But as fast as she found such bits of orderliness in the unmanageable sky, she lost them again. Slowly she came to accept the truth — that there was no order, that the stars were scattered over the sky at random.
For the first time since leaving the “Flying Pig,” panic spurted in her. Her breath scraped through her throat and she felt her capillaries expand throughout her flesh, admitting more strength-bearing Air.
Why should randomness upset her so? Because, she realized slowly, there were no vortex lines here, no neat Crust ceiling or Sea floor. All her life had been spent in a ruled-off sky — a sky where any hint of irregularity was so unusual as to be a sign of deadly danger.
But there were no lines here, no reassuring anchor-points for her mind.
“Are you all right?” Hork sounded calmer than she was, but his eyecups were wide and his nostrils flared, glowing like nuclear-burning wood above his bush of beard.
“No. Not really. I’m not sure I can accept all this.”
“I know. I know.” Hork lifted up his face. In the starlight the intrinsic coarseness of his features seemed to melt away, leaving a calm, almost elegiac expression. He waved a hand across the sky. “Look at the stars. Look how their brightness varies… But what if that variation is an illusion? Have you thought about that? What if all the stars are about as bright as each other?”
Her mind — as usual — plodded slowly behind his flight of logic. If the stars were all the same intrinsic brightness, then some of them would have to be further away. Much further away.
She sighed. No, damn it. She hadn’t thought of that.
Somehow she’d been picturing the starry Ur-universe as a shell around her — like the Crust, though much further away. But it wasn’t like that; she was surrounded by an unbounded sky throughout which the stars — themselves worlds — were scattered like spin-spider eggs.
The universe ballooned around her, reducing her to a meaningless mote, a spark of awareness. It was oppressive, beyond her imagination; she cried out, covering her face in her hands.
Hork sounded uncomfortable. “Take it easy.”
Irritation burrowed through her awe. “Oh, sure. And you’re quite calm, I suppose. Sorry to embarrass you…”
“Give me a break.”
She turned away from him, striving for calm. “I wish I knew what is an appropriate response to all this — to be here in this ancient place, to be seeing through the eyes of the Ur-humans…”
“Well, not quite,” Hork said gently. “Remember there are still walls around us, which must somehow be helping us to see. The Ur-humans didn’t see things the same way we do. Ask Muub about it when we get back… We ‘see’ by sound waves which are transmitted through the Air.” He waved a hand. “But beyond this little bubble, there isn’t any Air. The Ur-humans didn’t live in Air, in fact. And they ‘saw’ by focusing beams of photons, which…”
She wrinkled her nose. “They could smell the stars?”
“Of course not,” he snapped. “In Air, photons can travel only slowly, diffusing. So we use them to smell. And we ‘hear’ temperature fluctuations.
“In empty space, it’s different. Phonons can’t travel at all — so we would be blind. But photons travel immensely fast. So the Ur-humans could have ‘seen’ photons… Anyway, that’s Muub’s theory.”
“Then how did they hear? Or smell, or taste?”
He growled impatiently. “How the hell should I know? Anyway, I think this third chamber is designed to let us see the universe the way the Ur-humans did.” He rubbed his chin thoughtfully. “And there’s still a setting left on the arrow-console, the fourth one… we haven’t finished with our ways of seeing yet.”
She’d forgotten about that last setting. Some core of her, buried deep inside, quailed a little further.
Turning in the Air she looked around, still searching for patterns. The sky wasn’t uniformly dark, she realized; the elusive gas faded up from gray to a deep, crimson glow on the far side of the room. “Come on. I think there’s something beyond the wormhole chamber…”
Still holding hands, they Waved past the control chair and around the darkened tetrahedron which contained the wormhole portal and the “Pig.” Through the open door, Dura glimpsed their craft; its roughly hewn wooden walls, its bands of Corestuff, the slowly leaking stink of Air-pig farts, all seemed unbearably primitive in this chamber of Ur-human miracles.
The sky-glow intensified as they neared its source. At last the glow drowned out the stars. Dura felt herself pull back, shying away from new revelations. But Hork enclosed her fingers in a tight, smothering grip and coaxed her forward. “Come on,” he said grimly. “Don’t fold on me now.” At the center of the glowing sky was a single star: tiny, fierce and yellow-red, brighter than any other in the sky. But this star wasn’t isolated in space. A ring of some glowing gas circled the star, and — still more astonishing — an immense globe of light hung close to the fierce little star. The globe was like a star itself, but attenuated, bloated, its outer layers so diffuse as almost to merge with the all-pervading gas cloud. Tendrils of gray light snaked from the globe-star and reached far into the ring of gas.
It was like a huge sculpture of gas and light, Dura thought. She was stunned by the spectacle, and yet charmed by its proportion, scale, depths of shading and color.
She was seeing the gas ring around the star from edge-on… in fact, she realized slowly, the Ur-human construct around her was actually inside the body of the ring. And she could see beyond the central star to the far side of the gas ring; distance reduced the ring’s far limb to a line of light on which the little star was threaded, like a pendant.
She could see turbulence in the ring, huge cells big enough to swallow a thousand of the Ur-human colonies. The cells erupted and merged, changing as she watched despite their unthinkable scale. And there seemed to be movement around the star, a handful of sparks dipping into its carcass…
“Then it’s true,” Hork breathed.
“What?”
“That we’re not in the Star any more. That we’ve been transported, through the wormhole, to a planet outside it.” Ring-light bathed his face, casting complex highlights from his beard. “Don’t you see? That’s our star — the Star — and, just like the map said, we’re on a planet circling the Star. But the map didn’t show the ring.” He turned to her, excitement in his eyes. It was the excitement of understanding, she realized, of piecing together a puzzle. “So now we know how our Star’s system is put together.” He mimed with his hands. “Here’s the Star, at the center of it all. The gas ring encircles it, like this. The planet must drift within the ring. And hanging above it all we have the globe-thing, glowing dully and leaking gas.”
Dura stared at their Star. It was small and mean, she thought, disappointing compared to the glorious lanterns which glittered in other parts of the sky. And yet it was home; she felt a strange dislocation, a pang of sadness, of loss. “Our world is so limited,” she said slowly. “How could we ever have known that beyond the Crust was so much wonder, immensity, beauty…”
“You know, I think that big sphere of gas has a glow of its own. It isn’t just reflecting the Starlight, I mean.”
The globe was like an immense pendant on the ring, utterly dwarfing the Star itself. Hork seemed to be right; the intensity of its gray-yellow glow increased toward its rough center. And it wasn’t actually a sphere, she realized slowly; perhaps it had once been, but now it was drawn out into a teardrop shape, with a thin tip attached to the ring by an umbilical of glowing gas. The outer layers of the globe were misty, turbulent; Dura could see through them to the darkness of space.