She would love to read that diary. But she also didn’t want Nicky to have misconceptions about Bliss. “Terrible things happen here. It’s not paradise.”
“I know. It wasn’t back then, either. And what’s with all the alien sightings? Granddad talks about him and some young vet putting down an alien invasion back in the sixties. I think he might have been going senile by then.”
Not the way Mel told it. “We have some characters around here.”
“Yes, and I want to be one of them. I want to be who I am and not apologize for it. I want someplace where I’ll be accepted and relied on not because of who I am, but what I’m willing to do to help out.”
She loved his enthusiasm, but couldn’t help but think about his future. “Nicky, baby, I don’t know how much of a future there is for you here. It’s hard to find a job. There aren’t a lot of opportunities.”
“There’s a college in Alamosa. After that, we’ll see. I just know that I don’t want to go back to Denver or Washington. I want to figure myself out. I want the world to be big and small at the same time. Big enough that I can lose myself in it, and small enough that I can find my way home. Here, Mom. With you.”
She reached out and grabbed his hand. She’d had so many dreams for him. From the moment he’d been laid in her arms, she’d seen big plans for his future, and now she saw clearly that he dreamed better than she ever had. Happiness. Family. A place to call home. Those were what mattered.
It was all in reach. It was past time to grab it.
“I’ll support whatever you want to do, baby.”
“Oh, god, that man is hot. And there’s two of him. Support me in finding my own crazy, hot cowboy ménage. Please, Mommy. Buy me those two.”
And he was slightly demented. “Nicky, please remember, I’m your mom. I do not want to hear about your sex life. I wouldn’t want to hear about it if you were straight, either.”
He had the most mischievous look in his eyes. Holly was well aware he played it straight around his father. Now he was indulging in being himself. Way too much. “That is the hottest cowboy ass I have ever seen.”
Holly winced. She knew Nicky was enjoying his newfound freedom, but this was still a small Western town. She turned to see who the recipient of her son’s admiration was.
Everyone in the café had stopped as though waiting to see if the bomb was going to go off. Stella’s mouth sort of hung open, and she stood very still. The whole café reminded Holly of a possum in the presence of a very large predator. They held still in hopes that the predator wouldn’t eat them.
Max Harper turned and stared at Nicky, his eyes narrowing. Rye stood beside his brother.
“Did you hear what that kid said?” Rye asked.
Max frowned. “Yeah. Yeah, I did.”
Oh, fuck. The baddest-tempered man in town was staring at her sweet, little, apparently way-too-sexually-precocious baby boy. Max liked to start fights. He really liked it. Max was at least two hundred twenty pounds of pure muscle. And Nicky was right. He had a great ass, but Holly wasn’t sure he wanted to hear that from another man.
Max started to stalk toward their booth.
Holly stood. Fuck, how would Rachel handle this? Rachel was the only one really capable of handling her husband.
“Now, Max, he is seventeen years old. You can’t beat him up.”
Max ignored her. “What did you say to me, young man?”
Nicky turned a very nice shade of green, proving that he had a healthy sense of self-preservation. Holly tried to get in between her baby and the tiger whose tail he’d pulled.
“I said you had a nice backside, sir.” Nicky sounded like he gulped a little between words.
“Nicky, you are not helping.” Holly sent her son what she hoped was an intimidating stare.
“And you’re of a homosexual persuasion?” Max asked, his voice low.
“Yes, yes, sir.”
“Max Harper, I swear, if you touch my son, I will cut off your balls.” That sounded a little Rachel-like.
Max finally looked to her, his handsome face a mask of confusion. “Why would I beat him up? He complimented me.” Max swiveled and showed off his backside. “Rachel never compliments my ass. Do you know how hard I work for this? I try to keep myself attractive for her, but she never even mentions it. It makes a man wonder.”
He turned back and around, and the whole café seemed to deflate with the knowledge that no one was going to be murdered.
“It’s not right,” Max said, shaking his head.
Rye groaned behind him. “She’s not ignoring you. She’s tired because Paige has had an ear infection, not because she doesn’t think your ass is pretty.”
“See, if you were with a gay guy, he would worship you for that ass. Nothing would get in the way.” Nicky was right back to grinning.
Holly could see he was going to be a handful. She might need to start a “sarcastic gay teen” support group.
Max crossed his arms over his chest and smiled, smug satisfaction evident in his stance. “I told you I would play well with our homosexual brethren. This is one hot piece of man meat. It plays across all sexual orientations.”
Rye slapped at his brother. “He wasn’t talking about you, idiot. It was obvious he was talking about me. No gay man is going to put up with your shit.”
“Oh, I could find some,” Nicky assured them, putting his chin in his hand and enjoying the show. Max and Rye argued over who had the better butt.
They were identical twins. Rachel would one day be nominated for sainthood. Two men were twice the work. Twice the laundry. Twice the cooking.
Twice the amazingly hot sex.
Twice the love.
Yeah, she could handle the laundry.
Holly glanced out the huge front windows that overlooked Main Street as Nicky suddenly found himself the arbitrator of their argument. She felt her whole body heat up as she saw Alexei standing in front of The Trading Post talking to someone. His shoulders were so broad. He’d taken up most of the space in the bed, but she hadn’t minded. She’d been warm and happy.
Alexei turned and she could see who he was talking to. Caleb. Caleb had changed his clothes and looked relaxed as he talked to Alexei. He stopped for a moment, his face tightening. Emotion was evident on his beautifully imperfect face. Caleb’s face was an odd combination of harsh features and gorgeous eyes. Everything about it was masculine. And he had obviously been deeply affected by something Alexei had said.
She got out of the booth again. Were they having an argument? Were they going to fight? She doubted it would be like the friendly throw downs Max and Rye got into. Damn it. This couldn’t work if they didn’t get along. Everyone would be miserable.
“Baby, I’m going to go talk to someone for a minute. Will you be okay?”
Nicky sighed. “I think I can handle it. Can you catch a ride back with one of the hotties? I want to drive around a bit.” She nodded, and Nicky turned back to the cowboys. “I don’t know. It’s a really close race. You both have really nice asses.”
Holly began walking for the door when Caleb put a hand on Alexei’s arm and nodded toward the street. Alexei smiled. They weren’t fighting. They were talking, really talking. They looked like friends. Hope bloomed in Holly’s chest. She stepped out of the diner and started to cross the street.
And then she heard it. It was the squealing sound of tires trying to keep up with an engine that was running fast. She smelled the burning rubber just as she stepped onto the street and saw a flash of black coming her way. She suddenly knew what it felt like to be a deer in the headlights. She was strangely frozen by the sight of the car coming her way. She had to move, but she knew there wasn’t any time. God, she’d just gotten her son back. She’d just found her men.