Westerburg said, “I’m not supposed to use it when the pharmacist isn’t on duty.”
“Make an exception,” Herb said sharply. “This time.”
Westerburg moved off, sorting among his keys.
“If the pharmacist was there,” Buckman said, after a time, “he wouldn’t need the key.”
“This whole planet,” Herb said, “is run by bureaucrats.” He eyed Buckman. “You’re too sick to take anymore. After he gets you the Darvon, go home.”
“I’m not sick,” Buckman said. “I just don’t feel well.”
“But don’t stick around here. I’ll finish up. You start to leave and then you come back.”
“I’m like an animal,” Buckman said. “Like a laboratory rat.”
The phone on his big oak desk buzzed.
“Is there any chance it’s one of the marshals?” Buckman said. “I can’t talk to them tonight; it’ll have to wait.”
Herb picked up the phone. Listened. Then, cupping his hand over the receiver, he said, “It’s Taverner. Jason Taverner.”
“I’ll talk to him.” Buckman took the phone from Herb Maime, said into it, “Hello, Taverner. It’s late.”
In his ear, Taverner said tinnily, “I want to give myself up. I’m at the apartment of Heather Hart. We’re waiting here together.”
To Herb Maime, Buckman said, “He wants to give himself up.”
“Tell him to come down here,” Herb said.
“Come down here,” Buckman said into the phone. “Why do you want to give up?” he said. “We’ll kill you in the end, you miserable murdering motherfucker; you know that. Why don’t you run?”
“Where?” Taverner squeaked.
“To one of the campuses. Go to Columbia. They’re stabilized; they have food and water for a while.”
Taverner said, “I don’t want to be hunted anymore.”
“To live is to be hunted,” Buckman rasped. “Okay, Taverner,” he said. “Come down here and we’ll book you. Bring the Hart woman with you so we can record her testimony.” You goddamn fool, he thought. Giving yourself up. “Cut your testicles off while you’re at it. You stupid bastard.” His voice shook.
“I want to clear myself,” Taverner’s voice echoed thinly in Buckman’s ear.
“When you show up here,” Buckman said, “I’ll kill you with my own gun. Resisting arrest, you degenerate. Or whatever we want to call it. We’ll call it what we feel like. Anything.” He hung up the phone. “He’s coming down here to be killed,” he said to Herb Maime.
“You picked him. You can unpick him if you want. Clear him. Send him back to his phonograph records and his silly TV show.”
“No.” Buckman shook his head.
Westerburg appeared with two pink capsules and a paper cup of water. “Darvon compound,” he said, presenting them to Buckman.
“Thank you.” Buckman swallowed the pills, drank the water, crushed the paper cup and dropped it into his shredder. Quietly, the teeth of the shredder spun, then ceased. Silence.
“Go home,” Herb said to him. “Or, better yet, go to a motel, a good downtown motel for the night. Sleep late tomorrow; I’ll handle the marshals when they call.”
“I have to meet Taverner.”
“No you don’t. I’ll book him. Or a desk sergeant can book him. Like any other criminal.”
“Herb,” Buckman said, “I intend to kill the guy, as I said on the phone.” Going to his desk he unlocked the bottom drawer, got out a cedar box, set it on the desk. He opened the box and from it brought forth a single-shot Derringer twenty-two pistol. He loaded it with a hollow-nosed shell, half cocked it, held it with its muzzle pointed at the ceiling. For safety’s sake. Habit.
“Let’s see that,” Herb said.
Buckman handed it to him. “Made by Colt,” he said. “Colt acquired the dies and patents. I forget when.”
“This is a nice gun,” Herb said, weighing it, balancing it in his hand. “A fine handgun.” He gave it back. “But a twenty-two slug is too small. You’d have to get him exactly between the eyes. He’d have to be standing directly in front of you.” He placed his hand on Buckman’s shoulder. “Use a thirty-eight special or a forty-five,” he said. “Okay? Will you do that?”
“You know who owns this gun?” Buckman said. “Alys. She kept it here because she said if she kept it at home she might use it on me sometime during an argument, or late at night when she gets—got—depressed. But it’s not a woman’s gun. Derringer made women’s guns, but this isn’t one of them.”
“Did you get it for her?”
“No,” Buckman said. “She found it in a pawnshop down in the Watts area. Twenty-five bucks she paid for it. Not a bad price, considering its condition.” He glanced up, into Herb’s face. “We really have to kill him. The marshals will crucify me if we don’t hang it on him. And I’ve got to stay at policy level.”
“I’ll take care of it,” Herb said.
“Okay.” Buckman nodded. “I’ll go home.” He placed the pistol back in its box, back on its red-velvet cushion, closed the box, then opened it once more and dumped the twentytwo bullet from the barrel. Herb Maime and Phil Westerburg watched. “The barrel breaks to the side in this model,” Buckman said. “It’s unusual.”
“You better get a black-and-gray to take you home,” Herb said. “The way you feel and with what’s happened you shouldn’t be driving.”
“I can drive,” Buckman said. “I can always drive. What I can’t do properly is kill a man with a twenty-two slug who’s standing directly in front of me. Somebody has to do it for me.”
“Good night,” Herb said quietly.
“Good night.” Buckman left them, made his way through the various offices, the deserted suites and chambers of the academy, once more to the ascent tube. The Darvon had already begun to lessen the pain in his head; he felt grateful for that. Now I can breathe the night air, he thought. Without suffering.
The door of the ascent tube slid open. There stood Jason Taverner. And, with him, an attractive woman. Both of them looked frightened and pale. Two tall, handsome, nervous people. Obviously sixes. Defeated sixes.
“You are under police arrest,” Buckman said. “Here are your rights. Anything you say may be held against you. You have a right to counsel and if you cannot afford an attorney one will be appointed for you. You have a right to be tried by a jury, or you can waive that right and be tried by a judge appointed by the Police Academy of Los Angeles City and County. Do you understand what I have just said?”
“I came here to clear myself,” Jason Taverner said.
“My staff will take your depositions,” Buckman said. “Go into the blue-colored offices over there where you were taken before.” He pointed. “Do you see him in there? The man in the single-breasted suit with the yellow tie?”
“Can I clear myself?” Jason Taverner said. “I admit to being in the house when she died, but I didn’t have anything to do with it. I went upstairs and found her in the bathroom. She was getting some Thorazine for me. To counteract the mescaline she gave me.”
“He saw her as a skeleton,” the woman—evidently Heather Hart—said. “Because of the mescaline. Can’t he get off on the grounds that he was under the influence of a powerful hallucinogenic chemical? Doesn’t that legally clear him? He had no control over what he did, and I didn’t have anything to do with it at all. I didn’t even know she was dead until I read tonight’s paper.”
“In some states it might,” Buckman said.
“But not here,” the woman said wanly. Comprehendingly. Emerging from his office, Herb Maime sized up the situation and declared, “I’ll book him and take their statements, Mr. Buckman. You go ahead on home as we agreed.”
“Thank you,” Buckman said. “Where’s my topcoat?” He glanced around for it. “God, it’s cold,” he said. “They turn the heat off at night,” he explained to Taverner and the Hart woman. “I’m sorry.”
“Good night,” Herb said to him.
Buckman entered the ascent tube and pressed the button that closed the door. He still did not have his topcoat. Maybe I should take a black-and-gray, he said to himself. Get some junior-grade eager cadet type to drive me home, or, like Herb said, go to one of the good downtown motels. Or one of the new soundproof hotels by the airport. But then my quibble would be here and I wouldn’t have it to drive to work tomorrow morning.