He continued to study me, concern radiating from him in waves. I picked up my old sweatpants and T-shirt from the floor and dressed, then grabbed my jacket and slung it on. “Honestly,” I said, when I finally met his gaze again. “I’ll be okay.”
He didn’t say anything, but his gaze remained on me as I picked up my keys and headed out.
Sam waited to the right of the building’s main exit, his arms crossed and his expression closed. The early-morning sunshine gave his black hair an almost blue shine, but his face, like his body, seemed leaner now than it had once been. Certainly his cheekbones looked more defined. More French, I thought, though I knew he could claim that blood only through his mother’s grandmother.
“So,” I said, stopping several feet away. The air was crisp and cool and filled with the salty scent of the nearby ocean, but this man’s smell seemed to override all that, filling my lungs with his warm, lusciously woody aroma. “I’m here. What do you want?”
“Breakfast.” He pointed with his chin to Portside, the small café several doors down from our building, and, without waiting for me, walked toward it.
I trailed after him, tugging up my jacket’s zipper to protect myself from the chilly breeze coming off the sea. Liar, that voice inside me whispered. It’s not about the chill; it’s about him. About protecting yourself from him.
That inner voice was altogether too smart.
He chose an outside table overlooking the marina and as far away from the other diners as possible. Not that there were many people here. It was seven in the morning, after all, and not even Portside, as popular as it was, started getting really busy until at least nine on the weekends. Had it been a weekday, we wouldn’t have gotten a table.
I pulled out a chair and sat down opposite him. He didn’t say anything, simply picked up the menu and studied it. Frustration swirled, but so, too, did curiosity, and that—and only that—kept me from leaving.
The waitress came up and gave us a cheery smile. “Are you ready to place your orders yet?”
Sam said, “The breakfast fry-up and black coffee for me, thanks.”
The waitress glanced at me, pen poised, so I added, “I’ll have the French toast with strawberries and double cream and a Moroccan mint-green tea, thanks.”
She nodded. “Any juice?” When both of us shook our heads, she added cheerfully, “Won’t be long.”
As she disappeared inside the restaurant, I crossed my arms and leaned back in my chair. Leaning on the table would have brought me far too close to him. “So, to repeat my question, what the hell is this all about, Sam?”
“I’ve already told you why I’m here.”
“And I’ve already given my statement to the police. Everything I could tell you is there.”
“Not when there have been further developments.”
“Like this case being taken from homicide and given to your unit, whoever your unit actually are?” My voice was dry. “Why is that?”
“Because Baltimore’s murder isn’t as straightforward as it seems.”
“I guessed that the minute I saw him trussed up like a turkey and beaten to death. Just spit it out, for god’s sake.”
His blue gaze raked me, as sharp as a knife. There was a tension in him I didn’t understand, a hunger that was deep, dark, and not entirely sexual. My traitorous body nevertheless responded. Damn it, why did he still have the power to affect me so strongly?
Because he is this lifetime’s love, that inner voice whispered. And there is nothing you can do about it but suffer.
I hated my inner voice sometimes.
“It wasn’t only Professor Baltimore who was murdered last night,” he said, voice curt. “A security guard by the name of Ryan Jenkins was found dead—and stuffed into the janitors’ closet—by the morning relief.”
My eyes widened. “I talked to Jenkins last night.”
“We know,” he said grimly. “At ten eighteen.”
I frowned at the odd emphasis he placed on the time. “So why does this seem to be a big deal?”
“Because Ryan Jenkins was apparently murdered between nine and nine thirty. The man you were talking to was not Jenkins.”
I remembered the unease I’d felt as I’d walked out of the building. Instinct had known something was wrong.
“Meaning I talked to one of the men involved in his death, and you want me to give a description and work up a composite?”
He nodded but didn’t say anything as the waitress approached with our drinks. “Your orders shouldn’t be much longer,” she said and left again.
I opened the lid of the little china teapot to let the water cool a little, then said, “So they killed the guard because they wanted to get something from Mark’s office?”
He nodded. “Both the lab and his office were ransacked. We want you to go through those areas as well as his home to see if there’s anything missing.”
I frowned. “That’s going to take all day and half the night. And I seriously doubt—”
“You’ll do it, no matter how long it takes.” His voice was harsh. Cold. “It has already been cleared with Harriet Chase.”
I glared at him for several seconds, annoyed as much at his manner as the order itself. But, truth be told, I probably was the only one who’d have any sort of chance of spotting if something had gone missing. It made sense to at least try.
I plonked the little tea bag into the pot and closed the lid. “Have you any idea what they were after?”
He hesitated, his gaze raking me again, as if he was deciding whether I could be trusted or not. And that stung even more than his bitter words had five years ago.
He leaned forward and crossed his arms. It accentuated the muscles in his arms and the broadness of his shoulders. “Your Professor Baltimore was working on a possible cure for the red plague virus.”
I blinked. “Really? I knew he was involved in molecular research and was attempting to track down certain amino acids, but I had no idea there was a virus involved. He certainly never called it by that name.”
“He wouldn’t. For security purposes, it was simply given a number—”
“NSV01A,” I cut in, remembering seeing it repeatedly in the notes. When he nodded, I added, “But how did these men know that? I mean, I didn’t, and I worked for the man.”
“It was kept quiet for the same reason the virus has been kept quiet—we don’t want to alarm the public unnecessarily.”
“So who knew what he was doing? Because someone must have talked if these men were after his research.”
“That we don’t know. But as far as I know, only Harriet Chase was fully aware of what he was doing.”
And that old battle-ax wasn’t about to blab to anyone about a project that could potentially net her billions. “Well, someone else obviously did know.”
He eyed me severely. “Yeah, you. Or at least, you knew about his notes.”
I snorted. “I can’t understand half the crap he goes on about in those notes. I’m just there to type it up.”
“Doesn’t mean you couldn’t have mentioned it to someone.”
“Meaning I’m both a witness and a suspect? Way to get my cooperation, Sam.”
Our meals arrived, and I tucked into my French toast and berries with gusto. But he, I noticed, pushed his meal away before he was half-finished. He picked up his coffee and cradled the mug in his big hands, watching me eat for several minutes. The intensity of his gaze was unnerving.
I scooped up the last of the strawberries, then pushed the plate away with a contented sigh. “What about Mark?”
He blinked. My question had obviously caught him by surprise. “What about him?”