain together.
He pushed her gently away so that he could look down at her face, his own expression being a mixture of wonderment and anxiety.
‘Are you sure, dear woman?’
She shrugged slightly. ‘Not sure, but something tells me that I am. My monthly curse has never been that regular since I miscarried when Meredydd was alive, so it’s difficult to tell.’
He pulled her back tightly against him and bent to kiss the top of her head.
‘Have you been to see a good-wife who knows about these matters?’
‘Not yet — but I will, very soon.’
De Wolfe eased himself away and then sat down alongside her on the bale, slipping an arm around her shoulders.
‘This is no reason for tears, Nesta,’ he said gently. ‘If it really is true, then I will be glad and proud to acknowledge myself as the father.’
Nesta burst into tears, sobs this time, rather than just moist eyes. John jerked her shoulder helplessly, completely adrift with a weeping woman.
‘Don’t be sad, my love, please! Why are you crying? I said I’ll be joyful about becoming a father.’
The Welsh woman shook her head desperately. ‘I’ve brought you nothing but trouble, John. You’re a high official, a knight and a Norman gentleman — and what am I? A lowly ale-wife.’
‘That be damned. Half the Norman gentleman I know have several families — both sides of the blanket, as they say. Even my poisonous brother-in-law has got two bastards by different mothers. And they are just the ones that we know about!’
Nesta refused to be comforted and continued to sob against his side.
‘Matilda … she’ll make your life a misery if this comes to light, as it surely must. In this damned city no one can keep a secret longer than a candle burns.’
John gave one of his rumbles, deep in his throat. ‘Matilda will be a problem, I’ll admit. But she’ll just have to accept it and be damned to her.’
They sat quietly for a moment. Realisation began to seep into his mind and for all his bold promises to Nesta he started to see a rough road ahead — mainly because of his wife, who would use this to make his life a torment.
But, pragmatic as always, the coroner decided to face the problem one step at a time — and the first was to make sure that Nesta’s suspicions were correct.
‘Do you know of a reliable midwife who can confirm what you think?’ he asked. ‘There is that formidable nun out in Polsloe Priory who seems a fount of knowledge in these matters.’
Sniffing away the remnants of her tears, Nesta sat up straighter on the bale.
‘No need to go that far, John. The mother of one of my maids lives in Rack Lane and has a good reputation as a lying-in nurse. I’ll see her tomorrow.’
She rose to her feet and looked up at the concerned face of her lover.
‘I must go back now, John. Life doesn’t stop for things like this.’
She sounded so sad that his heart ached.
‘Are you not just a little glad of it?’ he asked gently.
She smiled wanly at him. ‘Part of me is, John. But I will cause you so much trouble.’
Slowly they walked back towards Idle Lane, as de Wolfe tried to get his mind around the anticipation of this unexpected and profound change in his life — becoming a father.
That evening was to be full of unexpected events for John, as when he arrived back at Martin’s Lane he discovered that his brother-in-law had invited himself for supper.
Though usually such a visit would have been received sourly by de Wolfe, he was rather glad of a distraction this particular evening. After having had such potentially momentous news from Nesta, a meal alone with Matilda would have been more of a strain than usual, as her gimlet eyes and shrewd mind may well have suspected that her husband had something new to hide from her. As it was, the patronising comments that were Richard’s usual form of conversation could be used as a cover for his own sullen silence, for Matilda was well aware of John’s dislike of and contempt for her brother.
‘And how are all the corpses today, Crowner?’ began de Revelle, in his bantering, sarcastic manner.
‘One dead bottler, so far,’ muttered de Wolfe, with a scowl that suggested that he would be happy if Richard were to be the next. ‘But you must have heard about that, being the guardian of the King’s peace in this county!’
He tried to match his brother-in-law’s sarcasm, but it washed over their guest like a bucket of water on a goose.
‘I heard nothing of it. I leave such minor matters to the constables.’
‘Then you’ll not have heard that the poor fellow was slain at the same time as they left his master for dead — the Warden of the Forests.’
The sheriff sat up suddenly from the settle in which he had been lounging, almost spilling a cup of wine he was holding.
‘Nicholas de Bosco? Holy Mary, I knew nothing of this!’
Rather against his will, John somehow believed him. ‘A verderer and the Warden attacked within a few days. What’s going on, Richard?’
Matilda had been listening to their exchange, her small eyes flicking from one to the other. ‘You told me you had appointed a new verderer already, brother,’ she observed.
Richard nodded distractedly. ‘Yes, the woodmotes must carry on. This Philip de Strete will be a worthy successor in organising them.’
‘What are woodmotes?’ she demanded, and her husband answered her.
‘Some use that word for the Attachment Courts, others call them forty-day courts. Whatever they’re called, the forest folk hate them — they usually mean more fines and punishments.’
‘Careful, John, these are the King’s forests you’re talking about. You don’t want to be mouthing treason, do you?’
Both the others knew that de Revelle was sneering at de Wolfe’s well-known devotion to Richard Coeur-de-Lion, but his sister was not amused.
‘The less you say about that the better,’ she growled, and her brother sank back in his settle, suddenly engrossed in the decoration around his pewter cup. This was a sensitive subject and Matilda’s warning was the first time she had broached the matter since de Revelle’s brush with treachery a few months earlier.
Thankfully, the awkward silence was broken by Mary bustling in with a large bowl of stew, causing them to rise and take their places at the long table. Two fresh loaves cut into quarters and a platter of yellow butter accompanied the mutton-and-onion soup. Mary ladled big portions into wooden bowls and laid deep spoons carved from cow horn before them. Then she came back with ale, cider and more wine, and left them to fill their bellies. This did away with the necessity for much conversation until the second course, a boiled salmon which John dissected with his dagger, placing portions in the empty soup bowls of the other two diners. As they picked out the bones and licked their fingers, the coroner returned to the problems in the forest.
‘There is increasing disaffection among some of the barons and manor-lords over this,’ he began. ‘My brother William down in Stoke-in-Teignhead, who knows more about rural life than I do, told me that in Hampshire and Northampton they are petitioning the King to disafforest some areas. Increasingly they resent not being able to hunt the venison on their own lands.’
De Revelle dug a fish bone from between his teeth before answering.
‘They have no chance of that, unless they pay a large fee to the Crown. It was old King Henry who made the largest encroachments into their lands. Why should his sons give any of it up now?’