First Utterings
by
Michelle D. Hudson
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PUBLISHED BY:
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First Utterings
Copyright © 2010 by Michelle D. Hudson
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Dedication
First Utterings is dedicated to my parents, Marion and Alvin. In their own ways, my parents encouraged me to live beyond the measure of other people’s expectations. Even in death, their love and support comfort me.
This ebook is also dedicated to the people who visit my blog and motivate me to write when I lack confidence and cannot find the precise words. It is through their comments, critiques, and advice that I take the first step to sharing my work with a broader audience. I am eternally grateful for their correspondences via Twitter. Therefore, I extend heartfelt and sincere thanks to: Florence Iyinnbo, Liz Mnari, Khakjaan Wessington, Emmett Wheatfall, Steven M. Grant, Nevone Blount, Theron Kennedy, Evelyn N. Alfred, and Kerryanne Layne. Never underestimate the depth of your kind words.
I thank each of you but, above all, I thank God for every blessing and every adversary.
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First Utterings
A Ballad for My Students
It may seem corny or even creepy
But I have loved you since I first saw your name
Printed on white paper.
Permanently etched in my mind:
Henrietta Jones, Erin Plasiance, Maya Jones,
Christopher Holloway, Justin Jack, Kierra Hart --
The list is infinite.
Even when your names escape my tongue,
Your prepubescent faces remain.
Stained upon my heart. Unchanged by time.
There is just something about a teacher's students.
Once assigned to a specific class,
The teacher in me quickly searches for your potential,
Which I am confident exists.
Offering an earnest, clean slate
I beseech you,
Whoever you were last year -- for better or for worse --
Is no more.
The door is open.
And open to more than learning.
Take advantage of this opportunity to be whom you envision.
To be the person you desire. To simply
Be
Yourself.
And when you are ready,
Ready to be more than your mind can comprehend,
Ready to allow God to work in your lives,
I will be there as your teacher.
In the sacred space of the classroom,
Where I am entrusted with your futures.
I invite you to reach for greatness, for
There is just something about a teacher's students.
Letter of Comfort
Dear Youth,
Thought I'd drop a line
to let you know you've got time.
So many cares cast upon lack.
Never fulfilled, you worry that you're fat
or unattractive or dumb.
Persecuted by every thought, your life becomes humdrum --
the same old routine.
Doubt. Want. Envy. Where's your self-esteem?
Your will to live rather than sit still?
Don't tell me you're going to permit this kill!
Don't you know you're all you need
to succeed
and soar beyond your wildest dreams?
You've lost your way or so it seems.
Luckily, you can change your fate in an instant.
Start by relying on the One that the Father sent --
Jesus the Redeemer. He only asks that you believe
for the things of this world you shall one day leave.
As temporary as the flesh,
this life is but a test.
So, right now I challenge you
to be bold, self-assured, and among the few
to scoff at mediocrity and sloth.
Baby, you're a boss!
More than that,
As you are, you're all that.
Love always,
Your Conscious
The Task
Twenty-four here.
Seventeen three times a day.
Thirteen there.
Highest in rank; least in number: a mighty eight they say.
In sum, I am charged with sixty-three souls.
Responsible for educating them,
But it always goes beyond books to setting goals.
Teaching them to stand on God’s word. To trust Him.
A daunting task indeed.
Each child a blank slate.
Oh, but so great is the need!
How does one fill a hollow vessel? Find the precise bait?
Soon-to-be doctors, lawyers, athletes, and actors are among the brood.
Potential sparkles in their eyes,
Yet resolve and drive are limited and crude.
Deficient in desire but wroth in attitude.
Yes, children are the future,
But they are ignorant of their past.
Brawny in faith, I know nurture can overcome nature.
Though the forecast is bleak, I am up for the task.
The callous child wants freedom to accept love.
The seemingly dull-witted student blossoms with independence:
A chance to do-it-by-myself rather than be handled with kid gloves;
An opportunity to develop worth; to know one’s substance.
However, it is not easy; that is, the path to success.
I’ve raised my voice in anger and diminished in esteem.
Feeling desperate when sincerity becomes cheesy.
Heightening my frustration and lowering their self-esteem.
Luckily, it is never too late to start anew.
The rising sun blots out despair,
Giving us another chance to win. To be true
Sirens of Christ’s love ... to clear the air.
In teaching, the teacher is a student always.
Discovering that learning is not about reading, ‘riting, and ‘rithmetic alone.
It’s about valuing a person, not parting ways.
Assuring him or her that the classroom is everyone’s home.
Our Fear
There is something perversely unjust about sending
children into the world. Away from the
loving gaze of our watchful eyes. Estranged