Thinking.
That Afsan thought great thoughts Dybo already knew, though the idea of just staring out into space and thinking for daytenths on end was something he could not fathom. But, of course, that wasn’t right, either. Afsan was not staring out into space. Rather, he was in perpetual darkness, seeing only those images his mind provided. It had been sixteen kilodays since Afsan’s blinding, and, although Det-Yenalb, the one who had actually pierced Afsan’s eyes with an obsidian dagger, was long dead, Dybo still felt guilt each time he saw his friend, each time he realized yet again that his friend could not see him.
Did Afsan still think in pictures? Still remember the things he’d seen when he’d had eyes? Still cherish, say, the sight of a flower or a marble sculpture? Dybo tried briefly to remember what, for instance, the tapestries that hung in his own ruling room looked like. Colorful, of course, and ornate. But the details? Dybo couldn’t conjure them up. Would Afsan’s memories of vision be like that, only even more attenuated, having faded over time?
And yet, it was apparent that Afsan’s mind was as sharp as ever, indeed possibly even more keen than it had been when he was sighted. Perhaps the lack of distractions enabled him to more fully concentrate, to give over his thought processes to whatever problem he sought to solve. It staggered Dybo, his friend’s intellect, and sometimes it frightened him a bit. But he also knew that Afsan’s counsel was the sagest and most logical and purest of heart of any that he might receive.
Dybo saw Afsan’s head snap up. "Who’s approaching?" Afsan said into the air.
Dybo sang out, "It’s me, Dybo." He was still many paces from Afsan, but, once the gap had narrowed, he said, "I cast a shadow in your presence, Afsan. May I enter your territory?"
Afsan made a concessional bow without getting up from his rock, and said, "Hahat dan." At his feet, the giant lizard stirred, opened an eye, looked at Dybo, and, apparently recognizing him, closed the lid and went back to sleep.
Dybo found another rock to sit upon. The stone had warmed nicely in the sun. "It is peaceful here," said Dybo at last, looking around at the grasses, the trees, and the great water visible beyond the cliff’s edge.
"More peaceful than the palace, I’m sure," Afsan said quietly.
Dybo nodded, then, remembering Afsan’s condition, said, "Yes."
Afsan’s muzzle turned toward Dybo. "You’ve come about Rodlox’s challenge, haven’t you?"
Dybo was quiet for a time. Afsan had known him so long; knew him so well. "Yes," the Emperor said at last.
"What do you intend to do?" asked Afsan.
"I don’t know. My constitutional advisor tells me I need not respond at all."
Afsan’s head turned slowly to follow the sound of a wingfinger making its way across the sky. "What you must do legally and what is wise to do are often different things," he said.
Dybo sighed, long and loud. "Indeed. My authority is already diminished, they tell me, for the people know that my ancestor, Larsk, was not a divinely inspired prophet." Dybo was surprised at the sudden bitterness he felt toward Afsan. After all, it was through Afsan’s efforts that Larsk had been reduced. But then, he thought, what Afsan did to me and The Family was done without malice. Can I honestly say the same about what I did to him? Dybo pressed on. "I am the first Emperor to not rule by divine right."
Afsan’s reply came quickly, perhaps too quickly. "You rule because the people respect your judgment." A pat answer, soothing to hear.
Dybo nodded. "Some of the people do. But there are dissenters." And again he surprised himself with his anger, for it was Afsan who had burdened Dybo with the task of getting the Quintaglios off their world before it disintegrated. "There are many who feel I am pushing us in the wrong direction."
"You are pushing us in the only direction that will ensure the survival of our people. No other choice is possible."
"You know that. That is, you understand the reasoning. I accept that. That is, I trust your judgment. But there are others who neither understand nor accept the necessity of the exodus."
Afsan’s turn to sigh. "Yes, there are such people."
"Those against the exodus oppose not just it, but me personally. Those who believe The Family no longer has a right to rule also oppose me. And Rodlox, who apparently is my brother, he opposes me, too." A pause. "You knew about my brothers and sisters?"
"I suspected it," said Afsan softly.
"Why?"
Afsan said nothing.
"You suspected it because you could not see how one such as me could be the best of a clutch of hatchlings," Dybo said flatly.
In the light of day, there was nothing for Afsan to say.
"I may not be physically strong, Afsan, but I try as best I can. I put the interests of the people before my own interests, and it’s not every leader who can say that when the sun is shining."
"That is true."
"But there was a time when even you wished for a different ruler?"
"There was a time," Afsan said softly, "when I had eyes."
Dybo was silent awhile. "I’m sorry."
"I know." The silence between them protracted to an awkward length. Afsan pressed on. "You cannot rule under these conditions. We don’t have time for dissent." He gestured expansively, taking in all of Rockscape and everything beyond. "The world is coming to an end. We must have unchallenged leadership. We must have an Emperor who can take us to the stars."
"But it’s not just me personally who’s being challenged," said Dybo.
"Oh?"
"The newsriders and sailing ships are carrying Rodlox’s story to all points of Land."
"So I would imagine."
"Bloodpriests are being banished from their Packs. In some instances, they’re even being killed."
Afsan’s voice was soft. "That is unfortunate."
"I have reports that in many Packs all egglings are being allowed to live."
Afsan looked thoughtful. "I suspect the people feel it’s unfair for only the egglings of The Family to go unculled."
"But the population — ?"
"Will swell. By eightfold."
"We are creatures of instinct, Afsan. Even you, even the most rational of us. I remember Nor-Gampar, the way you tore his throat out aboard the Dasheter…"
"Yes," said Afsan sadly. "We are creatures of instinct."
"Right now, with the egglings confined to the creches, the matter is in hand. But when they venture out into the world…"
"They will seek to establish their own territories. And there won’t be enough space for each of them. The territorial imperative will drive them, and everyone, into dagamant."
"That is my fear, too." Dybo spread his arms. "What can I do?"
Afsan tilted his head slightly upward, thinking. "It’s difficult. Obviously we as a people simply can’t allow all of our offspring to live — we’re much too fecund for that. Since the hatching of time, the bloodpriests have taken care of weeding the population. But now those priests are in disrepute. Their respectability must be restored."
"How?" Dybo got up off the rock he had been straddling and began to pace. "When I father hatchlings, I will gladly submit them to dispatch."
Afsan shook his head. "You will not be believed."
"But they’ll know I’m not lying."
"Not intentionally, no. But you might be misinformed or misled by your advisors, as, apparently, you and perhaps your predecessors have been in the past."