I let go of him and bent down to pull some weeds that were surrounding the grave area. “That’s something you decide whether or not you’re going to do. You can move on and try to live your life as normal as possible, or you can make the decision to let go of life and let sorrow consume you. I’m a big believer of fate, and I believe god took my dad so his pain and suffering could stop, and he could be with my mother again.” He stroked my hair and ran his finger along my cheek.
“You’re amazing, and I don’t know what I did to deserve to have you in my life.” I kissed his cool lips and smiled as we walked back to the Range Rover and headed for the hotel.
We arrived at the hotel and took the elevator up to the Grand Room. I was getting use to this Presidential Suite thing. Connor went to the fireplace and turned it on. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his waist. “You feel so good,” I said as I took in his scent.
“Not as good as you feel baby,” he whispered as he buried his nose in my head.
“Dance with me,” I asked.
A beautiful smile graced his face. “I would love to dance with you, but let me put on some music first.
He walked over to the small stereo that sat on a table by the window. He walked back to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. We held each other and slowly moved to the soft melody coming from the radio. He stared into my eyes as he leaned in and brushed my lips with his. My hands moved up and down his back as our soft kiss turned passionate and we gently made love by the fire. We laid there, staring into each other; our naked bodies wrapped in a blanket.
“Are you hungry?” He asked as he kissed my shoulder.
“For you, yes,” I smirked.
He smiled as he stroked my cheek with his soft fingers, “I am always hungry for you, but we will eventually have to eat real food. I hate to break it to you baby, but we can’t survive on sex alone.”
He started to tickle me as I laughed and tried to grab his hands. He finally stopped when I said ouch because my eye started to hurt. He softly kissed my stitches before getting up and ordering room service.
It wasn’t too long before room service was delivered as we got up and got dressed. “Are you feeling ok Elle? You look a little pale?”
“I’m fine sweetie; I’m just tired, and I think I have you to blame for that.”
He flashed me his sexy smile. “If I recall, you were the one who did all the work.”
I blushed as I got up from my seat and held out my hand, “Would you care to join me for a hot bath Mr. Black?
“I would love to Miss Lane, just not too hot; I don’t want you passing out.” I snickered as we walked to the large marbled bathroom.
The bathtub was large enough for 4 people. Connor started the water and got in as I removed my robe and twisted my hair up so it didn’t get wet.
“Damn you are so sexy,” he smiled as I walked towards the tub.
“Not as sexy as you are,” I smiled as I slid in the tub and leaned my back against his firm chest. He put his arms around me and we laid there, taking in the warmth of the water and the softness of our wet skin. He softly kissed my neck. “I love it when you wear your hair up.”
“Is that so?” I smiled as he continued to plant small delicate kisses down my neck.
“You have no idea how bad I wanted you that night of the charity. I did everything I could to restrain myself and not take you in the bathroom and have my way with you.”
I lightly rubbed his arm with my fingers, “I wish you would have.”
“No, you don’t, I would have been too rough, and I might have scared you off.”
“You can never scare me off.”
I turned my head, so I was facing him, “Infinity is forever, and that is what you are to me, you are my forever Mr. Black.”
He kissed my lips, “There's no limit to what I wouldn't do for you. Just ask and it will be done, no matter the sacrifice.”
I traced his lips with my fingers, “Those are the most beautiful words anyone has ever said to me.”
“They’re true, every last word,” he whispered as our lips met one last time before we headed off to bed.
The next morning Connor and I were drinking coffee in the room when a text message from Kyle came through.
“Elle, I heard you were in town, where are you staying? I need to see you; it’s important?” I sighed as I read it.
“Who’s it from?” Connor asked.
“Kyle says he needs to see me. He says it’s important, and he wants to know where we’re staying.”
“Tell him then, obviously he needs to see you about something.” Connor seemed calm about it, but I had a terrible feeling.
I texted Kyle back and told him which hotel I was at and wondering what the hell was he doing in Michigan? Connor and I got dressed and finished packing our things to head back to New York. Before long, there was a knock at the door. I walked over and opened it.
“Hi Kyle, come in,” I glared at him.
“Hey Elle” He walked in and froze when he saw Connor come from the bedroom. Kyle looked at me, “I didn’t know he was here with you.”
“Hey Kyle,” Connor waved to him.
Kyle gave a small hello and looked at me, “Ellery, I need to speak with you in private.”
“If you have something to say, you can say it in front of Connor.” Kyle looked sternly at me.
“I don’t think you’d want him to hear this.”
My stomach tied itself in knots, and I started to get extremely nervous.
“Kyle, what is it? Spit it out for fucks sake; we are heading back to New York in a little while, and I don’t have time for games.”
He looked at Connor who started to walk towards the bedroom, “I’ll give you two some privacy.”
Kyle nodded and turned to look at me, “I made a terrible mistake Elle; I never should have left you.”
I gasped because that was totally unexpected. “It’s a little too late, you did what you did, and I moved on, and so did you.”
“No, that’s what I’m trying to tell you, I didn’t move on. Hell, I dated a few girls, but none of them are you; I love you baby. We had four fucking years together; you can’t just throw that away.”
Rage started to take over my body. How dare he tell me that I threw our relationship away when he is the one who packed up and left? My voice became uncontrollably loud.
“I - can’t throw that away? You’re the one who fucking walked out on me, leaving me alone because you needed space, and now you come here back to our hometown and expect me to take you back?” Connor heard me yelling and emerged from the bedroom.
“I was scared Elle. I ran because I was scared, but I now realize what a screw up I am and I want you. I want us back for as long as we can be.”
I pointed my finger at him, “Get the hell out of here Kyle.”
His eyes turned cold as he looked over at Connor, “Does he know Elle? Did you tell him?”
Connor walked over and looked at me, “Tell me what?”
I stared at Kyle with pleading eyes, “Kyle, please leave; please, for both our sake.”
His eyes grew wider, “You didn’t tell him?”
“Kyle, stop please,” I begged.
Connor turned to Kyle, “What hasn’t she told me?”
Tears filled my eyes as Kyle began to speak.
“I’m sorry Elle.”
He looked at Connor and proceeded to talk. “She has cancer, and she refuses to go and get treatments; she is just going to let herself die. That’s why I left because I couldn’t sit there and watch her die.”
The tears were flowing freely down my face as Connor looked at me with a horrified look on his face, “Ellery is that true?”
Kyle turned around, “I’m sorry Elle,” he said as he shook his head and walked out the door.