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sturdy way she plunked down her mysterious buckled bag, from which

she drew out printed forms and other things. Even his mother smiled to

see her coming down the street (she and Prosper keeping watch at the

window on the appointed days), though his mother always made it

clear to him that Miss Mack’s visits were nobody’s business but theirs

and shouldn’t be mentioned anywhere in any company.

Anyway it was another society that engaged most of Prosper’s alle-

giance and concern then, the one made up of personages that grown-

ups don’t see or hardly see, as unknown to them as the society of bugs

in the weeds, only brought to notice if they sting or fly at you repul-

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sively: the neighborhood’s kids. The map of their world overlay the one

they shared with their elders (the one marked with the church and the

other church and the market and the streetcar stop and the school and

the public baths and the free clinic), the same geography but with dif-

ferent landmarks: Death Valley, which was what they called a treeless

waste between the back of the bowling alley and the Odd Fellows

lodge, where treks and battles happened; the nailed-up—but by them

reopened—three-hole privy in the scruffy woods in the slough behind

the big hotel, why there, who knew, but ritual required it to be used

each time it was passed, by all, girls, boys, young, old, leaders, follow-

ers; the railroad bridge abutment where the hoboes slept, where over

scrapwood fires they cooked their beans and luckless kids’ body parts.

Prosper wasn’t the only funny-looking or oddly shaped one among

them; any neighborhood gang could show a kid, Wally Brannigan was

theirs, who illustrated with a sightless peeled-grape eyeball the inces-

sant adult warning about what happens when you play with sharp

sticks and improvised bows. Little Frankie No-last-name had had rick-

ets and walked with an invisible melon between his legs. Sharon was

hugely tall, like Olive Oyl. Only Frankie and Prosper among them

found it hard to keep up, and Frankie was younger than the others and

weepy and didn’t count, which left Prosper at the bottom of the heap,

helped along sometimes, or mocked, or nicknamed; by one or two of

the strong, actively despised. He could hit a baseball pretty well, though

sometimes a big swing caused him to lose his balance and fall in a

heap, and he rarely beat the throw to first. Then a designated runner

was assigned to him, the biggest kid on their side, who had to piggy-

back Prosper to the bag. Hit the ball, leap onto Christopher’s back, be

carried at a jouncing run, laughing and sometimes falling together in

stomach-aching hilarity halfway down the base path while the rest of

the field looked on in disgust—but sometimes bearing down with bared

teeth at full gallop, scaring off the first baseman and stamping across

the base.

It was Mary Wilma who decided it was not against the rules for

Prosper to be carried by the pinch runner, in fact she determined that

it was required. Mary Wilma was the smartest kid among them, or at

least the most decisive; if something needed to be settled, Mary Wilma

came out with a plan before anybody else had even had time to decide

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what was what, and if she met disagreement she was loud and definite

in pointing out why she was right and the other was wrong, which was

usually the case.

“Mary Wilma, I don’t want to do your idea.”

“Well it’s smarter than your idea. Prove it isn’t!”

“I don’t care. I just don’t want to.”

“Tell me why you don’t, stupid bubuncle! Idioso! Come on! I’ll

believe you if you can tell me!”

She said or shouted them, her directives and her made-up insults,

with such fierce delight, her big dark eyes aflame and big mouth smil-

ing, that it was hard to hate her, though everybody at some time said

they did; and it was after all she who organized the great watermelon

theft, and the Halloween bonfire extravaganza, and the nighttime

kick-the-can eliminations. She liked to stage field days, and kept care-

ful score: she ran faster than anybody else, not that she was so fast a

runner, or longer legged, she just put so much concentrated heat into it,

more than anyone else could summon or cared to summon, her legs

scissoring and her eyes fixed on the goal.

Mary Wilma took an intense interest in Prosper, thinking up things

he had to do to keep up, ways to put him to use, ways to insult him

too.

“Here comes Prosper on his little horsie!” Meaning his odd tippety

gait, it took Prosper a while to figure that out; Mary Wilma never said

anything meaningless, though it might at first seem so. “What’s your

little horsie’s name, Prosper? Is it a hoobie horsie?”

Of course he yelled back the meanest things he could think of, which

amused her further, expert boxer or knife fighter challenged by a child;

but he stayed near her, if only because it lessened the likelihood of his

getting beaten up, chances of which went up after he started having to

wear a back brace of leather and buckles and metal. Mrs. Vinograd

made the horrible error—mortal, irreversible, to Prosper—of calling

this device a Boston girdle. Which was its name, in fact, but which

when said out loud before the class was curtains for the wearer. Mary

Wilma on the playground or in the alleys liked to name it too, at top

volume, and it was she who began then to call Prosper Coozie Modo,

which even those who hadn’t gone to see Lon Chaney tormented in the

movie (Prosper hadn’t) knew to be a killing taunt. Never mind: if he

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stayed near her he wouldn’t be kicked or pelted with dingbats—those

who liked the idea of doing that were also the ones most afraid of Mary

Wilma, her needle-sharp sense of each of their weaknesses and inade-

quacies; and she didn’t allow group activities she hadn’t conceived of.

Her family had a house a few blocks from Prosper’s, a whole house

that they rented part of to others but whose basement and attic and

weedy garden and shed were all theirs, a huge domain, and she brought

Prosper there and took him all through it. She revealed its arcana to

him only slowly, watching his reaction to certain mysterious or alarm-

ing items as though he might not rise to the occasion, as though others

before him perhaps had not: in the basement ancient pickled things in

jars of murky fluid, which she claimed were babies but surely were only

pig’s feet or tongues; in the shed a black metal hook that she said had

once served her grandfather as a hand, its brutal rusted tip still sharp—

what had the old man done with it, to whom? She menaced Prosper

with it, and he didn’t flinch, though he wouldn’t touch it himself.

Anyway maybe it wasn’t what she said it was, because she was a big

liar, as Prosper told her, as everybody told her; she didn’t seem to

mind.

“Go on,” she said, pushing him from behind. They went up the

halls to the top of the house, where a rope hung that pulled down a

flight of stairs leading to the attic. “You probably never saw this

before,” she said as the staircase descended gently, treads rotating into

place. He shrugged nonchalantly, but he hadn’t. Mary Wilma had just

had her black hair bobbed, and Prosper couldn’t stop looking at the

tendons of her neck and the hollow between, like a boy’s now but not

like a boy’s. “Up we go, little Prosper,” she said. “Up up up.” When