He was a once-in-a-lifetime deal. I’d thought I’d missed my chance years ago and then, miraculously, a second had been presented to me. And now I’d missed that, too. There would not be another like him. He remained a bright hard diamond amid colourless glass and dull imitations.
The pain of the loss was intense, a deep and endless wound I couldn’t begin to imagine time healing.
***
Before I’d realised it, we were heading into Daytona. Without needing directions, Mason drove straight to the big open car park behind the Ocean Center that said Permit Holders Only next to it. An elderly guard was sitting on a camping chair under a sunshade next to the gate and he got to his feet as we drove up. Mason showed him some kind of ID. I don’t know what it was but after a moment’s consideration the guard waved both vehicles through without argument.
Mason pulled up at the front edge of the car park and the van slotted in alongside. I slipped the strap of the bag over my head as I climbed out, so it lay diagonally across my body. All Brown’s men, I noticed, had their jackets unfastened. One of them had retrieved the gym bag with its sinister contents.
By contrast, they were all dressed in light-coloured clothing and trainers or deck shoes. If it wasn’t for their combined muscle bulk, they could have been heading for a regatta.
There were more security guards on the way in to the Ocean Center itself, insisting on looking into all the larger bags. Mine escaped notice, but they were curious about the gym bag. Mason flashed his ID again and they, too, let him pass unhindered.
The noise hit us as soon as we were inside the entrance hall area, bleeding out from the main exhibition floor. The entrance way was where they were selling popcorn and giant pretzels and commemorative T-shirts and the crush was immense. For a second I was separated from Brown’s men and at that moment I felt a tug on my sleeve.
I turned and found Aimee smiling at me. Of Xander and Trey, thankfully, there was no sign.
“Meet me in the restroom, now,” I whispered urgently out of the corner of my mouth, and pushed past her.
The next hand on my shoulder was Mason’s, which was a damned sight heavier and rougher than Aimee’s had been. He glared at me, suspicious and I tried to look blandly innocent. I’m not entirely sure he was convinced.
“We need to stick together,” he said, loudly enough to be heard over the background roar.
“That might be difficult,” I said. “I need to go to the ladies’ room.”
“You’ll have to wait.”
“I can’t wait,” I said, stubborn. “Either you let me go to the ladies’ or I piss here, but it’s going to stink.”
He never flickered at my deliberate crudeness. Instead his gaze settled on me for a moment, as though working through the permutations of what I might be trying to pull. Eventually he nodded slowly and jerked his head to one of his men. “Go with her and wait outside,” he ordered.
I threaded my way through the press towards the nearest ladies’ without waiting to see if the man Mason had tasked was behind me or not.
Inside there were two girls wearing minuscule bikinis and excruciating clear plastic high heels who were applying copious amounts of lipstick and mascara. One was blonde and one was dark haired but they both had identical tans. They looked up as I ambled in, gave me a fast inspection and a little smirk, and went back to their primping.
I washed my hands and took my time over drying them while I waited for them to totter out. Then I went along the line of cubicles, giving each door a gentle nudge. Aimee was lurking in the end one with her hands in her pockets.
“Wassup girl?” she demanded. “You look, like, way too stressed.”
I held my finger up to my lips and shushed her. There was no outer door and even with the general noise level I didn’t want to risk being overheard. I pushed her back into the cubicle and shut the door behind us.
“Look, I need you to tell Trey I’m here with Gerri Raybourn and Livingston Brown and his security men,” I said, keeping my voice low. “We’ve arranged a meet with Whitmarsh and he’s supposed to be bringing out Trey’s dad. If he does, Brown’s guys will grab him.”
“Cool,” she said. “What do we have to do?”
“Just keep Trey out of sight,” I said. “I’ll call you and let you know when it’s over.”
She nodded and started to go but as she reached for the door handle I had one last thought to add. “If it’s safe for him to come to me I’ll say something about his father, his dad,” I said. “But if anything goes wrong, when I call you I’ll mention Keith by name. In that case get him out of here as fast as you can and tell him to go to Walt’s place on the beach. You got that?”
“What about you?”
I brushed the question aside. “Have you got that?”
She hesitated a moment, then nodded. “Father is good. Keith is bad,” she said, like she was revising for an exam. “Go to Walt’s place. I gotcha.”
“OK,” I said. “Now give me a minute or so head start before you come out.” And I started to head for the exit.
“Oh – and Charlie?”
I turned.
“Good luck, girl,” she said.
I managed to raise a poor smile. “Thanks,” I said. “I’m going to need it.”
***
When we’d been at the Ocean Center before I’d automatically noticed the security guards covering all the staircases leading to the upper floors. Now I wondered if Mason’s magic ID card was going to work to get us to the upper level as well but in the event he didn’t need to show it.
The main stage was close to this entrance and it turned out that our arrival coincided with the buildup to the final of the weekend’s bikini contest. So that explained the two girls in the ladies’ room.
The guard on this particular set of stairs was about twenty-two and he’d deserted his post to leer round the corner at the half-naked leggy beauties who were gathering in the backstage area. The eight of us were able to slip past him, under the tape barrier and up the first flight before he’d got his eyeballs back into their sockets again.
The upper floor of the Ocean Center was painted neutral colours and buffed to an institutional shine. It consisted of a network of wide corridors with offices and meeting rooms round the outside of the building and doors leading to the terraces of seating on the inside.
There was another guard sitting reading a magazine between one of the offices and the glass exit doors that led down to the street. She was a fat middle-aged woman with ornate glasses on a chain round her neck and aggressively-dyed orange hair. She got to her feet as we approached, reaching for the walkie-talkie on her belt. I expected Mason to go through his ID rigmarole again but maybe he was getting bored with that approach. Instead he took a gun out from under his jacket and pointed it at her.
“In the office,” he said, twitching the end of the barrel in the direction of the nearest doorway. “Now.”
The guard jumped to her feet, scared, dropping the magazine to the floor. Mason picked the walkie-talkie out of her nerveless fingers and hustled her through the office door. When he returned a few minutes later he was alone. None of us asked him what he’d done with the woman.
“So, Charlie,” Brown said when his boys had checked the surrounding area and found it devoid of other life. “Where d’you reckon Whitmarsh will put in an appearance?”
“If he shows up,” Gerri put in sharply. “He could well have just called the cops.”
Brown regarded her with one eyebrow raised. “Well, let’s see if you’re right,” was all he said.