“I hear you, you know.” Aidan sounded amused. “I’m not that thickheaded.”
“Please. Next to the word ‘brick’ in the dictionary is a picture of your face.”
“Boy, don’t push me.”
Gavin snickered. “That’s rich. Right now, you’re the boy.” Gavin stroked his lover’s back and buttocks, loving the feel of such hard, firm flesh. “But I can’t do what you want. I won’t fuck you, Aidan. It’s not what you need right now. I’m not a mind reader, but I know there’s no fast and hard cure—no pun intended—for getting you over that trauma. I don’t want to add to it. But,” he said quickly to forestall Aidan’s arguments, “there are some things we could do to ease you into relaxing. I love your ass, and I’ve been wanting a taste forever.”
“Yeah?”
Gavin liked the hint of excitement he heard. “Yeah. So you just lay here and let me make you feel good. All for my Master.”
“Damn. You know that gets me hard. Are you wearing the collar?”
“Look.”
Aidan turned his head and saw the black collar he’d put aside for Gavin to wear. Not the one Gavin had used in California, but one Aidan told him he’d been saving for the right man. “You look sexy in it.” Aidan’s gaze moved to Gavin’s thick erection. “So fucking hot.”
He squirmed against the bed, and Gavin reached under him, not surprised to find Aidan huge and hard. “You too.” Gavin leaned down over Aidan’s back. “Now relax. I’m not going to fuck you. I’m going to make love to you with my mouth. Nothing but my tongue, okay?”
Aidan’s muscles relaxed. “You sure? I don’t care if you want to fuck me. Really. I love you.”
Gavin planted kisses on Aidan’s shoulders. “I know. You don’t have to prove it to me. I get it.”
“I won’t be a ball of joy to live with. I’m just warning you.”
Aidan had been telling him the same thing for several minutes, the worry there that Gavin would no doubt leave him soon. That Aidan would offer himself sexually just to keep Gavin around made Gavin hurt for him.
“I don’t need your fucking pity,” Aidan growled. “If that’s all you have to—fuck.”
Gavin’s fingers stroked along Aidan’s crack as he kissed his way down that broad back. “Easy. It’s not pity I’m feeling. God. I need you to feel what I’m feeling. Then I need you to fuck me hard.”
“Sure, baby.” Aidan groaned when Gavin’s mouth found his ass. “Whatever you want.”
“I want you,” Gavin sent him loudly enough to be heard.
“You have me. All of me.” Aidan ground his pelvis against the bed while Gavin nipped his ass, leaving stinging little bites all over that firm body. As he kissed and licked his way between Aidan’s cheeks, he reminded himself to take it slowly. He wanted Aidan to never forget today, and he wanted his lover to see how deeply Gavin felt.
“Tell me if any of it’s too much. I want you to feel so good, Master.”
Aidan liked “Master” even better than “Sir.” And Gavin wanted to do whatever he could to please his selfless partner. Knowing Aidan would have given his life to protect Gavin, just happy to be loved, moved him to be thorough, to show Aidan he deserved every bit of Gavin’s affection.
Gavin kissed him, then pried Aidan’s ass cheeks wider, exposing that pretty little hole. He licked, loving the taste of the man. Soap and musk and Aidan, all wrapped up in one sexy, adorable package.
“Not…adorable…” Aidan moaned as Gavin rimmed him with pleasure. “God, that’s fucking good.”
As Gavin continued to learn his lover, he stroked his tongue deeper, penetrating with short thrusts, careful to keep his mind free of anything but the love and desire he felt for Aidan.
Aidan’s breathy moans and gasps were more frequent while Gavin put more of his tongue inside. He stroked gently, purposefully slow, to build Aidan’s desire.
“I want you. I want to fuck that tight hole. I want to fuck your mouth,” Aidan rasped. “Shit, you’re good.”
Gavin smiled and continued to eat his lover, wanting to make it unforgettable. He ran his hands up and down the insides of Aidan’s thighs while he worked Aidan with his tongue. And when he grazed Aidan’s balls, Aidan shoved forcibly into the bed.
Gavin wasn’t unaffected either. He was so hard, his slit wet. But he felt no urge to fuck Aidan. He hadn’t been lying. He wasn’t a top. He wanted a hard cock inside him, to ride him while he took his own pleasure from the orgasm building in his Master.
“That’s enough,” Aidan growled. “Get over here on your back. I need to love you.”
Not fuck you. Gavin eased up and found himself on his back, his legs spread and Aidan’s mouth over him in seconds.
“Oh, yeah. Master, please.”
Aidan was ravenous. He licked and sucked, devouring Gavin with need. “Come for me baby. Show me how much you love me.”
The orgasm hit Gavin hard, and he cried out as he gave himself to Aidan without thought, instinctively surrendering to his lover. To his love.
Aidan swallowed him, sucking every bit of cum from Gavin’s cock. Then he left Gavin on the bed while he rummaged through his drawer. He found lubrication and smoothed it all over himself.
“You’re huge,” Gavin croaked, staring dazedly at that monster in Aidan’s hand.
“You made me that way.” Aidan finished and wiped the rest of the lube on Gavin’s belly. “Now watch me come inside you.” Aidan tilted Gavin’s hips and eased inside his ass. He moved slowly, watching Gavin’s face while he joined them mind to mind and flesh to flesh. “You’re a part of me, baby. I can’t let you go.”
“Then don’t.” Gavin reached for Aidan and held on to his forearms on either side of him while Aidan rocked in and out of him. “Fill me up, Master. If it pleases you.”
“Oh, it pleases me.” Aidan’s forehead was beaded with sweat. “You’re so good for me, boy. So damn perfect.” Aidan continued to fuck him and leaned down to kiss Gavin. He lingered, thrusting with his tongue every time he pushed with his cock.
Gavin was lost in the ecstasy of his lover, his Master. Being taken, being given all that love and protection, the desire and affection balled inside his heart and refused to leave.
“Gonna come. Gonna fill that ass, my ass,” Aidan groaned and rotated his hips. “I love you, Gavin. You’re mine.”
“Yours.” Gavin’s erection returned as he watched Aidan take him—love him. His blond lover was so beautiful it made him ache, and knowing how much Aidan wanted him, how far he’d been willing to go to prove that, turned him inside out.
“Touch yourself. I want to see you come again.”
“I don’t know if I can…”
Aidan changed his angle of penetration and hit Gavin’s prostate.
“Do it.” Aidan glared down at him, and that dominating tone did the trick.
“Yes, Sir.” He rubbed himself off while Aidan finished fucking him. When Aidan thrust hard one final time and shuddered, Gavin knew he watched, waiting.
“Let me see.” Aidan’s hoarse voice shook him to the core.
“Yes, yes,” Gavin moaned and came, clamping tightly around Aidan.
Aidan sighed. “Fuck, that is so hot. I love watching you come. Squeeze me. Oh yeah.”
They finished and remained joined. “You’re mine now. Only mine, unless I decide to share you,” Aidan murmured. He brushed a hank of hair out of Gavin’s eyes. “I know how much you liked Mike watching. And how much you liked servicing us both.”
“I, uh…” Gavin didn’t know what to say. “Is that okay?”